End - Day

And then the day came. As expected.. sloppy work yield sloppy result. I deserve what i will be getting.. for the time being, i can only lament at the little things that lead to this.

Took a tour to memory lane these few days.. yet again. It was like a never ending chapter. There wasn't agony (if agony wasn't too strong a word) anymore.. but i just can't resist those "attraction". Like a black hole.. nothing was able to escape.

A failed attempt in the exam and this is what it triggers. For what i know, my heart was no longer with the papers.. and LBO will not be an easy task. For today's marketing.. i think i wrote too much till i never got time to attempt a 3rd question.. first time in the history of essay writting. 50/100 is the maximum.. and statistically, i could pass with a probability of 68%. But then again.. getting 34 marks in 2 question is no easy feat. Factoring the impression the examiner gets when he sees just 2 questions.. it will be unfair to pass a script like this. I resign to it.. for my mind was blank. I don't wish to think anymore.

Getting weak in my determination.. i felt like giving up. Passing LBO will be difficult... But i wouldn't want to take 6 modules in the final year.. unless..

Still the upcoming paper doesn't have its effects.. the taste of failure wasn't new to me. And it just reminded me, the income for work will be used for this retake. I knew this would happen when i accepted it.. and when i accepted it, it will happen.

Memory lane still exist.. and this is not the case of why. For some, it might be eternal.

And then i pondered.. it was really a waste of time and energy to hold on to something that had ceased to exist.. yet this was the burden. The case of shooting oneself on the foot.. but i'm not void of feelings.. and definately not void of memory. (then why did i forgot the things i studied?) It has nothing to do with maturity.. just character. While others got over so easily.. i wondered, why am i so stubborn. But seeing others that held on more tightly.. i can understand.. it was really a very frustrating process for them and the onlookers. ( i stress on onlookers.. coz i know.. it's really tiring to hear the same old story again and again and again... and what could be said and done will be said and done.. of coz people will feel irritated by the refusal to heed advice.)

Stupid times will get stupid blog entries.. haha.. time to get back to reality. As if the great depression was coming.. hahaa.. well.. do felt a bit sad for failing to achieve what i could and annoyed at how the stituation couldn't be salvage. I'm really too tired to put on a fight.. my determination was long gone.. (didn't they tell me not to hold on?).. haha.. okok.. perhaps wrong application.

Eh.. i need some beer to wake me up now.. hahaa..very tired to have 2 papers in 2 days. (even worst for those with 2 papers on the same day). I think my expectation for myself has dropped drastically.. strangely.. i still couldn't figure out why.. argh.. but then again, will life be better after exams? Haha.. better not to try anything funny.. i had enough memory lanes to handle.. hahaaa..

But as it happens, i'm quite irritated at the feedback i'm getting.. i can't help but learn from BT to think a lot.. (although i think a lot on bo liao things also.. haha.. but he add the analytical function to it.. i just think for fun..) Argh.. what is the outcome? If it wasn't the the rollercoaster, then it really gives me the feeling of the galloping round-about. When will the aww-ish big wheel (mo tian lun) appear?

Too much to pour, yet much processing to be done.

Okok.. in simple words.. I'm very sad because i'm going to fail my Marketing! (and maybe LBO later) but i don't wish to do anything about it anymore. One more year ba.. one more year. Sigh.. i could be so busy next year.. 6 - day week.. (or 6 - day weak?) And what about the economic implications? Another 1k gone.. haiz.. for the coming 1 year.. i think i'll just haiz my way through.

Not that it could never happen to me.. but this time round.. i sort of expected it. The causal factor.. haha.. not that i didn't give much thought to it.. anyway, nothing that i say now will help, so i shall shut up and go back to sleep.

How Much Longer Will It Take?

I can't stand it.. this exam is killing me.. not softly enough. ARGH~~~~ Oh why do i opt to continue my studies... this past 2 days.. had been haiz-ing all day long.. HAIZzzzzzz.

And writting an essay is almost impossible. It took me one whole day to write one.. and with notes and guides too.. writting 4 essays in 3 hours? MI:4.

Argh.. our hero says.. stress must scold "cc plz".. then will feel better.. whahaaa...

Thinking of all the "fun" i'll induldge after the exams.. i can't help but to give up. LoL.. i can't wait to enjoy NOW. But then again.. with 1 more day left to the next two killer essays.. i think i can't make it. The only bet is to, spot the right question and then prepare for it... and i only have time to prepare 3... argh.. and who ask me to take LBO one? Hahaha.. cham liao la.. i haven't start writting yet.. cc plz! C..C.. PLZ!.. This time cham liao la.. cham liao cham liao cham liao.. helpness but then.. i don't feel like studying..

All was lost.. it could mean another 1K to retake.. omg omg.. where to find the money? Haiz.. maybe cancel the hk trip le lor.. hopefully can pass all.. hope ba.. (but then my hopes are all hopeless one.. never did they work for me.. haiz.)

While the rest of the world awaits the world cup.. we are waiting for exams.. where got like that 1? Don't they know that 2006 is world cup year? World cup year must postpone the exams till AFTER the world cup leh...

And in times like this, i still find time to watch tv.. the stupid discovery channel.. keeps talking about "end day".. the day when human ends.. haha.. and i kinda of hope it ends now.. (touch wood!.. anyway my hopes have low success rate.. so no worries..) It was, "not the matter of will it happen.. but when will it happen.." Well.. if it have to happen.. make it before the start of the marketing paper!

Now i really hate marketing.. it's soooooo cc plz difficult! LBO too.. might as well take maths, stats and MM.. hahaa.. my life would be so much easier.

Argh.. sian 3/4 le..

Conspiracy

Living like a zombie these few days.. all i did was, eat sleep and online. Cham liao la.. never prepare for exams.. how? Sian 1/2.

Hope to resume to my life.. i hate exams.. i really hate exams.

I got no mood to study.. too many things to decide these few days, and i can't find a decision. If only they where like marketing.. sigh. I can't assume like they do.

And suddenly, it seems there is much conspiracy going on.. lol.. i mean, people are a rather suspicious lot aren't they? For example, they say the world government is hiding truths about UFOs.. and there is the 9/11 conspiracy theory, and recently, the resurfaced da vinci code.. lol.. what about "reality" tv? lol.. all are conspiracy? Well, maybe for the "reality" tv part.. the rest seems impossible.. at least at the moment.

Counting down, 15 more days to the Kick-off of WC 2006.. wah wah wah~! Lol.. must stock up lots of beers, chips and maybe german sausages.. argh.. i missed the days where i sit around and chill out, drinking beer and eating sausages.. (drooling..).. wah lao eh.. i want to be FREE! I think i'll play until ki siao this coming holidays.. and maybe be prepared to retake some modules le.. sigh.. i don't have the heart to study this time round..

One of the village worker wanted to set up his own stall soon.. and in the process, dragging customers away.. business already so bad.. still come up this kind of da bian.. well, nothing lasts forever.. kan kai yi dian lor.. lol.. nevermind.. if really no business and the stall closes.. then.. then... i go sell a lifetime of bedlinens.. wahahaa... kidding la.. that job... is not a career. And job cannot support a family. Unless i decide to be a bachelor.. wahhaa.. then i only need to support my parents.. 1K per month is not bad actually.

But i'm not so easily contented.. lol.. Anyway, i won't want to be on the salesfloor all my life. i want to open booth also.. maybe F&B.. at least, "trade secrets" are protected. So this coming holidays, i'm going to grandma's house to learn a few dishes.. lol.. and ya.. i'm still trying to find the secret recipe for fried chicken wings.. lol.

Arr.. so sian.. i don't want to write essays.. sian ah..

Creative V Apple

Creative v Apple:
Read in the news that creative sued apple for infringment on one of its patents of the mp3 player zen. Apple responded by counter suing create for breaching 4 of its patents on the iPod!

I'm a iPod user.. so far, there's cognitive dissonance.. iPod and zen was grouped was similar (perceived similarity) such that my buying behaviour was classified "Dissonance Reducing". Which means that companies (marketers) should supply beliefs that the product that i buy is unique and superior. Too bad.. what they said is true. iPod battery is not really that reliable.. And the worst thing is, there isn't an external port for batteries for me.. maybe i should go shopping for 1 ugly external battery pack. Another problem is, iPod relies too much on the CPU for EVERYTHING.. delete, move, copy, recharge.. all has to be done on the computer. Perhaps to those who are undergoing the buying decision process of evaluation, please refer to creative.. lol.. make comparison 1st.

Tio PS (pangseh) by iPod 2 - 3 times already.. they don't give warning of a low batt stituation, and their batt indicator is not accurate 1.. the best part is, even you have a power point, you can't recharge it on the spot.. unless you buy the A/C adaptor.. which i think is quite lame la.. haha..which means hors.. i can't carry it with me abroad. Next time, i think they can bundle iPod with iMac.. haha..

I admit, i bought iPod becoz of its sleek design.. i don't like having "bricks" in my pocket.. i already had one, which is my 1 year old nokia 6260.. now i've shortlisted samsung's new phone, don't know which model number.. but it cost around $600.. again. But i don't know.. muz ask samsung user for their evaluation. I've only used Ericsson, Sony-Ericsson and Nokia. of all, Nokia is the most user friendly.. LoL.. and i'm used to it. But thens, nowsaday, they think "brick" is the in thing.. lol.. look at the sales (or rather the number) of people using Motolora's V3 and you will know the trend. Small, is good. CPU also small, mp3 player also small, hp also small.

V3 wm is carrying.. so i don't want to copy him.. haha.. but so many of them using 6260 too. And my sec 1 cousin is very funny... asked me to pass my 6260 to her if i'm changing my phone.. = ="

Maybe studied too much marketing... keep doing product evaluation.. haha.. but i'm not done yet. Recently, dad juz bought a can of Baygon insecticide. And so far, i've "decommissioned" 2 roaches and 1 bee/hornet/wasp (i don't know the difference).. haha.. but the job of terminating mosquitoes still lies on me.. i'm trained well in my sentry duties in camp.. lol.

The only products that i can't evaluate now - Hair related (except hairgrowth) lol..

Another Botak and Warm Day

Sometimes i feel that i'm really foolish.. really very foolish. I.. really don't know what to say, and i sense something sinister coming.. nope, not the volcano eruption.. but something that i don't wish to confront. Arrr.. help.. i don't really enjoy it leh.. haiz.

