What is Success?

Wasted another 2 Full days on mapling.. and got to lvl 49.. just one more to go.. and i'll stop. Or is there really no time at all? This has become all too familiar. I might just let go.

How does one rate success? Been wondering coz of what i heard. Concert is a success coz the tickets are almost sold out.. ya.. in economic terms perhaps. But what about the satisfaction of the paying audiences? This planet is getting all too weird.. i don't know.. but musicians aren't supposed to be rational.. they are a emotional bunch of people.. they are eccentric, hot tempered and creative.. but no, not to be rationally rate a success of a concert by the number of seats. No.. they came all because of support.. as in all performance. I attended similiar concerts before.. and the truth is, i went becoz i thought i ought to go.. all because i'm in the band.. but then.. i realised.. it was all a waste. It was almost always very boring.. i don't even understand.. Performing Arts is too much for me to grasp. Anyway, my point is.. i really don't know... i wish i wasn't so critical of them.. coz what goes around comes around. Maybe i was wrong about them?

Watched the "Never Say Die" on Channel 8 the day before.. and omg.. i was the one who almost want to die. I don't know whose fault was it.. was it them, the producers or was it just me? I couldn't stand it though.. and it was a horrifying experience. But still, i admired their courage.. maybe that was what they want us to know. I shall not be too critical again.. i'm no better than them in any other way.

That day the UOL lecturer for POA told us that we couldn't use our "Godly" SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR .... coz it was too smart already.. yah.. i remembered wm told me once that some calculators could display graphs for equations.. waaah~ but then... SCIENTIFIC CALCUTORS CAN'T DO PROFIT AND LOSS STATEMENT~!!! why can't we use it? I've grown so lazy that i like to ultilise the memory function.. and that function also helps in minimising typo errors.. why can't i use? Maybe time to get a Financial Calculator from the Deputy Chief of the village.. she got 1 big big calculator in the office.. haha.. maybe i borrow.. lol.. If not i get those that can print receipts 1.. wahhaa.. trying to play punk huh.

Anyway.. too tired to study today.. and tomorrow is good Friday.. the good thing is, it's a PH! And the TV program is packed.. well.. looking for to SpongeBob! Yawn~ Time to sleep.