Back from Sentosa.. Costa Sands got a new upgrade since camp D! Nicely done were the toilets and the showers.. so nice!
Was at a birthday BBQ.. yesterday.. and i think the organising thing is very troublesome! Haha.. but i appreciate their attendence. Nope.. it wasn't my birthday.. and i don't think i'll like to organise my own! Haha.. but it feels somewhat like finding problems to deal with.
I didn't ask for recognition, but neither do i enjoyed criticism. On the outset, it was out of goodwill.. sheer goodwill, nothing much.
But as we all learnt (we as in the Excos of 05/06).. you cannot please every single one.. and i knew.. so it was more of a anger control rather than troubleshooting. When overcame, no suggestion or constructive critcism would reach me.. hahaa.. something i got to take a grasp on soon.
Knew that was what, and that would be what.. but still i fell prey.. whaha.. it is just too difficult to take control.
Very messy.. real messy.. haha.. a lot of things happened and i do have my ups and down for the day.
Yesterday, went out in the afternoon to get presents for the birthday boys~.. all 4 of them.. =_=.. haha.. went orchard with ML (the other "organiser") to get some clothes for them. Went to 4 different shops, and don't know why, i ended up choosing what i liked.. whaha.. and i bought a top too.. again. As if i'm on a belated GSS.. that starts on August. While choosing for their presents, i had the chance to try out the tops myself.. whaha.. of which, it was the first time i wore a purple polo tee.. =_=
Eventually got what we hoped they will liked and then i was off to SIM for the audit/interview. Reached and then i felt so nervous.. whahaa.. so long never buay zai liao.. but it was only for a while.. coz all 3 of them are don't know what big shots of other Uni as well. But i was lucky.. i wanted to gain more exposure.. and i got. And of coz, how can i forget to raise some problems i faced in school? Most notebly of the lack of space during the may-june period.. haha.. hopefully, it'll help.
The interview ended at 5pm.. wanted to find space to store my jeans and shoe before going down to sentosa.. and then!!.. and then!! my locker was broken lor =_= Very pek chek.. coz my bag was damn heavy.. but bo bian bah.. bo bian. Then the evening crowd.. wah lao eh.. me with a heavy bag.. haiz.. bad day.
Rushed to IMM to get something.. and also another lock. Then the queue at the Giant mart says express counter.. but then, a temp staff was there.. ok nevermind.. everybody got to start somewhere... slow i still can take it.. though i a bit pek chek.. then hors.. she says, "can you go to the customer service to get some large plastic bags for your items?".. wah lao.. so pissed that i say nevermind and i just carried the things on my hand.. with my heavy bag.
Waited for the bus for very long.. and then it was the pm peak.. argh.. heavy bag, no plastic bag and no seats.. what the? Reached JE finally and start to upload all the things for the BBQ. And then i thought it would all be over.. haha.. but it wasn't.. already damn pissed and still got people want to play punk.. i can let go at anytime.. but i didn't want to. E-99? i only allow 98. Or rather, i can tolerate 98.. whaha.. already a bliss for all. Just don't wanna have the vicious cycle.
So it was just another gathering afterall .. and what i liked most is, the chill out time! When we played those orientation games.. it was so funny! whaha.. i wanted to puke lor.. laugh until want to puke. And for a long long time.. i never enjoy this much.. haha.. must really thank those who made it happened.
But then after that, something happened.. haiz.. too much bad blood huh? It was more of a H2H talk.. but if want to say, or want to listen.. must can really take it de wor.. if not, then stay away. Its not for the faint hearted.
Say too much le.. and i actually got quite sick of saying things all over again. What was is just another memory.. and memory, is for life. Things cannot be forgotten.. yet they shouldn't be a burden.. but even if you see other people's burden.. you have no right whatsoever to judge that person.. becoz, you don't feel the way they feel.. or maybe, they just haven't learnt to let go.. yet. So give time..
Drank a bit yesterday.. and i kept chocking.. haha.. now i'm starting to dislike the taste.. so yucks.. haha.. and i got high very fast.. think my level dropped le.. haha.. so sad.