Feeling rather grumpy today due to the weather.. and i didn't have enough sleep. But it was rather fun at TS.. lol.. long time never hear the "tiang" sound le.. wahahaa.. but then hors.. the toopid vending machine eat my $1! tmd.. pian qian ah.. and then hors.. "cheat code" at TS failed.. and we ended up "investing" a lot into this machine.. tmd.. what rotten luck.. sian.

Eh.. now i really lost le.. lost the game liao.. it wasn't with me le.. so.. erm.. i also don't know. Perhaps. Perhaps not.

They say "once bitten, twice shy".. i say, "twice bitten, go and die".. now i'm so afraid le lor.. sian.. ah.. help~ argh~.. wah.. i think i going to ki siao soon... maybe cut botak that time.. i've also shaved off part of my brain le..

Today reached home at 5pm.. damn tired coz i didn't sleep for 1 night.. and i could sleep well now.. the weather is still so warm.. fan also no use, aircon also cmi.. aiya.. i think i'm going to be sick le.. already i can feel my forehead getting warmer.. and my throat is sore again. =(

6.15 am

6.15am. 1 night of sleepless night coz the weather is too warm 33 degrees or so.. wah.. can't stand it. Very tired.. really very tired.. haiz.. got to get ready to go to school in a few hours' time.

Marketing notes are hard to read.. it uses too many chim terms like global market, market penetration and all that.. kns..

Now so tired until cannot think le.. so sian ah! And the weather so warm.. and i so botak.. so pek chek.. argh~!

But hors, nowadays i'm so lazy to think le.. i think my brain turning rusty. Can't recall much too.. but the coming world cup seems to ring a bell.. lol.. it was 2 world cups ago.. and i remembered it was during the band camp.. awww.. erm.. kinda scary too.. coz the stories seems to be in the similar form.. haha.. can't i just change the cast?

Nothing much about the past.. it's been so long, and i had used much time and energy.. memories do fade.. and i'm recalling less and less. Perhaps more to think of, perhaps i got over, perhaps i just want to ignore, perhaps it wasn't anymore, perhaps i'm older, perhaps... (perhaps i'm botak le.. T.T) Just thinking of it.. and suddenly i've realised.. i wasn't feeling anything.. and i can't find a reason to continue to think.. maybe just a bit of awkard feeling on why things ended the way they were.. and even so.. given what i had at that point in time, things would still end the way they were.. i was.. too much of a noob then. And, i'm a noob still..

It just doesn't mean anything to anyone anymore.

Maybe someday i shall dig up my journal and post them in my blog..

They say history repeats.. yes they do. And be afraid.. be very afraid. Well, i'm terrified! Lol.. For example, (write essays must give examples 1..) i was botak when i was born.. and then history repeats.. i was botak again when i got enlisted.. and then.. yet again.. and now i'm botak again.. (ok.. that was a bad example.. lol...)

Don't ask why i whine so much about my botak head.. and don't ask me why i did it.. and don't ask me why if i did it again.. (history will repeat...) haha.. very bo liao entry.. but hors.. must write something.. if not people visit liao will sian 1/2.. Don't worry.. for the rest of the 1 1/2 months.. the topic will revolve around me and my botak head.. ^^

To-Dos

While i whine and sigh at this horrendous examinations, i'm actually impressed by those who stuck to their faith in studying. So as an excuse to polish my essay skill, i shall blog once more.. Hopefully that will bring in some life to me and readers in this "darkest" period of the year.

And a few more things to add to my "to-dos after the exams list".. i want to watch the Da Vinci Code.. well, i haven't even read it .. lol.. can't believe it.. what am i doing all these while? Ya.. trying hard to "borrow" the book.. don't want to buy already, or else it'll end up like my lord of the rings.. read halfway, and the rest i left it to the spiders and silverfish to read.

That was one thing .. the other was, to train up on foosball! (or what we call TS in singapore).. waah waah.. i want to own a Table of my own.. but my room is too small.. or should i say, it cost too much? LoL.. what they had was a 3-men goalie.. not like the school 1.. so much different.. and from the foos clip i saw online.. i never knew they could do trickshots too.. whaaa.. (luckily i don't like to play pool.. if not you all might find a pool table in my home..) How come nobody form the Foosball Club in SIM? LoL.. i think i heard them say le.. why not? Since i stepped down from SRC liao.. haha.. i want to find other things to do le.. Heard that Admin Elaine said before, i think a new club need around 20 memebers to form.. i think it shouldn't be a problem.. just add in the foosball figurine lor..

So much to do.. too much to do.. and then got to revamp my blog too.. but heard that cannot upload mp3 le.. aiyo.. like that how to change my "grey grey" music?

Lol.. getting so bo liao till i took a pic of myself with a botak head.. just wondering when i'll post it for a preview.. lol.. kinda regretted it.. coz the whole world don't recognise me le.. haha.. ok.. i think time to mug le.. must work a bit before enjoying.

I'm sooo Sian

AAhhhhh.. i'm sooooo sian ah. Don't know how long i've been at home.. Exams = sian.

The day before, my collegue called and asked whether i want to work for this GSS (Great Singapore Sale).. haha.. very fun one.. but then i think i really really really need a break. I didn't have one since i started schooling. So this june "holiday", i'll be free.. and broke.

I think i can survive with staying at home. Been like that since the start of the "exam mode".. but i really feel like going to crub leh.. crubbing and drinking and wow.. gian liao leh..

Yesterday went dinner with the extended family to celebrate mother's day.. and then there were so many of us.. and the table was so huge.. they ordered quite a lot.. but i only tasted 2 - 3 of the dishes.. coz they were the nearest.. lol. The rest were like so far, even if i stood up, i couldn't reach it. Haha.. in the end, the beer "lady" (or should i say auntie.. =D) came and asked who wants beer.. waaah.. that was it.. i don't care whether was it german beer or local beer or root beer.. haha.. i just want it. But don't know why.. 1 mug down, and no effect.. i think the level still stays.. sigh.. i'm a alcoholic le. (that time "trained" too much until addicted)

After so much.. i think.. i'm still nua as ever.. if not "nua-rer".. think i'll just rot at home ba.. haha.. so sian.. suddenly no energy to do anything.. and my biological clock turned upsidedown. Now i woke up at 12pm and sleep at 5am.. haiz.. this kind of life..

Hopefully, the exams will be over soon.. and i'm looking forward to the coming WC 2006, foodfair (at expo end of may), ITfair (expo again beginning of June), and crubbing and mj sessions.. wow.. so exciting.. hahaa.. (if only i cleared all my papers..)

KSed

Today supposed to be the last day of the kids' exams.. no wonder MS so crowded.. ( i mean maplestory.. not Muhammad Sultan lar... dun club 1).. anyway.. kids are really childish.. and maybe smart too. So today they KSed for nothing and i got involved in a KS war for no reason.. safety in numbers, but not in levels.. i think the conclusion is that we lost.. lol.. but i got my first taste of a ks war with kids. (only they do that)

So for the rest of their holidays, it's better to keep away from MS.. too many kids, and kids meant trouble. Well, at least still have world cup to look forward to.. lol.. kids are noobs.. and this is what i saw in the forum, "Never argue with an idiot. They'll drag you down to their level and then beat you with experience.." whaha... ya lor.. noob experience.. lol..

Aiyo.. so sian.. wasted 2 days.. someone.. anyone.. motivate me please..

POA Aftermath

Sian 1/2. POA didn't finish.. and the balance sheet cannot balance.. tmd.. i thought they going to chute pattern on the P/L.. but i was wrong. P/L was relatively easy.. but not so for variances and the short questions. Too many theories.. but i do admit, i didn't really study for this.. coz i thought "background" can le.. haha.. i think i overestimated myself. So i say bye bye to my 1st chance of getting a combined 2nd upper.. maybe can't get a 2nd lower.. sian. But bo bian la.. i too nua le.

Which means, the remaining 3 essays, i must at least get 60 and above for any one of them.. which is a very difficult task for gq.. coz his ang mor cannot make it wan.. write also dunno wat he write.. chute so much pattern to hide this hide that.. examiner how to pick up points? lol.. can't imagine.. i really got tired of studying till the last few days before POA, i was actually online watching some of the funny video clips online.. lol.. especially those on the kelong goalkeeper.. wahahaa.. see liao want to laugh.. oh ya.. and watched some clips on Maple JMS.. they are so much ahead of MapleSEA and GMS.. lol.. no worries.. after exams chiong again.

That day was at expo trying to act dao.. haha.. coz i botak.. didn't want to scare anyone before the exams.. haha.. but then a few of them saw me.. HZ saw me and asked what happened.. erm.. i also don't know how to answer.. and then Elvin saw me too.. and he touched my head saying heng heng, heng heng.. kns.. haha.. no wonder i cannot balance the balance shit. And yj recognises me.. lol.. and saw sl too.. but it took a while for the realisation. LOL.. soon la.. my hair will grow back.. and i *promise not to do the cutting myself.. lol.. i had enough of it since after ORD.

After POA, i was rather dazed.. been awaked for almost 20 hours and very seh.. wanted to go home ASAP.. but the whole place was crowded.. MRT also crowd, expo also crowd, bus also crowd.. (why didn't i have my own car?).. so i reached home at 7.30 pm, hungry and tired.. i think i still prefer morning paper.

I slept for most of today.. part of the recovery from POA programme. Didn't do any mugging.. and actually juz came back from prata and kopi tarik (again). haiz.. 20 more days to marketing and LBO.. oh.. i need to allocate time le.. haiz.. haiz... so stress.. and i can feel some pimples coming out le..

But i guess i will go back to SRC room for the last part of the choinging.. hopefully the year 1s won't be there.. lol.. then i no need to go to school early.. and also won't be making people angry for no going there early.. lol.. so sorry ah.. gq still the same as ever, 1 nua kia.. ya lor.. i know also.. but hard to change.. but aiya.. i don't know la.

Today wm is driving coz bl's in-laws went overseas.. so he drove me to prata house (which is 5 mins walk from my home.. = =).. and then ate quite a lot.. $6.. whoa.. can gain weight le.. haha.. so we talked about the GE, our (cmi) band, and also the hk trip. He told me he got no money.. then i almost want to humtum him.. haha.. i was so looking forward then he tells me he no moneys? kns..but in the end, still on ba.. hopefully.. maybe he go rob bank or something like that.. maybe in the end go taiwan instead? haha.. better still ^^

Sian ah! think have to start mugging tomorrow.. or else i will regret for the rest of my 3rd year.. haiz.

GE Over

POA paper! Ooo.. i'm so excited.. haha.. not really confident though.. coz my memory is constantly failing me.. and then i forgot so much from the theory aspect.. don't ask me.. i only know how to do.. don't know how to explain. But i won't have high hopes.. as a result of slacking over past weekend.

