Evergreen 90s

Band (though it is still officially an orchestra) was rescheduled to Sunday from today onwards. From noon, it was shifted to morning. Just find it a bit tough to wake up early on sundays morning. It's been quite a while since the last MG.. and i've been slacking since the start of CFG.

Anyway, i didn't know that scc also got mg wor.. which means, i can do both on the same day. Save me the transport fare also.. and on the same day.. most likely won't slack that much... haha.. band prac is must go one wor (the same old story again).

Reached early today.. coz the sunday morning traffic was super light. Compared to saturday evening.. this is so much better. At least when i reached scc, the mood isn't that bad. Bad traffic will cause bad mood one lor.

Was so delighted to see so many of them around during prac today.. though we can still use a lot more brasses. One trumpet, one trombone, and one horn.. only. Super nice acoustics at hall of wisdom today.. and i kind of like my horn tone today. As usual, the more i didn't practice, the more i feel like playing it better. Played "evergreen" today.. and the whole prac was quite like evergreen 90s itself... aww.. the good old secondary school days.. just that i'm lacking a full horn section (or a full wind band for that matter).

Was even more happy to know of the new directive. So so much better le lor. Suddenly as if they really know.. and i'm so glad. And the best part is, to have an orchestra while not being an orchestra.

And while prac was nice, i almost cooked my thumb before prac today.. zzz.. and then got blister.. making the right hand tuning on the horn kind of dreadful after that. Actually the burn wasn't that bad.. just that i think my brain didn't function well early in the morning. Already it hurts, and i still try the same method again and again... till i was offered a solution.. a bit late i guess.. but better than nothing. Wondered what my brain was doing this morning.. haiz.

Went PS after prac to get my hp back.. coz it was on loan to a friend. Strange that some hp repair don't provide temp hp sets, and more weird was that the repair cost almost 200% of the selling price. So was on my previous 6260 for a week.. and couldn't really upload the pics which 1 took a week earlier. The old $88 cable cmi already.. sian.

So was going to post this since last week's pubbing at brewz.. we intend to order a normal pizza.. but got a super large "curry pok" instead.. whahaha.. is super large one lor... actually this is a calzone.. but don't know why they put it in the pizza section.. a bit don't know what to say. Just make sure not to order 'new stuffs' when you are bored with the usual. There is a reason why they are the usuals.. lol.


"Curry pok".. upsized. Compared with the knife on the right.. and see how big it really is.. kong bu lor..

Got a belated bday present today wor.. and really quite liked it. Thanks wor =).. (you know who you are)

Then while on the way home, i saw some hermie shells wor. And the important thing is.. they are of the right size for both my remaining hermies. LOL.. just take it as a belated bday present for them too.. Hahaha.. wanted to order from the US.. but the handling charges a bit expensive.. somemore the shell cost around 30 cents lor.. hahaa.. a bit bo hua.. In the end, i think buy at shopping mall also a bit tio cabbaged. It was $2.50 per shells lor.. and i bought 4! Hahaha.. think i got so delighted with finally finding the right sized shell that my brain go MIA again. $10 leh.. omg.. for 4 shells that i could have easily picked up from the beach.. FOC somemore! Maybe i'm too tired le.


Boiling to disinfect (the pot is a spare which my mum don't want le).


The $10 shells =|

And some hermies' pics:

Venti with Grande in the background..


Sharing the Saltwater dish..


Taken today.. still haven't put in the new shells yet..

Very tired today.. but wanted to stay awake to watch the finals of the F1 today. Hoped that the clowns won't win the championship wor.. i have nothing against the driver.. just that i don't like clowns.

Quarter of a Century

Already 25 le.. just like that, a quarter of a century.

Nothing much today, yet it was a great one. Especially so from all the well wishes.. really appreciate it. =D

Had a very nice jap dinner with the villagers.. and now, i really enjoy having meals with them. It used to be a time where i choose not to.. coz i think it's really quite ma fan. I guess my thinking changed over the years le.

Though today feels like any other day, somehow it seems different. Perhaps i am still fortunate in some way. Anyway, happy bday to me, and may i have many many great years ahead!

