Perhaps making each question a 3-part ordeal make speculations almost a sure fail strategy.. but it made one feel that there are 12 questions altogether. The only problem is, certain topics kept appearing in different question.. want to siam also cannot siam leh.
I thought this time sure gone.. then i looked at the paper, i felt a bit better.. coz i thought i would be sitting there playing with my calculator for the rest of 2hrs and 45mins. They don't allow scientific calculators now.. ahahaa.. and that stupid simple calculator only had 1 memory function!(don't even have square root) Imagine having a time period of N = 10.. press until siao. So if really had to play calculator, i also don't think i can last quite long in there. Luckily i had things to write.. because i've studied. Overkilled on some questions.. as usual.
Strangely, the very difficult concepts didn't come out.. the simple ones did, just that the question were rather indirect. Prelims was a stunner.. and seriously, i shouldn't have looked at it. It made me feel so helpless the other time lor.. now i see the questions after studying also can't answer. Haha.. i wonder whether that was maths paper or not.
Again, i did wrong.. kind of hate banking questions that requires one to calculate.. and when it stack with the previous CF and POB, it's just like a maths student that doesn't remember how to differentiate and integrate. I've just realised, my brain storage isn't as cumulative as it used to be. Already forgotten a lot liao.
Hope the exams end soon. Soon that is, with just one last paper on next thurs. Wondered how the aim of getting at least a lower ended up to just pass. I already attempted the other 2 le.. just one more to go, and then i can sit down and 'worry' about what to do if.... for 3 months. Meanwhile will go around looking for jobs.. and really.. a lot of them doesn't require a degree.. hmm.. well.. but it sure makes the resume looks nicer ba.. a least nicer than 'A' levels.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Going.. Going..
Been ill for the past 5 days, perhaps due to lack of sleep. In the end, i spent 4 days doing nothing but just resting.
Quite a bad case of flu, and it made me feverish and weak. Nothing i studied ever got into my boiling brain and i doubt those that did could survive the heat. Wanted very much to declare this a total cmi case, but i don't want any declassification without attempt.
IM was very taxing on maths (again) with all immunisation and such.. but it didn't immunise me from the flu bug. Then there was this weird set of notes that seems identical to the subject guide, which is IMO, a super condensed guide with a lot of assumptions. At times, i really want to raise the white flag le lor.. don't understand anything at all.
An active portfolio, but i guess without much success. Perhaps due to all the 'noise', there are adverse selection involved.
If i really get declassified this time round, then perhaps, something was already wrong.
Noon paper tomorrow, then one more a week after, and then maybe i should think of what it all really means.
Quite a bad case of flu, and it made me feverish and weak. Nothing i studied ever got into my boiling brain and i doubt those that did could survive the heat. Wanted very much to declare this a total cmi case, but i don't want any declassification without attempt.
IM was very taxing on maths (again) with all immunisation and such.. but it didn't immunise me from the flu bug. Then there was this weird set of notes that seems identical to the subject guide, which is IMO, a super condensed guide with a lot of assumptions. At times, i really want to raise the white flag le lor.. don't understand anything at all.
An active portfolio, but i guess without much success. Perhaps due to all the 'noise', there are adverse selection involved.
If i really get declassified this time round, then perhaps, something was already wrong.
Noon paper tomorrow, then one more a week after, and then maybe i should think of what it all really means.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
So it Came
And so it came.
The start of the exams, and already it didn't bode well. Was anticipating a wipeout from FR... but this paper was... easy lor. The change of examiner didn't made the exams any much different than the previous year. However however.. i did a rather silly stunt wor.. i remembered the wrong concept! Argh~~ all my 31 questions, all my 2 weeks of consol, all gone.. gone with the woodwind.
It pains especially to not get things right.. especially so when much was "invested" into. Sometimes it just happen, and perhaps since that day, everything was already sealed. To think i actually didn't realise my mistake.. i was just, unaware.. even though i questioned it a few more times, i didn't really verify it.
Sien was why i didn't realise lor.. haha.. and just so so qiao that it came and i didn't get that right.. not that i didn't study wor.. just that i remember the wrong things.. hahaha.. and in my mind, i thought i was right.