Was in school last saturday.. and surprised at how many people had "by-pass" me without knowing that i was there.. lol.. all because i was botak. Saw some of the SRC people and Warlordians... and they didn't see me.. Haha.. seems to be the hairstyle of the month due to the exams stress.. lol.. it really saves much time on drying and styling.. (if there is any to be done)... try to spot me in the expo afterwards.. hahaha..

Sunday and JJ and ML came Thomson for visit.. lol.. it was another weight gaining experience.. but then i had eaten too much "heaty" stuffs these few days.. so didn't eat that much prata. Btw, seaweed fries is no longer in sale again.. sigh.. but glad that i had 2 packets at one go the week before.. lol.

Sadly, spurs lost their 4th position.. kind of expected it.. with that kind of injury in the squard.. it'll be difficult to win.. but to lose.. aiyo.. i think they might need to wait another year.

Finally GE is over.. yeah.. erm.. but then the result is just the same as before.. win means win, lose mean lose.. who cares by how much? Too concerned will only "dui si" (hammer until die).. imagine losing by just 50 votes? haha.. heard that the James guy kena arrested or something like that.. whahaa... that was swift.. and suay he didn't win.. or that wouldn't happen. And another trend... it seems like people vote for parties rather than for person.. except in the case of the opposition ward. Coz overall, the percentage is more or less constant throughout.. i can understand why they are disappointed.. and it seems much of the votings are in the hands of the youngsters now.. as the oldies left this world.. less of those that witnessed the hardship of our founders are left. What we had here is those that are sick and tired of this "boring" democracy. And not to mention those few which were affected by certain policies.. of coz they remember to pay back la.. eg. those missed out on certain "benefits" due to age.. or that certain period that disqualifies them.. and not forgetting.. they are the few that will vote the next time round.. lol.

Oppostition ward got "carrots".. what about this GRC? no opposition means no carrot meh? I want carrot lor.. and i pity those in the west.. they won't get a chance to vote.. reason being, the population density.. imagine having to cover such vast piece of land in just 9 days.. lol.. not very possible.. but i can't seems to find the reason for the walk over at my side.. sigh.. why? We don't have a PM as our mp here.. neither do we have Foreign minister as our mp.. and yet nobody wants to challenge.. sigh.. when will i get to vote?

So we were saying.. why don't we have all SMCs? In SMCs, we get to see the popularity one on one.. but then, at SMCs, its easy to lose it.. get enough people buay song only, out you go.. lol.. i won't be surprised to see a 84 member GRC in the future.. wahaha... then everybody gets to vote/not vote together.. like that then is democracy!

But i do agree.. having too many oppositions will hinder decisions.. right and wrong ones.. coz the job of the oppositions is, as their name suggests, to oppose. Hahaa... the point is.. not happy with what we have doesn't mean that the alternative will be better.. as it always is, the pasture SEEMS to be greener on the other side.. seems only.. sometimes not really. But then, GE 2006 is over... not much have changed.. and actually no change.

Anticipating the next GE.. and of coz, the next world cup too! But for them to meet again.. is like 20 years later? LoL.. Just realised that i could be missing out 15 matches from the league tables due to my last paper.. sigh.. anyway, time to go through my notes 1 last time before the POA later.. last time - Good luck to everyone for this coming exam!

I deserved It

I got what i deserved.. was so tempted by the seaweed fries that i went to buy 2 packets at one go after yesterday's study session.. and i ate it within half and hour.. sure it was tasty at first.. but i kinda got sick of the taste by the end of the 2nd.. felt that my throat was quite dry.. and this morning, woke up at 4am and my throat was sore.. and so didn't attend marketing lesson.. again.

But i was in a daze at home.. didn't do much of studying, end up sleeping.. with 4 more days to POA, i think i can start digging already. 1 am now.. time to study soon.

Seems quite happening due to the GE.. come saturday, we will have the results.. LOL.. can't wait to see the outcome.. haha.. since i need not vote.. i shall not have too much to say.. if not will tio pok or kena butter.. haha. But then again.. it seems that GE is about choosing the right people for the job.. true.. can't really choose those "blur" sotongs to be MPs.. but then again, i felt that it should not be concerned with who not to choose.. but rather, it should be, those chosen, what can they do? Ultimately, its for the good of the whole country. But saw a few petty arguments geared at downplaying each others' party.. lol.. i mean.. what about us, the citizens? We don't want to choose because we had no choice.. but then again.. i had no choice.. haha.. if only they would let me choose? (i'm not unhappy with the current MP at my area.. i just want to know if there is any better choice..) I also won't know.. aiyo.. think i blog too much.. later people come after me.. haha.. anyway, CHOICE IS YOURS.. (if you have one that is)

Anyway, i should be more concerned with World Cup.. kept thinking whether i should place any bets for USA or Australia would win the championship or not.. or how long those weird weird teams like Angola or Trinidad & Tobago would last.. lol.. i don't even know where in the map they can be found.. pardon my geography. But i support Germany ^^.. coz i like german beer.. whahaaa! Very likely to last through the tables.. Ok nevermind.. i support the beer then.. haha.

That day my mom went to activate the world cup channel.. unlike wm, i don't have a digital top up box.. so we ended up with 2 added channel for world cup.. this is not the usual sports channel.. so i guess bt house maybe do not have.. wm had the new top up set.. so he can watch 4 world cup channels.. 2 of which shows just that side of each team, ignoring the presence of the ball.. so for the first time.. i might get to know what the keeper is actually doing which the ball was away.. maybe digging nose, plucking grass or sleeping by the pole.. haha.. i shall see.

And then today i forgot to go to my TTSH medical appointment for arthritis.. kns.. i got the letter weeks ago.. and i didn't open it.. till just now.. and then i discovered that today was the appointment.. ahaha.. i had missed it.. i think they should save the stamp and call me instead.

Anyway, time to go liao.. maybe the last post before the 1st paper.. good luck to all taking POA! .. (reminder: the paper is on 9th of May, not 15th.. i always thought it was on the 15th.. lol.. )

Destiny

History repeats? LOL.. i hoped not.

Addicted to studying.. or rather, taking short notes.. but my lousy memory fails to remember anything.. haha.. good huh?

GE coming on 6th May.. *yawn.. i got nothing to do! Hahaa.. well, i can't possibily take part too.. especially on the opposite camp.. i got too many "dark" secrets.. like that time i gek sai gek until i almost fanited in the middle of the road near VCH.. wahaaa... if they publish then i die. And that time where i got slapped by my P6 teacher for not submitting 5 workbooks for MOE to check? Hahaa.. i'm the only one.. And that time where i got caught in the staff toilet in school dying hair? Hahaa.. well.. if i go, i must prepare 13.5k.. lol.. and get ready to be whacked by people. (not forgetting the number of times i copied for spelling?.. lol)

Days like this.. don't ask me. I don't like to discuss.. coz if u tell them, they say you think too much.. and they can't help.. might as well.. leave it to myself. Not saying doesn't mean i've forgotten.. doesn't mean i don't care.. maybe just that i can't. But i've been through this pile.. what's another pile to me? Intensity increases.. yet duration shortens. It might have meant nothing at all in the end.. nothing to anyone. But then again.. something obvious.. am i digging again?.. i don't know.. but now it feels like a cold sauna to me. I also can't identify.. what do you think? Sometimes i really dig too much.. i guess its just personality.

Watched a show on Channel 56 the day before at 3am.. don't know the title.. but it was such a great show.. till i took 2 hours to finish the shortest chapter of marketing. It begins as a coincident... and then to believing in destiny. "each taking a lift.. and choose a floor.. see if we meet".. and then .. writting names and phone numbers on the dollar bill, book.. and see if destiny comes around.. lol.. innovative huh.. haha.. but might end up in the claws of the dinosaurs.. hahaa... and having no signs is a sign? lol.. sometimes i believe in destiny.. but when it comes, i don't think there is.

And by the way.. i don't think the term dinosaur suits them.. haha.. coz they are supposed to be extincted! But look at the streets.. lol.. you get what i mean.. well.. i'm not better myself.. the weight gaining plan fails as exams approaches.. nevermind.. i'll chiong after that..

Pre Exams

2.30 am in the morning.. time to go mugging soon. Had not been sleeping well these few days coz of the marketing.. It's so difficult to understand. Especially the much anticipated topic 4 - marketing research.. like statsistics like that.. and i hate stats.

Exams period is so boring.. but as always.. something "big" will happen during exams period. This time round, its the 20065 GE (i got nothing to do with it..) and the world cup.. whoa.. so happening huh..

Halfway through marketing.. done POA.. left LBO and the FI which i never attend most of the lesson.. cannot help it.. the 1st lecturer was too lousy... sigh.. sigh..

Been in school these few days studying and running about.. not efficient.. but beats staying at home.. haha.. time to find some other places.. school too many people, too many distractions. But i will work hard de.. don't know since when.. like ki siao like that.. do everything also chiong 1.. go chiong also chiong, work also chiong, maple also chiong, studies also chiong.. but TS cannot chiong.. coz i too lousy le.. lol.. time to wake up le.

A lot of post exams plan.. haha.. including "building" a TS and mj desk.. lol... and ya.. revamp my blog.. (no mp3 allowed?).. sigh..

Taking A Break

The results are out.. there is a walk-over at the constituency i'm at. Sigh.. no election for me this time round after waiting for 23 years. Maybe i'll not get a chance to vote as long as i stay here. Well then.. 6th of may is just another "holiday" for me. but i guess i'll stay up to watch the results of the polling.

Now i know i really hate statistics.. and i couldn't get away from it. Not even in marketing.. ar.. probability method always confuses me. But finally, ploughed through topic 4 of marketing.. i guess it'll be the most boring part of the whole module.

Almost 4 am now, and i'm having my break from studies.. and come 7am, i'll leave home for school.. lol.. must kiasu liao.. coz the whole school is so packed that even library also got not much space. What to do? SIM students are very hardworking.. (when exams are nearing.. well, at least i'm one of them) But being hardworking is not enough.. Must be smart also.. sigh.. and i'm stupid.

Nevermind.. Now i realised something.. there's always someone there to screw my day. It happens.. EVERYTIME. I'm irritated liao.. Maybe i owed too much people. I don't wish to explain for my actions.. sometimes it isn't what "i want", but rather what "they wanted".. but i seems to be responsible.. how come? LOL.. it always happens.