生日快乐~!

十月十八我生日这一天.. Yay~ and i'm another year older le.

Age seems to be "catching up" le.. haha.. and i'm still schooling.. a bit overage liao lo. LOL.. thankfully, i'll be graduating in the coming year, and ready to gain full financial independence. (meaning i can buy more expensive items such as cars and such.. lol.. and of coz, pay for my own insurance.. and other misc bills)

I can't deny, there is still much of a child in me.. haha.. i played a lot, and also seems to be condoning myself.. haha.. yet, quite a bit have changed. Of which, certain things that i indulged myself in, but without much justification. Slowly, these instances are becoming rare.. haha.. of coz, it took 24 years in the making wor.

Birthday was without much elaborated celebrations, but was really glad from all the well wishes.. awww.. so nice of you all.. xie xie ni men~ =) Amid, a tinge of warmth in those wishes, just nice for the ominous weather these days.

LOL.. and i had my "instant longevity noodles" just last night.. which was really cup noodles only.. haha.. of coz, year in year out, it was celebration in the village, or at least a sumptuous dinner with the villagers. This year, i prefer something simpler.. just a fare is already a lot.. lol.. can even save on the cake. No, i'm not trying to be pitiful here.. haha.. i'm actually quite happy this year.. just wanting to maybe quiet things down a bit lo.. really, its the mood that counts, not the mode.

I guess, feeling different is the signs of aging ba.. haha..

And so, i've compiled a list of other signs of aging.. IMO that is:

1) you drink kopi instead of kum zuwee (soft drinks)
2) you eat at kopitiam instead of mac (eat until sian le)
3) you watch 早安, 您 好! (or 黄金年华 if you are older.. hahaa..) instead of kids central
4) you play less computer games (relatively)
5) you stop having elaborated birthday parties (every year also almost the same leh.. haha..)
6) your number of presents decreases, but the value of each present increases (i prefer quality over quantity)
7) your hobbies get sophiscated (keeping hermits, stock watch etc..lol)
8) your spending increases
9) your number of pets decreases (up the lorry lo~)
10) your beer belly (if any) gets bigger....

Haha.. just kidding la.. but some of them are quite true though.. lol..

Argh.. so tomorrow is supposed to be a PH (my version of the calander).. but got to go school for lessons.. lol.. and worst still, IM tutorial leh.. hahaa.. i think i better get ready "other things" to do, if not, i'd be wasting time day-dreaming.

so.. 生日快乐, 我对自己说 ^^ hopefully another great year ahead!

What a Surprise~!

Had an early bday celebrations this year, thanks to the dear warlords. ^^

Though it was really a very mini one, i really appreciate it.. and, it was a surprise.. for once, it wasn't anticipated.. and hence was really touched and happy.. haha.. thank you all once again. =)

Then was off to MOS coz of "provision for crubbing" already set aside.. but was very undecided.. haha.. coz i was actually quite tired already after a full day of lesson. Went in the end coz perhaps i was anticipating crubbing for that outing..

Went ahead and was actually joining my friend's friend, and they are opening bottle.. so complimentary entry (or was it paid for i also not sure).. so i ended up paying nothing. Was quite paiseh lor.. haha.. but it was the least expensive crubbing i've ever went.

And the verdict was, i don't think i like going crubbing there coz the main floor crowd was much older than i was.. so was rather out. Also i didn't like the service (if any).. i mean, people really paid a lot.. and i mean really a lot IMO.. and so felt like being shorted.. not a very good impression. LOL.. and i've also learnt something.. i can't really pour mixer well.. lol.. so i excuse pouring next time.. lol.

So this afternoon's lesson, i was a bit late.. ended up had to sit at the last few rows... haha.. and i saw one of the kuulas there.. lol.. so qiao right? And in the end, we all needed binoculars to see what was written on the white board.. lol.. and the person beside me (who isn't my friend) kept asking what was written.. lol.. i said i also couldn't see.. but that person kept asking.. very fan leh. Next time i should sit at the "1st class" sector le.. hahaa.. coz i don't think the LT is suitable for using whiteboards la.. their handwritting is just not big enough.