Ok, i know i'm wrong now, and perhaps, really a failed module without re-sits.. but i hope it'll make me realise what comes next. Ok la.. i just want to niam a bit over this spilled milk.. coz i really really feel that it was uncalled for lor.
Of coz, i won't want to burn midnight oil le.. this time round, it made me super dizzy.. even on the train i feel like going to chwee like that.. like zombie like that.. no longer young liao lo.. haha..
Anyway, the 1st thing i reached home was not to check my concept, but to check on whether failing a module would affect my classification or not. LOL.. as it seems, i can't fail anymore if i need to retain at least a 3rd, and the 2nd lower window is still open.. just that, this time, it's going to be a 2 out of 2.
If i say i can, i'm probably lying.. at least for now. The next is 2 weeks away.. i know what i've done wrong.. but i'm not going to quit as yet.
The start of the exams, and already it didn't bode well. Was anticipating a wipeout from FR... but this paper was... easy lor. The change of examiner didn't made the exams any much different than the previous year. However however.. i did a rather silly stunt wor.. i remembered the wrong concept! Argh~~ all my 31 questions, all my 2 weeks of consol, all gone.. gone with the woodwind.
It pains especially to not get things right.. especially so when much was "invested" into. Sometimes it just happen, and perhaps since that day, everything was already sealed. To think i actually didn't realise my mistake.. i was just, unaware.. even though i questioned it a few more times, i didn't really verify it.
Sien was why i didn't realise lor.. haha.. and just so so qiao that it came and i didn't get that right.. not that i didn't study wor.. just that i remember the wrong things.. hahaha.. and in my mind, i thought i was right.
Ok, i know i'm wrong now, and perhaps, really a failed module without re-sits.. but i hope it'll make me realise what comes next. Ok la.. i just want to niam a bit over this spilled milk.. coz i really really feel that it was uncalled for lor.
Of coz, i won't want to burn midnight oil le.. this time round, it made me super dizzy.. even on the train i feel like going to chwee like that.. like zombie like that.. no longer young liao lo.. haha..
Anyway, the 1st thing i reached home was not to check my concept, but to check on whether failing a module would affect my classification or not. LOL.. as it seems, i can't fail anymore if i need to retain at least a 3rd, and the 2nd lower window is still open.. just that, this time, it's going to be a 2 out of 2.
If i say i can, i'm probably lying.. at least for now. The next is 2 weeks away.. i know what i've done wrong.. but i'm not going to quit as yet.
Friday, May 09, 2008
Oh No..
Just another 4 days wor.
Seriously, i still don't like exams.. i tend to forget a lot of the things i've studied, and it'll take 2-3 days for it to sink in.. where got so much time?
Then the lighting seems to behave in a weird way at night. It just won't work after the rewiring. Sadly, couldn't use the living room tv while studying.. had to switch to FM radio le. At least, the living room is better for studying.. so long as there isn't any computer.. hahaa.. my room had 2.
Short of time, yet, i couldn't miss the "death note" anime at 7.30pm daily. It seems, the schedule is more or less 'fixed', at least for the coming 20 more days.
I shall be very very glad after the 1st paper.
Seriously, i still don't like exams.. i tend to forget a lot of the things i've studied, and it'll take 2-3 days for it to sink in.. where got so much time?
Then the lighting seems to behave in a weird way at night. It just won't work after the rewiring. Sadly, couldn't use the living room tv while studying.. had to switch to FM radio le. At least, the living room is better for studying.. so long as there isn't any computer.. hahaa.. my room had 2.
Short of time, yet, i couldn't miss the "death note" anime at 7.30pm daily. It seems, the schedule is more or less 'fixed', at least for the coming 20 more days.
I shall be very very glad after the 1st paper.
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008
I Miss
Phew.. finally done with the world's most difficult consolidation accounts set by my lecturer.. almost all 31 of them. Well.. i was supposed to finish it long ago.. but, i think i can remember it better by doing it now. All in all, it took me a week or so just getting stuck on consol.. what the.. if it doesn't come out on the actual day, i can go bang wall le.
Only a week to FR.
I've been missing out on quite a bit.. and i missed quite a lot. I miss crubbing on wednesdays, eating good food, and nua-ing all day long at home. I miss pubbing for EPL and meeting up with friends to la kopi. I miss playing mahjong (though i don't miss losing money even at 10-20) and going for orchestra practices.. Of coz, i can always do them if i want to.. if only time is on my side.