Went supper just now at the newly renovated prata house.. and it still got a full house.. So me and wm talked about the coming hk trip.. more or less confirmed.. just that either it was 2 person or 4 person. But i'll be using most of the economic package for the trip.. uh.. i'll be poor again. I don't intend to work this holiday.. i really need a good rest.. just as i need now.. enough of complains.. i'm off to Mapling (Again)

Mugging All the Way

Busy with all sorts of things. And till i don't think i have spare capacity to think of anything to blog.. i'll just put an entry to de-stress.

Been in school these days to catch the bug flu.. and i've caught it. Victim no.3 they told me.. Not in the time like this.. Been mugging all day long till 11pm with zx and till 9pm with the rest of the economist.. I just need a place to study.. that's all. But it wasn't effective in a big party.. too many distractions and no opportunity to gain. But no choice.. the school was so small and crowded till i almost exploded everytime i stepped into the foodcourt during lunch hours.. imagine waiting 10mins to pay for a piece of mango?

Must be the effect of the npians or don't know what they call themselves.. But.. don't they have a canteen of their own? I don't mind sharing buses with them and missing 3 or more buses because they are full of NPians during the morning peak. But not during lunch time lor... Damn! We only have 1 hour to find a seat and queue and finish our food before lessons start.. and after we found a seat, we'll find that the queue could be as long as the Dragon trail. kns la.. their school don't have food meh? Don't have then eat grass lor.. they have a pitch and we don't.

Anyway.. trying to reduce bad karma now.. so cannot curse so much. Later the Ah N's charm will work against me.

Been tired.. very tired studying.. i really don't like studying.. neither do i like working.. i just want to nua.. but i guess.. not anymore. Then i realised.. i've been sloppy in everything.. i don't fight for what i want.. was because i didn't want it badly.. no.. not such where i must put in effort and calculations.. i was always depending on luck. But then i realised.. it always takes lots of effort.. lots more than i've been known to.. after seeing how the year 1s mug for their exams.. it was very hiong.

Thought of a story: The Beer Story. Here goes..

It started with a beer.. and it ends with a beer. THE END.

I think this beer has created much chaos.. and i might have created some chaos too. I'm not guilty.. i'm just feeling bad. And that's all.. nothing else. It starts and it ends and that's all.

Is There Any Other Way?

I'd like to say KNS! Kns.. SIM didn't give out sticker today wor.. and my poor collection only got two sticker.. kns.

And today, Ah N's boss got whack by my sis.. ya.. she called and buttered him.. coz he didn't turn up today, and the things are left incomplete.. half-f job definately. And becoz my mom had settled the accounts the day before.. no wonder they don't feel the urgency.. and me didn't want to get involved, so i bo chup. But saw a change in my sis's attitude towards this sort of fish game. Ya.. i don't she intended to get eaten now onwards.. wow.. the air force really forces huh?

But i don't like the way she did things.. i mean.. no need to make until other's life is so difficult right? Of coz, it didn't mean i'll condone the sloppy job of these two men.. but there are other ways.. not fighting with fire. Coz i scared later Ah N put curse with his chant.. whahaa.. i still think that there are other ways..

It's already so full of shit.. i could do away with some of them. Maybe that i'm easily 'eaten'.. haha.. maybe i haven't been eaten till i got sick.. but i do have my temper too.. and for those few unlucky ones.. haha.. well. i'm human too.

Aiya.. hope everything goes well tomorrow. Sis is staying at home to fight a battle.. she'll win.. but i still don't like the way things were done.

Suan le la.. i don't wish to get involve.. haha.. bo chup ah~ Anyway, went marketing today.. thought i was alone.. but saw dq in class. Saw sp too.. haha.. but didn't talk too long.. coz her bf there.. lol.. later people get wrong idea wor. So attended marketing with dq.. and we both doze off.. it was so boring. Luckily the rest of the planet was at MA class next door.. if not i'll be so bored.. haha.. and after lesson, went to study lounge to find seats.. coz it was rainning.. but the school is so small.. sigh. And everyone is studying.. and so the TS is empty for today.. rare.

Will be having marketing tomorrow.. but i know i won't be alone.. haha.. no chance to ban ke lian le lah..

Ah N Came Messing Around

Wah.. buay tah han leh.. kns .. i was trapped at home for the whole day, with all the hammering, drilling and the ah n** mumbling to himself. (Names are taken off to prevent myself from being sued in court.. LOL.. i'm not familiar with law.. the only law i know are In-Laws and company law.. and lor.) Let's call him ah N for the time being.

Ah N is a worker that came to my village to do up the wires.. but Ah N only knows how to sing his village's song.. and while he sang and hammered on my newly painted wall, i tried to study a bit of accounts.. His song was soft.. i couldn't hear what he was singing.. but HE WAS IRRITATING ME! so i challenged him with my iPod.. and luckily the bass was heavy enough.. if not, nothing else would cover his chant.

And so two days before, Ah N dropped mom's pot on the floor, and connected the heater wrongly.. and today he messed with the wrong person.. ya.. the air-force senior tech. Think she gonna whack some people soon.. haha.. and with the hammer they left behind. They scratched her new cupboard, broke her wall hook, and made the anti-slip on her bed ladder sliped down.. haha.. no wonder she want to hoot people. Anyway, was at home with mom to watch Ah N and his boss doing the xmas decorations. Red = live, Green and Black i forgot! Haha.. 1 is Neutral and the other is Auto.. no la.. Earth.

I scared he connect wrongly and then the whole block got burnt down wor.. and he hammer like nobody's business.. anyhow whack.. until the paint all came off. And not only that.. i think he don't know how to use a powerdrill.. can drill until a large chunk of cement came off from the other side of the wall.. And since last Sat.. everyone became unhappy.. haiyo.. all because they anyhow do the job 1.. it cost 1.4k for a 2 day job for 2 person.. and they anyhow do.. and somemore cannot finish.. as expected lah.. sing somemore lor..

So they coming again tomorrow noon.. and luckily i didn't have to stay.. saved by marketing class.. yeah.. but then i'll be attending lesson alone.. act ke lian again sia.. haha.. i think i can concerntrate better.. coz no friends to assist when called upon .. so must listen to lecturer. And quite happy also.. coz will be collecting the revision Sticker tomorrow.. hopefully they don't give the same color 1.. haha.

Anyway.. hope Ah N returns town tomorrow.. please don't let him come to my village anymore.

One Xmas Weekend

Darn.. i got grounded by the village chief! Monday morning, no lessons, no electricity, no Maple. The Village undergoing a minor upgrading.. rewiring. Sigh.. This is no small project, especially when the people do half-F job. And one of the worker really cmi.. thinks he's very good like that.. i say he kns la. Don't know how to do the heater.. and the whole village had cold showers for the past 2 days. And this came as a surprise when i returned home from ktv on Saturday night.

If i'm a quilified electrician, i rather do the wiring myself... they really did a bad job.. cracked tiles, split casing, dented pots.. and so on.. ya.. plus the mess they have created.


This is how it looks like.. (thought we were celebrating xmas in advance with all the red and green.. lol) And ya.. there goes my new coat of paint.. what a wasted effort. =(

And so.. they will continue today.. but i doubt they can finish.. argh!

It was a contrast with last weekend.. went to school to "study"... end up only doing a bit of POA.. coz was with the TS gang.. haha.. nothing but TS in school. But it beats mapling at home.. lol. Studied till 5pm before moving off to mac with geoff, allan bt, brad, zhengqing and diana. Tried the seaweed shaker fries... woah.. i'm loving it! LOL..

Reached Marina around 7 for BBQ steamboat.. but it was very crowded.. and so we go shifted to the far far end.. very sad huh.. even the food seems so far away. Created a few "new" dishes along the way.. haha.. but my chicken with egg was a failure. lol.. and BT took a lot of 'herbs' for the soup base.. haha.. and i can't remember who.. but someone said it was like watching "da chang jing".. wahahaa.. ya.. got the feel wor.. haha..


Our soup.. before and after "changjing" came.. wahaha..

It was ktv after dinner.. haha.. actually feeling a bit nua 1.. coz wanted to go home to maple.. but then.. lol.. it's been a long time since i last went.. and i'm glad i didn't went home.. haha..

Singing was fun.. and for the first time.. time seems to pass by slowly.. it wasn't any bad singing.. and in fact, they sang very well.. haha.. especially Brad.. To the talant-time exco out there.. take note wor.. haha..

And special thanks to allan for giving me a lift home ^^ .. but too bad the cold showers spoilt the day.

What is Success?

Wasted another 2 Full days on mapling.. and got to lvl 49.. just one more to go.. and i'll stop. Or is there really no time at all? This has become all too familiar. I might just let go.

How does one rate success? Been wondering coz of what i heard. Concert is a success coz the tickets are almost sold out.. ya.. in economic terms perhaps. But what about the satisfaction of the paying audiences? This planet is getting all too weird.. i don't know.. but musicians aren't supposed to be rational.. they are a emotional bunch of people.. they are eccentric, hot tempered and creative.. but no, not to be rationally rate a success of a concert by the number of seats. No.. they came all because of support.. as in all performance. I attended similiar concerts before.. and the truth is, i went becoz i thought i ought to go.. all because i'm in the band.. but then.. i realised.. it was all a waste. It was almost always very boring.. i don't even understand.. Performing Arts is too much for me to grasp. Anyway, my point is.. i really don't know... i wish i wasn't so critical of them.. coz what goes around comes around. Maybe i was wrong about them?

Watched the "Never Say Die" on Channel 8 the day before.. and omg.. i was the one who almost want to die. I don't know whose fault was it.. was it them, the producers or was it just me? I couldn't stand it though.. and it was a horrifying experience. But still, i admired their courage.. maybe that was what they want us to know. I shall not be too critical again.. i'm no better than them in any other way.

That day the UOL lecturer for POA told us that we couldn't use our "Godly" SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR .... coz it was too smart already.. yah.. i remembered wm told me once that some calculators could display graphs for equations.. waaah~ but then... SCIENTIFIC CALCUTORS CAN'T DO PROFIT AND LOSS STATEMENT~!!! why can't we use it? I've grown so lazy that i like to ultilise the memory function.. and that function also helps in minimising typo errors.. why can't i use? Maybe time to get a Financial Calculator from the Deputy Chief of the village.. she got 1 big big calculator in the office.. haha.. maybe i borrow.. lol.. If not i get those that can print receipts 1.. wahhaa.. trying to play punk huh.

Anyway.. too tired to study today.. and tomorrow is good Friday.. the good thing is, it's a PH! And the TV program is packed.. well.. looking for to SpongeBob! Yawn~ Time to sleep.

Super Tired...