Late noon lesson was much more boring.. full of tutorial presentations.. and wasn't really that productive lor.. so was quite tired trying to guess what the lecturer is trying to teach us really..

Was very tired today.. really very tired.. no wonder i counldn't think well.

(names are omitted to protect their identity, and also to reduce the number of complains)

I Don't Know Wor..

I don't know wor.. sometimes things really buffled me so much. Perhaps it's just me.

Drove sis's vios to school.. whoa.. so fun.. lol.. and so fast. I think i just need 15 mins the most to reach (including parking..) Haha.. but i have problem keeping in lane.. lol.. i don't know.. this is so different from 1707... maybe a bit smaller.. so a lot of space left..

MSM was as usual, boring.. especially the theory part.. lol.. and i still didn't do my assignments.. - - Went SRC room after class to "sit in" for the bazaar meeting.. lol.. actually i just wanna play table tennis nia.. haha.. how i miss that place..

After meeting went clementi for dinner with the excos and comm.. and i blur like sotong.. haha.. drive until don't know where.. coz i missed the U-turned just at KAP.. so travelled till almost the route to bukit batok le.. haha.. too long never drive and i anyhow drive.. - -

Was at clementi for dinner.. too bad chicken rice sold out.. haha.. so tried the ba chor mee.. but i think thomson's 1 nicer ba.. lol.. and ordered rojak again.. whoa.. who knows.. sharon they all also ordered.. in the end, we got 2 plates of $3 you tiao rojak.. then alan ordered so many chwee kuay.. lol.. like feast like that lor.. - -

Happy today coz i received another belated bday present ^^ whahaa... so happy lor.. and thanks hor.. (you know who you all are.. ^^).. but hor.. still haven't received from the ex excos yet... haha.. maybe tio kop le?

But amist all.. still felt a bit down.. haiz.. sian ah~

Pics @ Eski

Pics taken at Eski, sc's camera -


Group pic at xy's work place - Eski bar


Me after 2 pints of Erdinger Dark...


SC .. and me.. haha..


Biker Joe and me..


Zack and me.. i'm holding the bubblegum.. erm.. the other "glass" i don't know le.. haha..

I'm 23~!

Yeah.. another year.. haha.. and i'm supposed to be older le.

Yupz.. the only 2 times of the year where i'll do some reflection and maybe "refraction". The other time is during new year where all the resolution comes in.

Referred to the entries a year ago.. and time really flies. And of coz, it was a year of the abundance.

Haha.. but hopefully.. this would be a nicer year. (Lol.. as if new year was coming.. )

Today was a very hazy day.. and i got very lazy. Do anything also no strength.. haha.. even sleep also will choke. So bo bian.. i soaked myself in the aircon.. haha.. soak until blur i think.. kept sleeping and sleeping.. yupz.. LBO was missed again.. haha.. the ram want us to prepare a coardboard with our names and place it in front of our seat.. wahahaaa... so funny.. like some conference like that.. whahaa... so till now.. i wondered.. who will go prepare..

I did a lot of otot "celebrations".. wahaha.. or rather.. just gathering and nothing else.. lol.. i'm too old for bday cake le wor.. but still, dearest sis still got me a tiramisu last sunday ^^ Too bad the village chief always not at home these days.. so i chute pattern for him to see.. whaha.. how can don't give mom face? Lol.. she ordered pizza, fried chicken wings and asked my sis's friend along for this mini "celebration".. and dad came home just to clear the pizza nia.. = =

Another was with the kuulas.. though only 4 of them... but most are drinkers.. ^^ and sad to say.. i can't deny anymore.. i do drink a lot more these days.. haha.. bad hor? But that day was fun too.. i got my 1st pair of martell glass ball-bearing from the bottle we opened as my bday present.. whaaha.. it cost $138. (By i contribute $70 wor.. ) Haha..

Thanks to witizens for thier presents as well ^^ .. haha.. though is still under safekeep.

