Busy with all sorts of things. And till i don't think i have spare capacity to think of anything to blog.. i'll just put an entry to de-stress.
Been in school these days to catch the bug flu.. and i've caught it. Victim no.3 they told me.. Not in the time like this.. Been mugging all day long till 11pm with zx and till 9pm with the rest of the economist.. I just need a place to study.. that's all. But it wasn't effective in a big party.. too many distractions and no opportunity to gain. But no choice.. the school was so small and crowded till i almost exploded everytime i stepped into the foodcourt during lunch hours.. imagine waiting 10mins to pay for a piece of mango?
Must be the effect of the npians or don't know what they call themselves.. But.. don't they have a canteen of their own? I don't mind sharing buses with them and missing 3 or more buses because they are full of NPians during the morning peak. But not during lunch time lor... Damn! We only have 1 hour to find a seat and queue and finish our food before lessons start.. and after we found a seat, we'll find that the queue could be as long as the Dragon trail. kns la.. their school don't have food meh? Don't have then eat grass lor.. they have a pitch and we don't.
Anyway.. trying to reduce bad karma now.. so cannot curse so much. Later the Ah N's charm will work against me.
Been tired.. very tired studying.. i really don't like studying.. neither do i like working.. i just want to nua.. but i guess.. not anymore. Then i realised.. i've been sloppy in everything.. i don't fight for what i want.. was because i didn't want it badly.. no.. not such where i must put in effort and calculations.. i was always depending on luck. But then i realised.. it always takes lots of effort.. lots more than i've been known to.. after seeing how the year 1s mug for their exams.. it was very hiong.
Thought of a story: The Beer Story. Here goes..
It started with a beer.. and it ends with a beer. THE END.
I think this beer has created much chaos.. and i might have created some chaos too. I'm not guilty.. i'm just feeling bad. And that's all.. nothing else. It starts and it ends and that's all.