Super tired for the past two days, coz it was back to school for me. Well, at first i felt very happy seeing people i know in school.. it's been a long time since i last saw them. However.. seeing them stresses me.. omg.. coz the whole school is in exam mood.. and i'm still tied up with level 47..

To get away, stayed in school to soak up the air-con. I guess i must have overdone it.. Feeling illish today. From the morning i've been sneezing non-stop.. thought it was the dust from the ultra dusty LT.. but now i think it was just me. Maybe i didn't have enough sleep these 2 days. And of coz, didn't maple that much.. it was around 2 hours per day.. haiz.. and i've dropped 5 positions.. lol. If only i could be as concerned on my studies.

Saw Ronald a few times at POA.. and he asked me how was my revision.. haha.. and i told him that i was still lobbying at the initial chaperters for LBO and POA. And i didn't touch FI and MKTG at all.. well, i guess it's hard to believe.. lol.. but i guess he did. And for me to realise.. i was really nuaing too much these days. Ar.. i wanted to take a break this year.. lol.. but then.. i don't really have a GOOD choice i guess. Finally completed UOL POA.. whoa... they can be quite stressful.. MC, AC.. and seems to me i'm studying the same things over and over again... ARGH~ it's so boring.

Being "good" these days.. stayed in school till 8pm.. what to do? Even my buddies in Maple-Msn also nagged at me.. haiz.. online only they start nagging.. lol. But i could use some nagging at this point in time. At least it still helps.. but staying after a full day lesson is very tiring.. plus the daily TS "challenge"? LOL.. play as i might.. i still got study lor.. ya.. study law.

Thought of going to school tomorrow to soak up more air-con... but i guess i shall stay at home till i got better.. exams fever. LOL. But maybe .. just maybe.. i might go.. just to get away from maple.

Oh ya.. heard something today that pisses me yet again.. whahaa.. and it's been so long.. maybe really have to take into account the 8 characters? LOL.. don't piss me off leh.. i'm very tired to make a response. Haha.. and suddenly, a lot of people looked liked someone.. lol... it's that kind of irritating feeling again. How i wish i could not know.. at least i'm not aware of the unknown to be fearful.

And don't know what's going to happen this Saturday.. lol.. Of coz, i'm looking forward to "treat".. i just love to eat...( and drink also la..) and today, the village chief saw my tummy.. and he said i've got beer belly le.. waaah~ This is bad.. for my frame.. with the belly... it will look like "liquid paper".. omg. And i thought it was just the village chief.. but even my sis said so.. waaah.. time to work on the tummy.. haaha.. But before an invitation to treat (ITT) .. i must at least complete my POA by this friday.. and if i study in school on thus and wed.. i think i can make it.. but then again.. the nua feeling starts. HAIZ.

Upon Completetion...

Upon completetion, this is how it looks..



Can't really tell the colour of the wall coz my hp camera is too lousy.. lol.. the only thing i can say is.. my monitor and CPU is very orhbiang.. and the keyboard and mouse also.. lol.. haiz.. coz i'm poor.. what to do? People use LCD for their monitor le.. and i still use this.. people use optical + wireless mouse/ keyboard le.. and i still use this.. people use .. lol.

And ya.. what else could be on my comp screen except Maple? Oh.. Btw, i got to level 47 le.. in 1 month.. until my guild also not happy le.. haha.. ya.. i couldn't chiong anymore.. coz the exams are really really really coming.. i'm ill prepared.. and i don't want to prepare to fail. The truth is.. i haven't really gone through much.. all stopped at the first few chapters.

Anyway, got to go for class tomorrow... and hopefully i get the mood to study, away from maple, and maybe soak myself in the SRC freezer. just went back last friday in an attempt to mug.. and i ended up TS-ing... haha.. total time spent in studying, 2 hrs.

Sad sad sad.. its getting nearer, and i'm afraid.. since when.. i was "trained" during my jc days to take failure as nothing.. lol.. until i went numb. I never pass my Physics till 'A' levels. And, i did maths question w/o attempting much of the stats.. lol. And then.. i got a "full" cert, which cost me my HALF YEAR liability ultimately.. lol. Ya.. i resent. No amount of $100 can make up.. why? COZ THOSE WHO GOT IN HALF YEAR LATER GOT OUT AT THE SAME TIME AS ME!!! AND! they couldn't cleared their leave in time.. SO? heard there is COMPENSATION.. argh.. suan le.. coz they say, there must be some people who will tio one.. while the whole country rejoiced at bad debt written off, we are the ones getting mocked. Where got like that one? First, no discount. Next no compensation. And then, got mocked. haiz.. but the times of the election.. i better not complain too much.. later they think i'm speaking for the opposition.. And then i tio banned from blogging.. haha.. kidding la.. i never post my "reservice' pics ok? (coz i never got called up till now.. ) .. lol.

Oh ya.. speaking of class tomorrow.. maybe i'll be siting alone (maybe with the ex excos) .. and please don't ask me why if i'm alone.. lol.. it can be quite irritating.. if and only if. LOL. I can survive de.. ya lar.. lonely lar.. ya lar.. so? LOL. But people see liao as if i very ke lian.. haha.. ya .. quite.. but then, it isn't always good to be dependent.. the same as independent.. i don't know.. this world is 2 sided until i blur already. Even law also got 2 sides..

Anyway, i've felt that, things can be so much simple at times.. lol.. and when expectation sets in, its when it turns nasty. Expectation is based on past exeprience.. so? I also don't know.. we will have expectations.

And, nothing is consistent except changes. Ya.. very old phrase le.. i know.. but there seems to exist a line of best straight.. there is some consistency for a certain range.. and of coz, the other part is, the exponential curve.. the catalyst.. Aiya... if anyone understands, let me know.. so at least there's another ah siao in the planet... lol.

Paint My World 2

Phew.. finally finished painting yesterday.. and it looked like a new home.. well, at least for my room. And sleeping in there for a night, i kept sneezing today. I just can't take the smell for long.. haha..

Mapling till level 43 now.. and not yet a month.. haha.. i must get tired of it soon.

Still in a "holiday" mood.. don't remind me how much time i have before the exams..

Paint My World

Saw something on the tv which i thought i would put it down. "Money is yours on when you have spent it." How true.. so a person's wealth.. maybe, is measured by, how much he has spent? Lol.. totally agree~! And for those really rich, they can spend 7k alone on towels.. 7k!

Wasn't mapling much today.. Coz was busy painting my room.. haha.. only painted 2 sides of the wall once.. and still had 2nd coat to go... and my nose couldn't take it.. ah..


The blue is a bit too erm.. i don't know.. haha..

The Mouse Story..

Wahahaa! i am tian cai~.. haha.. spectacular stunt done by me again!

Was struggling with a dying "mouse" (CPU mouse) due to excessive mapling.. and while i pulled at its cords, it went officially dead at around 1am. And armed only with the keyboard, the computer is almost totally handicapped.. what more could i do but to study? LOL.. couldn't sleep, and LBO came next. It was then 5 am.. and my mind was flooded with Salomon v Salomon.. and for this morning, i slept till 11am.. coz i knew i couldn't maple with keyboard alone.. yes, Alt Tab, Ctrl + Alt + Del works.. and only till there..

So i dug out any "dead" mouse i could find.. and... i found 2! During test, 1 couldn't scroll up and down (that is useless) and the other had no response.. so i "opertated" on the one that couldn't scroll.. and found out that one of the chip controlling the up down scroll had corroded.. no wonder.. and since i didn't have any soldering equipment at home.. there was nothing i could do..


Before the OPs..

Very tempted to install MS on my sis's laptop.. but then, confirm will get butter when she comes home.. lol.. and didn't want to get another mouse.. i want an optical and wireless one (TP didn't sell them.. ).. so watched tv till 3pm.. till i decided to "mix and match" the mice.. lol. It was just a faulty wire on mouse no. 1, and just a corroded chip on mouse no.2.. (btw, mouse no. 3 is not mine.. it's my sis's.. didn't dare to do anything to it.. lol).. so i opened them up.. thinking i'm a tian cai.. but then.. the plugs are different! One has a six pin plug, the other had a five pin slot.. didn't want to cut the wires up.. (it's not reliable that way.. the wires are just too fine..) so i cut out the extra pin plug.. and force the whole thing into the slot.. and.. it worked like a charm~ Whahahaa.. and hopefully, today is the last day of being a full time mapler.. lol.. but nevertheless, happy for fixing my mouse and saving $1 in the process.. (its not the money.. its the sense of satisfaction la..) Ya.. there are $1 mouse out there.. haha.. i know i know..

Champions League's Night

Slept for only a while, only to wake up to the the seduction of Maplestory.. This is getting a bit too far.. haha.. as in, far better.

And yesterday night went to wm's house to watch Champions League.. not that i didn't have cable tv.. but it was better to watch with friends than to watch alone. And on account of the pint of Erdinger and the bag of chips, i went to his house at around 12am.. haha..

I was "early".. anyway the match starts at 2 plus.. so i bought along my subject guide for LBO to study. And yep.. Registered and Incorporated are not the same.. Incorporation by resgistration, in the case of the registered companies.. and there are others which were registered, but not incorporated , such as The Friendly Societies before the 1992 Act. (note: the friendly societies are required to be incorporated under the new act). And of course, there are those which are unregistred and unincoporated, such as the Trade Unions. (though between 1971 - 1974, there was an act to register and incorporate trade unions)

Studied till 1.50am, and went to the s11 nearby to have supper, under the scheme to gain weight.. had supper and went back to watch the game. Well.. or rather, have my dose of Erdinger.. wahhaa.. just a pint of Erdinger and a bag of chips, plus a game of soccer.. what more can i ask for?

Erdinger 'light' and 'dark'

And also, i've just received my "Progress Package" from our beloved government.. haha.. and yupz.. being poor, i got 8+1 for the kind of house i lived in and for my two AND A HALF years of NS liabilities... (liability is long term >1 year).. and of coz, for being older than 21! Hahaa.. just in time too.. for i've missed the few previous ERS.. what i get are ERPs in return. (particularly the $12 ERP i have to pay for not inserting my Cashcard over Orchard road) And no, i'm not being a bootlicker.. i think it was great that this country is stable, (especially when they have budget surpluses to share), though somewhat boring.. and credit goes to our government. Think i better not discuss politics.. if not later they take down my blog.. haha..