Thanks to SRC Excos 05/06 and seniors also.. i know some of them shared the present.. haha.. but i haven't receive it ^^ .. so don't really know what it was.. lol..

Thanks to my maple buddy straw for the cash item gift.. lol.. was so touched lor.. haha.. virtual friend also friend.. just that we don't know each other in real life.. haha.. thanks for the gift again!

LOL.. it's strange. Bday without any elaborate celebrations.. but i'm so happy~

Now i'm so awake.. haha.. just gluped down a can of coke and a cup of noodles.. lol.. my own bday "chang shou mian".. haha.. now lacking is a bday song.. lol... too bad 93.3 off bo lang at home le..

Btw, tomorrow's zouk outing is shelved for the moment.. lol.. and maybe going halloween?? Wahahaa... that day monday was actually quite keen le.. kept thinking what to dress as.. whahaa.. but maybe i don't dare.. lol.. see hows lor.. see if got idea and costume or not.. haha.. maybe get a few more of my friends go as well. lol. However.. might still be at zouk tomorrow.. whaha.. party party~

Sis's gg overseas this sat le.. so i get to drive her Vios ^^ For 1 whole week.. which means i no need to squeeze bus le.. yay~ But petrol prices is going up.. OPEC has cut their production a week ago.. sad... - -

Argh.. 1am le.. still awake.. haha..

Ok.. late le.. time to go play game.. haha.. what to do? Can't get to sleep wor.. lol..

Picture Time..

Hahaa.. check out the "good' food i had for the past 1 week~

No wonder i'm having digestive problems.. argh..

Long Session...

7 am.. guess what? I just got home.. as usual, i began my story telling.. 0.0

Saturday was supposed to be chilling... and then don't know why i ended up reaching home so "early" More worse.. mom saw me just got home. Of coz, going to 23, i guess she'll be tired of nagging me le..

Went 3 places altogether, and spent another $100 or so.. sad. No inflow and lots and lots of outflow. 1st thing 1st.. i was kena tua... i hate it when people make use of my trust.. and the reason i got so pissed is because i didn't foresee it.. and was almost dragged to join some direct sales scheme. I've said before.. i've nothing against them.. BUT FNB.. DON'T make use of me. My sis did that scheme and failed.. and as time goes by, this kind of scheme is like nothing to me. But on the outset, if something is planned to get me.. i seriously dislike. Simi i didn't see before? What can be more complicated than the selling floor? Even within there, people are going this scheme this and that. Thankfully, there are really friends that enlighten me.. Nevetheless, i do not wish to see a repeat.. i'll let go. Realised this was one way to get filthy rich, but i just don't want.. can or not har?

Ok.. enough of complain.. so was at eski.. whacked 2 pints (1 liters) of erdinger dark plus bubblegum (cocktail i think..) and spent around $30 plus.. - - But eski was alright la.. actually the night job in the previous entry was actually the eski.. so i now wait for opportunity to get employed lor..

After eski went eating prata.. curry was very very nice~ But bday boy treat.. - -

Changed location to neil road.. my friend's dad's pub.. whoa.. uncle was very nice~ Lowered price and unlimited mixer plus opportunity to test drink some... of all, the best was hennessy vintage - personal collection of the boss.. ^^And of coz.. when it comes to open bottle.. it was martell vsop again.. whahahaa... although i was shown cordon bleu.. wahaha.. too bad i leong la.. but was still the major shareholder of the vsop. So kena whacked again.. omg.. but still alright.. till i left that place.

They said go lor 18 to have supper.. omg.. already want to puke le still eat?? On the way, i was regulating my breathing.. hahaa.. i think the cabby got the scare.. coz i was really breathing deep.. and for a long long time, my tap was leaking again.. was reminded of some past incident. Yet time wasn't allowed for inverse. And so i left it where it was.