But i've been studying diligently.. but perhaps i can do a lot more better if i wasn't that stubborn. Oh well.. at least i've cleared one of the world's most difficult.. lol.
A pity i can't watch the finals of the EPL (outside that is).. and even champions league finals also.. "clash of the titans" leh.. lol.. one of the closest EPL champions fight lor.
7 more days, and i'm sure i can finish my preparations for FR by then. Hopefully.
Only a week to FR.
I've been missing out on quite a bit.. and i missed quite a lot. I miss crubbing on wednesdays, eating good food, and nua-ing all day long at home. I miss pubbing for EPL and meeting up with friends to la kopi. I miss playing mahjong (though i don't miss losing money even at 10-20) and going for orchestra practices.. Of coz, i can always do them if i want to.. if only time is on my side.
But i've been studying diligently.. but perhaps i can do a lot more better if i wasn't that stubborn. Oh well.. at least i've cleared one of the world's most difficult.. lol.
A pity i can't watch the finals of the EPL (outside that is).. and even champions league finals also.. "clash of the titans" leh.. lol.. one of the closest EPL champions fight lor.
7 more days, and i'm sure i can finish my preparations for FR by then. Hopefully.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Side Note
Was at CQ today wor.. haha.. but not the $18 de.. heng.
But there seems to be a slowdown in their business.. well.. from here, there is a hint of where the economy is heading (as with the stock market too).. they just need a reason real enough. Still, the train co. is giving dividends again~ yay~ haha.. another few much needed dollars into my bank.
Just the other day, grandpa came over, and when he saw my mum carrying pakki, he asked,"where's the other dog?" ahahahaha! he didn't recognise pakki after the botak cut.
Ok.. i'm back to my studies again.. maybe till 6am.
But there seems to be a slowdown in their business.. well.. from here, there is a hint of where the economy is heading (as with the stock market too).. they just need a reason real enough. Still, the train co. is giving dividends again~ yay~ haha.. another few much needed dollars into my bank.
Just the other day, grandpa came over, and when he saw my mum carrying pakki, he asked,"where's the other dog?" ahahahaha! he didn't recognise pakki after the botak cut.
Ok.. i'm back to my studies again.. maybe till 6am.
I'm Stuck
I'm stuck.
Argh.. it really hinders my pace wor... but i just want to know how come. I don't like the feeling of not knowing. Tried as i might, i just couldn't get it.
Sometimes very pek chek d.. coz one thing leads to another, and one wrong move equals to all wrong.
Just in case, i'm referring to accounting.. though sometimes other things do behave the same way.. lol. My concern now is only exams and exams alone.
Already turned my bio clock upside down.. now i've been sleeping in the day and trying to get unstucked at night.. but sigh leh.. coz i've been trying and yet couldn't get what i want.
Needed lots of help.. especially from coffee and such.. ahaha.. i've become addicted somehow.. perhaps after the whole exam saga, things would very much return to normal, perhaps even a new phrase. It certainly will, and i'm looking forward to it.
10 more days till FR, i know i'll be very glad when it's all over. Right now, i just need that bit of inspiration and that bit of wisdom to get me through.
For every other things else, there is a depends.
Argh.. it really hinders my pace wor... but i just want to know how come. I don't like the feeling of not knowing. Tried as i might, i just couldn't get it.
Sometimes very pek chek d.. coz one thing leads to another, and one wrong move equals to all wrong.
Just in case, i'm referring to accounting.. though sometimes other things do behave the same way.. lol. My concern now is only exams and exams alone.
Already turned my bio clock upside down.. now i've been sleeping in the day and trying to get unstucked at night.. but sigh leh.. coz i've been trying and yet couldn't get what i want.
Needed lots of help.. especially from coffee and such.. ahaha.. i've become addicted somehow.. perhaps after the whole exam saga, things would very much return to normal, perhaps even a new phrase. It certainly will, and i'm looking forward to it.
10 more days till FR, i know i'll be very glad when it's all over. Right now, i just need that bit of inspiration and that bit of wisdom to get me through.
For every other things else, there is a depends.
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