So a boring Singapore? Erm.. i don't know.. i have rooted in this country.. like a frog in the well, tortise on the mountain, Anaconda in the cave.. muahaha.. but still, was hatching a plan to go hk this july.. should people stop playing ps. But now i have fears.. i'm not quite sure if i dare to take planes.. especially it was going to be an UA flight.. who knows which kuku is also hatching another plot? LOL.. if possible, let me take a cruise there ba.. haha.. anyway, its too early.. and my passport is renewed.. so no worries.. somemore had the additional $900 to go overseas.. wahaha..

Erm no.. i'm using it to Zhng my CPU.. wah sian.. even the mouse also want to play punk.. malfunction le.. so hopefully tomorrow i won't ps my colleague again.. haha.. maybe going down to Sim Lim to get a new chassis, motherboard, and family.. what i'm looking for is a transparent chassis.. aww.. then i'll zhng neon light, water fan and waaah.. pro. If not.. maybe a normal black chassis will do.. they cost much less..

Back to yesterday.. watched till 4 plus early in the morning, but decided to went home to sleep instead.. so i walked home alone early in the morning. (i want to save on the cab fare.. cannot ah?) Took around 15 mins or so.. footsteps were lighter in the morning .. and i enjoyed the breeze.. or was it an eerie breeze? Hahaa..

Anyway, 2 more days before engine was warmed up.. haha.. 2 weeks for each subjected.. ok.. i'm short of time. And, i didn't study before the mocks.. ok.. i'm in deeper shit now.. haha..
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Retain The Retainers

Too long never blog le.. coz really nothing interesting to write about. No much happenings.. and luckily not much happenings.

So the day before (25th March - Sunday), i went to school.. yep.. on a sunday.. it was a great day to sleep.. but sadly, had to go.. coz it cost money. Thought that i would be alone in UOL class.. haha.. but luckily vincent and elyse were there too.. if not i'll be so "wu di" liao.. (wu di si ji mo).. hahaa.. but lunch time i play ps.. coz people ps bt in school.. haha.. so went lunching with him instead. And sadly, the megabites is full.. as the only monopoly. I think they must open gigabites liao.. megabites too small. So we called up jj to arrange for lunch in Clementi.. wahh.. and i think must follow those two for lunch le.. confirm will put on weight.

So i enjoyed my lunch till i was 30mins late for class... haha.. what to do.. i don't have a car to drive wor. LBO seems alien to me.. and the lecturer confused me even further.. it seems.. even the law isn't always the case. There are exceptions.. weird. Anyway, everything regarding school shall wait till April. Mapling in Progress.

So after class, went home to get changed.. and went suntec NYDC for dinner with JJ, ML and BT.. wahaha.. coz need to 'expand' the gift voucher.. so we went again. And i did a spectacular stunt.. jj wanted to order hawallian pizza.. but i wanted to try something special.. and so me and my itchy mouth ordered a 'dynamite' pizza.. haha.. and i think we all 'exploded'.. it was ultra hot.. for the 1st time i can feel numbness at the back of my head after eating chilli.. lol.. and the joke of the day was, anyone who ordered that as the main course will confirm cry.. haha.


See the chilly chilli stain? Minds' Cafe.

And after dinner, went minds' cafe to play board games.. haha.. heng they don't have mahjong.. (or do they?).. but it was $2.50 per hour.. and in the end, spent around $7 for 1.5hours.. it was very fun.. haha.. very challenging.. but actually quite expensive compared to mj.. haha..

Anyway, must adjust mood to studying already.. April is just 1.5 months away from my 1st paper.. haiz.. played too much these days.. lol.. but who cares?

Oh ya.. btw, went for dental review.. and i didn't bring my retainer.. lol.. in the end, i did not get my review.. but ended up having a dental check-up for $50.. so expensive.. haha.. and now i know the meaning of retainers.. is to be retained, not only retain. LOL.

The Greatness of the Beer

Whoa.. back from liquid kitchen.. had my dose of Erdinger at a weird time.. of coz together with my ba chor mee.. haha.. the prata house rennovating.. muz be earning a lot.. so can expand business le.

Been quite some time.. something to rejoice.. my level dropped. Just after pint and i can feel teletubbies (Tipsy) already.. muz train to maintain level.

Sometimes beer can do what people can't. And there's a reason why people drown their sorrows in beer. Although not recommanded daily, (just like taking vitamins) it's good to use alcohol to induce words that are more than words. Sometimes.. And of coz, it goes well with chips and football. I'm not football fan, but it's great. Maybe going to wm's house next week to watch... (actually i'm looking forward to the chips.. wahha.. )

Anyway, didn't have the time to do a lot of things.. and jamming is on my list of to-dos. And planning to tab Jay's 一路向北.. haha.. somehow it brings sadness.. must be Jay's superb acting.. haha.. and to wm and bl, it was the song with a special meaning as well.. so, looking forward ^^

Anyway, it's 2am already.. having POA lessons tomorrow.. so i must not be wilful.. maple can wait, blog can wait.. Balwant cannot.. haha.. less mapling, less everything, more studying. Just for another 3 months.. everyone +U ba.. of coz during this period with this kind of weird weather, it's best to drink more water and rest more.. if not it'll be prone to sickness.. lol.. enough of my "nagging" time to turn in.. (for the night la.. )

It Ain't My Fault!

For an hour, i was rather moody. I don't know.. and there seems no where to get away.. for this is life. I really thought if i'm positive enough.. just enough, everything would be alright. Maybe not the case.. maybe i wasn't busy enough.. maybe i just had too much to cheer about the week before.

Went to town in the afternoon.. supposed to meet SH, but i was early.. so wondered around aimlessly. Went Novena Square and then to CP. I'm just so glad to meet my ex colleagues.. though they are quite "mean" during work.. but seeing them really brings a different mood to me. They are all in battle mode.. at least i could chiong with them.. or even against them. And suddenly the whole world was there on a Tuesday.. i wondered. And i was told, it was card night.. or card members night.. and to them, i supposed it was "cut" night? haha.. a time for them to practice their sales cutting. And at there, i was back to "work" mode. Lol.. to think i was going to promote as well.. lol. So stayed there for almost an hour till i was late.

Met SH at suntec.. supposed to buy work clothes.. but in the end never. So end up having dinner at marina.. whoa.. i ordered Jap food.. Garlic Sotong.. and it doesn't seems jap at all.. = = Nevertheless, it was great.. and expensive as well.. lol. At least i can still eat.. that means i'm ok.


My Garlic Sotong Rice.. looks delicious huh?

POA Revision tomorrow.. i supposed i'm alone? Hahaa.. maybe i wasn't.. but i'm anti social de.. to dependent on one clique i guess.. And since year 2, the clique sort got their own things to attend to .. all are busy people wor. So attending alone, eating alone.. everything alone.. haha.. i'm so pitiful. Lol.. it ain't that bad.. i'm just trying to zhuang ke lian.. hhaha.. well, see who i'll find tomorrow.. and maybe i'll stick to them? Hahaa..

Oh ya... forgot.. i kena the blame shifting again.. and i just hate that. The only thing that i dislike.. for people to shift their own bloody fault on me.. be thankful i didn't shift mine to them... why? My fault again? PUI~!

So Obvious

Its so obvious.. so so so obvious. Actually i sensed way long before.. but whatever it is.. so be it. but it is an uncomfortable feeling.. haiz.

And now only on my mind.. still weight gainning.. not easy at all! Who says slimming is difficult? Try gainning weight. Lol.. jia jia got 1 difficult to read jing.. (jia jia you ben nan nian de jing).. lol.

Anyway, its boring all the time.. especially with studies. Still mapling, still nua-ing..

I wish all to be happy always.. definately including myself. There are just too many things that will make one sad. So cheers always~

I'm Level 35

It is official - After 2 weeks of Mapling, i've managed to chiong to level 35! Wahahaaa! it is possible it seems.

Think its time to hold back.. Exams are comming!

And i think my luck is running out.. or maybe i wasn't skilled enough.. Didn't know what happened.. suddenly kept losing money at mj table.. and it was all 2 x gor tai cannon hand.. argh!.. haha.. how irritating.. lol.. and plus i lost another $10 to the taxi uncle.. haha.. still, it was better than clubbing it away.. Reason being, i'm a boi.. so need to pay cover, this and that.. and gals don't need to pay for the liquor at Dbl O.. where got like that 1.. And as such, i could spend around $50 - $70 per clubbing session... but still i love the music.. and i like to see them dance the ah beng dance.. hahaa..

And maybe its just another passing phase.. Just like K-ing.. i find it rather boring now.. haha.. don't know why.. maybe crubbing will be next. Band is also boring.. and heng i withdraw out from the concert next sunday. I don't want to make a fool of myself. But maybe i'll go there see some **** perform.. lol. That was what wm suggested.. but i think he'll ps last minute.. coz he's always busy.

So i continued to pack my room today.. and saw something that cracked my heart again.. and its empty somemore.. how could it be. Me and my stupid idea again. Suddenly i felt rather disturbed. It seems that depression can be contagious.. please.. don't pass it to me. I was rather happy go lucky these few weeks de lor..

And i really like those music at mambo.. And since i wanted to save on clubbing.. i blasted it on the pod.. haha.. suprisingly, even without liquor, i was quite 'high'. Now i know what self high means... haha.. too bad my track isn't non-stop.. and i don't know how to dance the ah beng dance.. so it wasn't that fun after all.. haha.

Felt a surge of mosquitoe bites these few days.. and luckily i learned how to snipe mosquitoes from the army.. (it was important in order to ensure a peaceful sleep).. so in 2 days, 4 mosquitoes 'retired'. But still, i can feel that there are somemore left... irritate me again and they'll know. Think must be the weather.. hasn't been rainning the few days.

It's now 3+1 at the village again.. yupz.. finally it was decided. What could i say? The disgusting desk is back at my room again.. Might as well.. time to place the 4 stacks of notes and study guide on it.. hopefully it'll get me started..

Monday.. yep.. time to cut down on mapling and increase time on studying.. of coz, mj sessions are still welcomed!

Lost Without MS

Finally the maple update! Whoa.. waited all day from morning till 5pm.. and then they opened the client. A new world, yupz, aqua road or whatsoever.. plus a lot more cash items.. of which includes one that does x2 EXP. Very tempting.. but it's another way to pay for the game. They are so damn smart! For that item alone cost 15000 A-cash, equivalent to SGD $15! Plus other features such as pets and their function - another 15000 A-cash. And they even allow maplers to marry each other! Wahaha.. and same as this world, in MS it cost a lot to get married.. plus, yupz.. the use of A-cash for the wedding costumes.. More $ input into this game.