Reached lor 18 and went "yong he" for dou jiang you tiao.. haha.. but i opt of taiwan mee sua instead.. super nice~! And i liked it very much. However.. if not for the complexity of that place.. i think i'll go there often. While walking halfway, lol.. this is so funny lor.. my friend kena "pulled" away.. almost into the sea le.. haha.. so i tried to save him.. but also kena dragged.. whahaa.. so i faster run.. i mean.. 1 kena drownded is better than 2 mah.. haha.. but even though i was seh.. i still know what was considered "morally incorrect". I abide to my rules of this downward spiral game. A few days ago.. someone asked me, "why you like that?".. but frankly.. i wasn't bringing myself down.. but rather.. i took this opportunity to see the "ugly" side of society. But thankfully, i am what my parents are (almost).. so was rather glad that this kind of vicious cycle wasn't in our bloodline.

The complex place.. saw and heard a lot of complex story.. and of coz, i don't know la.. another of my friend don't know go seal simi deal.. made 1 uncle treat us 2 bottle tiger.. - - i was like cmi le lor.. especially after VSOP.. haha... and yet comes this.. haha... so it was storytelling by uncle.. and as some of the people there.. (or actually... everybody got their own sad story..).. but i can't help but felt touched.. but then again.. to shield myself.. i didn't want to care too much.. if i wanna go help everybody.. might as well go join some faith organisation or the lord of this land.

So the story goes on and on and on.. until i buay tahan liao.. was already 6 plus when we wanted to go.. - -.. kns... it was like.. i was drinking for 10 hours... (from 8pm till 6am).. and i hope that nothing of this sort was going to happen again.. especially after i've cleared my 23. Definately.

Amist all the intoxication, i seems to have gotten my answer.. but sad was, there isn't any solution.. haiz..

Yupz.. too bad it was my bday.. so bo bian lor.. ying chou lor.. after UI for 3 days... i can say i'm really sick of this kind of lifestyle..

But a few people that saw me says i've gained weight.. whaha... so happy lor ^^

Time to sleep le.. almost 8am after such a long entry.. my hair drying and again.. level was upped.. hahaha.. wedesday? I think should be alright.. unless "by their power combine".. arr.. now matter how steady also no use.. 1 against many.. what's the odd? Hhahaa..

Oh yah.. if anybody knows what happened to tag board.. do leave a comment...

For What?

I wonder how.. i wondered why.. lol.

Very tired but couldn't get to sleep. Digestive system not good, but i eat and eat and eat. Met both my aunt, grandma and cousins for lunch after FI. They wanted to go for international buffet - at Vienna.. haha.. a place which i 1st went with the excos. So it was a re-visit.. but i didn't eat as much.. nevertheless, i need not pay as well ^^ (oh ya.. they didn't know bday was coming.. haha.. and i didn't want celebration too.. haha..) Lunch was enjoyable.. and was home waiting for dinner at marche.

Was at marche and then i thought i was late.. so they came, and then saw my colleagues and some of the graduates too.. haha.. so qiao huh? But too bad, they couldn't give us a 12 pax table. Haha.. so fun to see so many friends again.. haha.. and what's best is, we didn't agree to meet.. just happen to see each other wor.. haha. But strangely, it was strange. But then i realised, certain things are better left ignored.

But of coz, dinner was very nice too~ I had soft shell crab (but i still prefer the sauce from sakae) and also pork chop.. nice! But then don't know why.. everything i ate doesn't seems to be hot enough.. all cold cold de.. and i mean really physically cold. Still, it was better than what i had for lunch.. ^^

Then was at marina eating the same ice-cream.. haha.. still as sweet. But this time they gave a lot more.. whahaa... but too sweet le la.. a bit cannot take it.

Then met with xy (again) for OO. Friday was like very sian de wor, and i discovered, the people there are auditors.. = = Erm... how come ar? Either auditors, sales or bankers. Seldom you will hear "waiters, bartenders, promoters".. how about editors, CEOs musicians and all that.. why ar? But was very glad.. saw warlords er ge ^^ finally after so long. Well, he didn't change at all.. and i think really didn't. But glad.. so extended "invitation" for next wednesday. Hopefully ba.

Strangely, less is more and more is even more. I totally don't understand. But i guess the best is not to understand... or even spare any thought for it.