Still, it isn't a problem to pay if needed to.. but i'm been holding myself back.. haha.. so now still playing for free. But the reason might be.. i'm just too embarrass to get the A-cash card OTC at this age of mine... wahaha.. Hmm.. i wonder whether the popular bookstore in my school sells it or not.. During my NS days, i played 3 kingdoms online with my buddies in the Army.. and while we weren't fighting in actual life, we were killing enemies in the virtual world. Even my 2ic also joined in.. haha.. But it costs SGD$19+ a month.. very expensive.. plus a dollar plus for each item card.. i guess i just got carried away. Or was it that the army life was too boring?

Today is another boring day.. nothing much to do without mapling.. (the stupid patch took hours to complete).. that's why i can find the time to blog.. so from morning, i cleaned my room, make my bed, and folded all my clothes.. and still was bored. yupz.. but i didn't upkeep my instruments.. they are so ma fan.. like cars like that.. haha.. must upkeep every so often. If not any small problem will become BIG problem..

And the BIGGER problem is that i can't bear to sell them.. it's just not worth it.. i'll be paying 3/4 of depreciation.. and it's only 6 years old. Oh great.. now the patch file is corrupt.. argh!.. when will i get to maple again?

Am I The Lucky One?

This is a lucky world! Everything.. everything depends on luck. Mahjong depends on luck, blackjack depends on luck and even MS also depends on luck.

This is not a realistic world but rather, a world that runs on luck. Who knows the next moment what will fall from the skies? Maybe even ET invasion. It depends on which time and place one is born. And that is luck. But of coz, not 100% luck.. juz like mahjong.. muz add some skills too.. but still, a beginner can still win gor tai with luck. And that is called beginner's luck. Even Toto also like that.. people buy $1 quick pick can win 1 million.. i buy $20 quick pick cannot even get 3 numbers correct.

Finding a good offer also depends on luck.. like we all selling bedlinens like that.. If one is suay, most likely will tio chop by cabbage choppers. Exams also like that. .suay suay spot wrong question and it won't make a difference between studied and didn't study. So.. luck is very very important.

Why the sudden emphasis on luck? Well.. firstly becoz i'm still in a daze.. (don't know what i'm really blogging) maybe from the excess indulgence in MS? haha.. but today i got the legendary fish spear! All by myself.. yeah! Oh ya.. met someone in MS.. not someone i know in real life.. but then was very weird. And it brings me back to the days of IRC.. wahaha.. where we go by "intro pls" and "22/m".. lol.. And then it was guessing each other's age.. i don't know.. i have an inbuilt suspicion mechanism. I don't really believen most of the things "she" said.. haha.. that includes "her" gender. But well.. i do get a lot of help here and there.. and there is something.. sincerity. Well.. it sure makes mapling an unforgettable experience. Like real.

And then.. i got to level 30 today. Finally a Spearman.. waaahahaa.. all within a week. the problem with me: obsession. But 1 thing i'll never never be obsessed with - studying. And strangly, the things i'm obessed with, i'm not very skilled. Maybe need a bit of luck?

Stayed at home too much nowadays.. banned from working by the village chief.. so where to go leh.. go FM shopping ah? Haha.. Maybe find someday to go back to CP and drink with them better. Anyway, the proposed MOS is called off.. whoa.. sian.. and almost the rest are all going for a break after the mocks. Maybe its my bad karma.. never went for mocks.. thats why didn't deserve to go..

Already spent quite a bit from my pay.. and i'm thinking of 'upgrading' my Comp.. by 'upgrade' means buying a nicer outer shell.. and had to change the mother board as well.. coz the one i'm looking at is a smaller CPU. But i liked those transparent tpye i saw at the IT fair.. nice! But it's homemade 1.. unless i go built one myself? or maybe i haven't discover it in Sim Lim yet.. anyone knows of it tag me.. Thanks~ Then i want to install the water fan, plus those with colourful lights.. wahaha... people zhng car.. i zhng cpu. but 1st got to get rid of my CRTV monitor 1st.. i want an LCD.. if got plasma better still! then use wireless keyboard and mouse.. and i can lie down on bed and play game.. wahahahaa! But then.. then.. i don't have the money to zhng my pc. The ipod sapped away my money. Everything also wireless, everything also USB.. now i don't have enough USB ports already.. i need 1 for my camera, 1 for my handphone, 1 for thumbdrive, 1 for printer, and 1 for the ipod. And in total i only had 4 ports, of which 1 is spoilt.. and whenever i tried to change, the graphic card when loose.. argh! Irritating!

Well.. up next.. revamp my blog.. (i know i've said it since last year.. ) I'm still trying to find a background that matches the theme. Maybe take a pic and photoshop and see how it goes. And i wanted to change the song too.. this song listen too much will get depression.

And depression.. they are contagious. Too many sad people around me already.. i guess it's the exams.. it makes people go crazy. And that includes me.. it was the same during my JC days.. i think that was worst. But in the end, it was all over. I didn't get into a local Uni and all the things that follow. Aiya.. the more i blog the more depressed i am.. haha.. muz go find some beer already.

Its Always The Case

Was in a daze these few days coz didn't have enough sleep.. ok.. the outcome is.. i didn't go for any mock papers afterall.

Some things are hard to escape.. well.. so be it.

What Am I Doing?

Yesterday was a bad day.. woke up from the wrong side of the bed.. no wait.. i didn't sleep at all. All becoz of 2 cups of coffee. That wm jio me go prata house have dinner coz his house didn't have.. but i have eaten already.. so i asked him to help me ordered coffee tarik 1st. (becoz the usual me is always late.. since he was there already.. might as well.. ) but then he ordered wrongly! Coffee Chino or don't know what he ordered.. so drink already no kick.. haha.. so i ordered a Coffee Tarik.. end up couldn't sleep for the whole night.

And not that i didn't want to.. i could lie down and fall asleep at around 6 a.m. .. but still need to go to band practice. Me and my itchy mouth.. went to ask them if they need any support.. and so it was at the new WSS .. or rather a very old building at Toa Payoh. Didn't know which bus to take.. and that wm again.. told me the night before to take 58. And i end up in Tampines early on a saturday morning.. almost going to Pasir Ris already then i alight.. coz i didn't want to take the same bus back to Bishan again.. feels stupid.. but i think the verdict is, it's more stupid not to get down as soon as i've discovered the route was wrong. I knew the new campus was at Toa Payoh.. and when the bus 1st came to NYJC (Serangoon), i sense something was wrong.. but i trusted the information given.. somemore i didn't have other options.. but when it came to Ubi, Eunos and so on.. it was confirm travelling in the wrong direction.. Northeast instead of South. And then i discovered.. i forgot that place called Toa Payoh already. Somehow got it KIV somewhere.

Anyway, i spent the 1st 2.5 hours of the morning travelling.. and finally reached the school. Went in and saw.. the same old people. Nothing changed. And i'm disappointed. Thought after about 1 year not around.. they could have at least got better. My first thought was, how do i perform in a band like this? It won't do any paying audience any justice. So i actually told them i won't be playing. The other reason was, they were actually quite content.. seems to me that they were oblivious of their standard. And and.. seems to me that i was a threat. SO? I didn't have to oblige.

And it was scary all the way.. and warm and without air. Total time wasting since i could use a sleep that morning till evening. I had given up totally. Totally. I rather play MS and not sleep than to go for a band practice like that. Being weak isn't a flaw.. it's when they didn't realise. It was so scary. Another more practice and they are going on the VCH stage. Luckily VCH not as prestigious anymore since the days of the Esplanade.

It was tiring playing in a band as such.. all very trying to outblow each other.. and to make myself being heard was difficult. That's why i chose to jam instead to band nowadays. Friends will listen to comments.. band players don't. They are a bunch of Soloist. Actually i feel that, it was a place for some people to satisfy their ego in on way or another.. for some, it was total musical superiority.. for others, it was the feeling of being in charge. And i can say.. i am no primary or secondary kid. maybe it was me in the 1st place? In any case, i just don't like the management there.

Anyway, was very disappointed.. didn't want to have anything to do with it anymore. Hopefully. So i went off early, didn't want to kill myself by staying. Reached home and start mapling. Went out for a family dinner after that.. and i didn't sleep for almost 2 days already.

Was damn tired and i could sleep while eating. Supposed to have 10 seats at our table, but last minute my sis chute pattern again.. so we have in total we have 5 empty seats. The other 3 also.. but they are my seniors.. so cannot say chute pattern. Haha.. halfway, the organiser asked whether can accomodate 2 more ladies.. actually 2 more aunties. So 7 of us. I didn't quite like the feeling of sharing a family table with people.. if food court i don't mind.. but a dinner like that? Though, my grandpa is still very friendly towards them.. he's our PRO.. haha. but just after one dish, they left.. coz the fan was blowing directly at her.. But she was KPKB-ing all the while. It was as if she was blaming us for letting her sit in such a seat. Oh please!.. it was supposed to be seated by OUR family members. And somemore eat like 20 days never have any food.. argh! so irritating! Somemore i didn't have enough sleep.. argh.. total suffering. Anyway she could sense my AP coming.. so she and her friend left after the cold dish.. luckily.. haha.. i could eat as much as i want.. maybe too much. Haha..

Actually the dinner was a 7 year anniversay celebration for a lion dance troop.. and my dad's friend was some organiser or don't know what rank.. haha.. so got a table lor.. Anyway, i was rather awake there. Other than the constant sound from the drums and cymbals, they other thing that kept me awake was actually my glass of free flow Carlsberg! Waaah.. haha.. it seems to be a good day after all!

iPod, I Pok

Went IT fair yesterday (9th March) with only one objective - get an ipod nano. But before that, was supposed to accompany sh to giordano for an interview.. but the usual me.. was at home mapling till i was late.. haha.. so i told her that i'll go to suntec to get the pod 1st before going to meet her. Took 162 to suntec.. but it took an awful long time to reach.. and don't know what my empty head is thinking.. didn't alight at the stop as i thought that the bus is a loop service. In the end i found myself stranded at shenton way.. argh! And don't know what my empty head is thinking again.. didn't took a bus back but chose to walk instead. Under the burning sun at 2p.m., i was almost BBQed.



The legendary "Boon Tat" St... wahahahaaa!




Wanted to take the whole name - Esplanade - Theaters on the Bay, but couldn't coz my 6260 cannot zoom out, and if i move back anymore, i'll end up in the middle of the road!

So i walked at the way.. something like City Venture.. haha.. finally reached suntec after additional walking of 30 mins. And my.. it was not as crowded as i expect it to be.. but i'm suprised at how many staff there were... i think it's more than the crowd maybe? Haha.. so i spent hours walking around trying to find the apple booth or rather, an ipod.. but after hours.. i still couldn't find it. SH came to meet me after her interview.. and i told her i couldn't find the booth.. haha.. maybe i was dreaming or something? Until when i've decided to go, some purple t-shirts caught my eye.. and i can see the Apple logo on it! Finally.. haha.. and met SH's schoolmate.. she's also working there... so the comission goes to her.. but before that, we went to BK for a drink.. i was exhusted.. so while resting, discussed which 'size' to buy - 1GB, 2GB or 4GB.. but in the end settled on 1GB only.. for $268 (as advertised) includes $33 voucher and a silicone pack.. don't know where it comes from.. so i add another radio receiver for $88.. in total, $323. Before leaving BK, SH told me to beware of her friend.. she says women are very li hai in pushing sales.. haha.. okok.. i get the idea.. i was once a sales staff too.. At the booth, SH's friend told me there's a $20 cash-back if i pay with credit card.. = = If i have the ability, i'd have signed up for a card and get ipod nano FREE le.. haha.. yupz.. and thanks to Chloe who helped to check the price of the nano for me.. too bad i bought in impulse.. well.. refund?




Finally got it purchased, and burnt a hole in my wallet.. and made my heart sank to my stomach. And their plastic bag, pink in colour! OMG.. hahaa.. first it was purple, next pink.. what colour next?

Returned to home base (Thomson) to get my contact lense done finally.. All was done that day.. all except my POA revision.. so in the end i skipped POA mocks as well..



Mapling these few days.. now a level 24 noob.. and it was just days ago.. just discovered my blogs were also infested with adware.. please get your popups blocker up.. Changing the way which i post my pics.. using the programme offered instead of "hello".. but i don't know.. i don't like the idea.. haha.. excpect maybe all the pics are in one post.. maybe i'll find a better one.

Can't Believe This..

Look at the tiles i've got! And i didn't win that round.. argh!.. wasted!

Mapling!

Wasn't really studying these few days.. was actually mapling. >.<

But still, i won't be failing my prelims - reason being that i'll not be attending any papers.. haha.. oh no.. think i'm getting myself into deep trouble..

And i can find the mood to begin another blog.. waah.. and it's all about MS (MapleStory).. okok.. i know i'm still being childish.. haha.. but guess i'm just too bored. Went to my cupboard to find some games to install, but didn't have much online game.. and i'm actually quite tired of playing 3 Kingdoms.. and somemore didn't have the PS2 with me.. So all day long, i chased mushrooms, fly with ribbon pigs and battled snails.. and actually cleared the beginner stage within 2 days.

And then there goes my POA..

Have been drinking powdered milk in bid to maintain my weight.. working really burns my mass.. either that or it'll burn my wallet.. so no choice. But now i'm going on an 'intensive' 'weight gaining' programme.. maybe to increase by another 5 KGs? And now i got a new nick name.. - "gu ni ti".. meaning milk pig.. thanks to my dad huh! And while watching tv, i asked mom why they only advertised sliming programmes and not weight gainning.. and her answer was very logical - "coz it's easier for them to slim down than for me to gain weight".. hahaa.. no wonder.. lol!

Finally the last episode of the "Conquerer of West Chu" on Channel 55 - a drama about the conflict between the Hans and the Chus after the 7-states waring period. Wow.. and the ending sets me thinking yet again.. something about the prevailing stituation such that something happens.. and such was called 'fate'. And finally.. it actually can be very simple.. just simple.

Enjoyed the 'holidays' so much that i could smile in my sleep.. wahaha.. maybe simplicity is better. And on my list - MS , mahjong (mj), Table soccer (TS).. just these alone.. i'm more than satisfied. Hopefully i'll be contented.. if not i'll end up creating some new troubles for myself. Of coz.. almost forgot.. Crubbing with my friends! One with the Warlords and the other with some of the Exco.. hmm.. hopefully nobodys PS (pang seh).. amist all the exams.. i am still thinking of fun.. huh.. remarkable.. lol!

So Tired

Never felt so tired trying not to sleep.. the first time was during my JC days.. due to the 'overwhelming' school work.. or rather street soccer, haha.. i couldn't kept myself awake through the night.. but now in SIM too?

Was out studying the night at Bukit Batok Mac there.. set to complete POA revision plus a bit of FI.. so i brought the whole stack of POA notes and FI study guide.. but in the end.. i only completed 2 chapters out of the 22. Hahaa.. no wonder my bag seems heavy. Of coz i'm glad.. it beats watching tv at home.. haha..

It's been a week since i stepped out of my home.. and nothing much changed.. haha.. not as if new MRT lines are being built and Changi has a new terminal.. but then, it can be quite boring. Due to the stresses of the examinations, almost the whole planet is hibernating... so had to stay home and try to study as well.

And almost all went to the prelims.. all except me.. and i'm beginning to feel guilty.. guilty as a boy can be.. hahaa.. First it was my graphic card, next it was my sound card.. argh.. now no more mp3s.. should not have assembled my own CPU in the first place.. it's been almost 4 years.. and while it's still up and running.. i think it's time to change.. this CPU is too 'sensitive'.. just one knock can render it useless.. spent $900+ on this CPU, of which $200 on the stupid graphic card.. Time to tour sim lim soon.

Still feeling tired.. think i'm going back to sleep again..

Just as Expected

Just as expected....

Nothing much accomplished today at home as well.. hmm.. and didn't sleep well at all. For all i know, i won't be turning up for marketing paper tomorrow as well..

So the whole day, i packed my room and my computer.. think i got to change a graphic card soon.. kept giving me the same problems.

Band practice tomorrow.. but guess i won't be going for anything afterall.

To Go or Not To Go?

To go or not to go? (so many Os).. I've only prepared 1 eassys out of the 4.. and most likely if i go, i won't be seeing my scripts anymore..

They are trying to murder me it seems.. 2 essays in a row.. i rather work for another month! Things got postponed becoz of exams.. and it seems that always. There are always too many things, too little time during this period.. and when it's all over, there isn't anything to be done afterall.

So while i ponder.. just hope that i'll wake up early tomorrow for the 1st paper.

A Little Bit of This and That

Wah sian.. tio pang seh this morning.. waited till 11am till the collection was called off.. and then it spoilt all my plans for the day. Nevertheless.. completed marketing today.. and it'll be down to essay preparations later in the midnight.. and at this pace, i might just abandon LBO after all.

So it was none of mission completed after all.. maybe slacking at home. Seems that i can't do without my afternoon sleep.. not nap.. coz i can nap for 5 hours at one go.. And it was the TV and dinner that got me awake, other than the occasional ringing of my handphone.

Very lazy to attempt any essay.. haiz.. why do they like to put marketing and LBO together?

Was KPO-ing reading other blogs again.. and.. hmm.. i don't know what to say.. it was just too real.. such as it reflects upon life itself. I don't know.. it seems, i've asking for too much.

Some blogs are real scary.. the more you read, the more depressed you are.. haha.. now i understand.. but nowadays i seldom have any 'grey' entries.. either all are being used up, or i don't want to think about them.. either way, it saves readers from my misery? Haha.. As it goes.. a lot of things are 'bo bian' one.. the more one pursues, the more it eludes.. there is a point though.. and as such, it countinues.

And as time goes by .. (so slowly), it'll be a more difficult journey.. haha.. so i just want to play all i could.. of coz.. as all the aunties and uncles at CP told me, studies is still the top priority.. if not, i'll end up being a promoter all my life.. and that is sadness.. One of the lowest lifeforms.. and there is no coporate ladder to talk about.. yet, having been through, it's a great learning experience.. and it comes from learning from the elders.. not from work itself. Work is only tiring.

Really.. i've been asking for too much.. and failed to see a lot of things.. of coz, i can see dinosaurs.. haha.. how to miss those? Lol.. kidding.. and i think, things could get much worst when i insisted.. so why persist? Maybe i couldn't resist. And with such, i carry those with me as i moved on. It has became a 'burden'.. maybe till someday that i realised that it can be left someway on the path.. till someday.

Wahaha.. see what other's blog did to me? LOL.. all seems so pessimistic.. till i want to bang walls already.. anyway, it's just another boring entry.. haha.. well, at least it help to de-stress.. the prelims are killing me..

Right now, i'm thinking of only.. Erdinger! Muahahaa.. Time to prepare my Marketing essay.. sianz.

While Waiting....

'Contract' ended for 2 days since last Sunday. Have been sleeping 14 hours per day.. maybe i'm too tired.. or maybe i have nothing to do. Well.. this is the time where my brain works again.

A few more days before the mocks, and i've been trying to allocate time for the first 2 mods, LBO and Marketing. Going through the study guide these few days just to be sure of the requirements.. maybe.. just maybe after all i'll not turn up for the papers. Hah.

It's been thought.. but i don't care.

The only thing i'm looking forward to.. getting my ipod nano!

Something got stuck on my mind these days.. just like the contact lense that got 'embeded' in my brain.. haha.. and i couldn't get it off.. argh.. i hate that feeling.. maybe i haven't been keeping myself busy these days? For the past week, it was work and work and work and play and maybe a bit of schooling.. and now a sudden influx.. i think i have problems managing it.

Marketing seems difficult.. i couldn't understand the subject guide.. i think the author's english is worse than mine.. anyway, now to the last topic.. maybe i should study my notes after all.

Waiting to be on a 'mission' now.. going town soon to collect something, and also to submit my 'punch' card. I'm depending on my pay nowadays.. allowance is not allowed when i'm employed. The only thing, my CPF is almost empty.. haha.. well, for the moment.. So while i wait for my pay, it seems i've already spent 1/4 of it.. haha.. all in a few days' worth of effort.

No choice.. had to pay for my own studies.. 7k.. and had been drawing on past savings (S) and contribute it to investments (I).. oops.. i'm not taking econs this year.. haha.. cleared it just merely..

A lot of housekeeping to be done.. and of course.. to get a 'proper' haircut.. haha.. it's about time. Well, since i have nothing 'important' from March onwards other than the exams, i guess it's the best time. I shall activate the 'reset button'.

Since working, had been 'investing' in the pool.. haha.. the legal pool.. but then, had no luck.. oh great.. Wednesday seem to shift from Clubbing to 4D guessing.. haha.. all are Expenditure.. But then again, i'm too lazy even to walk to the nearest 7-11 to place a bet.

Even if i have the means, it'll invest in food.. haha.. weight gainning.. think i don't want to be a bag of bones.. and definately not the complimentary dinosaurs that comes with it.

Having the crave for Erdinger again.. muahhahaa..

Mock is knocking.. haiz.. sian ah!