At OO, saw my "seniors" as well.. they said they are from exexexco... chloe's batch.. - - and then said they organise FOC de.. "no wonder you looked so familiar.." eh? I don't know where i saw before lor.. totally no recollection. Hahaa.. but the guess that i'm from SIM was well done.

Consumed much less.. just not to waste myself just yet. I don't know, but i'm starting to get bored le... or rather sick of this kind of life. But i don't feel that time/life is wasted.. just money is wasted only.. and lots of it = = And of coz, "without regrets".. certain things done after "expiry" seems weird.

So against what i had been forbidden.. i have began my "search" for jobs.. i want flexible hours/days, and boring job scope so that i can nua my brain away.. haha.. hopefully less than 4 days per week. So now i had a recomendation for a night job.. if possible.. hopefully.

And which means, gaming has to be halted. And then 1 wondered why.. why spent so much time.. lol.. perhaps too bored already. So now got something to do (work), hopefully something new.

Time to go back to school work.. nb.. fail before le.. so what? CMI so what? Hahaa.. like that lor.. i don't think i'm as smart.. so take longer time lor.. and in the end, i'll still ask (if i had the chance to ask) myself.. "for what"?? I also don't know. Study so much.. for what? I don't know... enjoy so much.. for what? I also don't know. Blog so much.. for what? I also don't know.. fell like doing then do lor.. But as always, the more 1 does, the more risk is assumed. So might as well don't do anything? But cannot~ because people get bored.. then chute a lot a lot a lot of pattern.. in the end kena burned then ask.. for what? Lol.. i also don't know. (with no particular reference of any event.. lol.. just for example)

But i don't know la.. personality is hard to change.. I also know.. but then.. nevermind ba.

So like that lor.. haha.. for what i also don't know... just hope that i'll get a job soon. Pok le lor.. and better to cut down on maple and start mugging.. if not a lot of "for what" in the future.

Special thanks to those who got me present.. Deeply appreciated. (you know who you are.. cannot write everything out.. *names are ommited to protect their identities* haha.. bday everybody also have.. and i don't think there is anything to be liao bu qi... afterall, it's just another day.. so.. i won't be expecting anything much la.. haha.. i just want to be happy. That's all.

And i don't know how.. haha.. anybody who feel like going crubbing next wednesday.. just go.. i won't be opening bottle.. nothing to offer.. so didn't invite people.. ^^ But just come for crubbing lor.. and somemore is friend suggest de.. haha.. i call so many people i also paiseh...

I guess.. i just have to be able to support myself.. i don't know.. i just don't want to be dependent.. and of coz, i just want to be happy.

Regrets?

4am plus.. i've been "awaken" to certain things. As from some time ago, i was still afraid.. i'm scared. Just because of the unknown.. i don't know.

And i thought, it wasn't real.. but i just don't want to.. for i fear.. what if, there isn't any tomorrow? Will there still be hope? Tomorrow is just an infinite.. yet today is always there. Why not today..? - because the assumption is that there is tomorrow.. but i don't know just how long can things last.

Certain thing just ain't measured by the duration.. but rather, the intensity of the events that happened.

I'm certainly not pessimisitic... i just don't wish to regret. Hopefully, everything turns out well from here on.

Actually, the entry is rather nonsensical.. as a result of crubbing session. Nevertheless, i still end up in zouk as a prelude to my bday "bash".. haha.. (actually i don't even know how many are aware that my bday is just 1 week away.. haha) So after tahing 3 jugs by 2 if us, it was down to opening of martell ^^ Haha.. of coz, there is a price to be paid. The record? $105 tab for the whole night.. the most i've racked up since my crubbing days.

Was rather fun to hear mambo music again.. haha.. but then again.. it seems a bit too much le.. till now, i'm still a bit seh.. haha.. but i need to "warm up" my engine again.. i've not been crubbing since school starts.. partly becoz i'm busy with school work, and also becoz i'm poor le.. haha.. so today was an exception..

But then, zouk was very very crowded today... and the age group seems different from us.. haha.. i don't know.. maybe i've "overgrown"? But don't know what happened.. while entering, saw 4 lambo going in as well.. .wah~~~~ all the ah sia all come le ah? Hahaha.. for me to drive 1 of those.. i think, i got to find a rich dad le.. haha.. kidding.

So don't know what happened also.. zouk was sooooooo crowded till we got no place to put the jugs.. = =.. somemore open bottle.. - -.... haha... well well.. too bad, i've got to pay for my share even though i got the "bday boy" immunity.. haha... sad.

Anyway.. i don't know.. my point is, to cherish whatever is presented.. yupz.. i rather not regret~ Or maybe.. should i seek for my bliss once more?

30 More Days.. and Not Even 1 C

1 more month.. and i'll be 23 le. But then.. 23 doesn't mean anything much le.. Except.. i've still yet got any of the 5Cs.

Haha.. makes me feel so old le.. and not suprisingly, i'm quite late in earning cash.. for i'm still studying.. and not taking up part time, i didn't have any income. Sis was right the other day.. my junior signed up for air force, and actually got paid for serving NS. For me.. i'm still nua-ing away my time. Time = money.. i do agree strongly.. makes me wonder.. when will i save enough to complete my 5cs?

To make things worst.. i buang my 2nd year.. what was i thinking huh? Now still got to extend another in SIM.. so have to waste time lor.. but if i can manage to secure 3 upper this year.. maybe the mistake was worth it.

Studies doesn't seems that easy to me nowadays.. and still got people want to complain 'O' levels to me.. ahha.. degree programme isn't simple at all.. not even a bit. And to my horror.. even MSM seems alien to me.. i don't know.. the theory part is so confusing.. read until i want to explode le... But too bad la.. i'm still short of 5 2nd upper.

Studies aside.. i was really pek chek at band last saturday. Was again the solo horn.. and suay suay they start with mononoke.. plenty of horn solo.. and me didn't bring my bao bei instrument. So i used SWE "house" instrument.. with a very large schmid mouthpiece.. lol.. couldn't pitch that well and still got to perform solo. Whaha.. and they all like never see/hear solo before... all turned around.. made me so nervous. Whahaa.. luckily i was able to clear..Then they played "little mermaid".. arranged by some jap guy.. but hor.. he arrange until i blur.. got lost.. a very bad feeling indeed.

And now.. i shall publish my bday wish list~! Wahahaaa...
I want...:
1) Crumpler Pouch for my hp/iPod etc.. (Grey/Black)
2) Zippo Lighter (Black) SKU: 4841 (or something like that.. plain black..)
3) Maple PPC (for maplers..)
3) LV wallet! (wahahaa... ok.. its just a wishlist..)
4) Office Chair (? it's just a wishlist..)
5) Samsung SGH-D820 (okok.. you all get the idea..)
6) LCD Monitor for my desktop (forget it..)
7) LCD TV for my room...

...seems like.. only the 1st 3 are viable... Haha..

Which makes me wonder.. how come i give out so much for other people's bday arh? Better let me see the presents.. whahahaha~

Happy or Sad Birthday?

Ohh.. thought what had happened.. i've missed the important day of my life.. sadness.

A lot of happenings the past few days.. i was too weak to blog.. and to find the roots for my illness.. i don't know where to look.

Was getting ready to mj at BT's house last sunday.. but it rainned very very heavily.. supposed to reach around 1 but ended up 1 hour late. I still got drenched even with an umberella. So sat down and continued the game.. halfway through, i developed a slight fever.. took some medicine and continued till it was time to go for buffet.

Ate a lot.. and a lot.. and think i over ate.. but it used to be perfectly alright.. but i was a bit bloated that day. Went Eski the 'Chill' again.. thought i wasn't going again.. yet i was back. And we played some games where the loser had to stand in the 'freezer' of -4 to -10 degrees for 3 - 5 minutes.. i wasn't the ultimate loser though..

And it rained whole day..

Went to school monday morning late coz as usual overslept.. but was feeling weird. The weather was cold and i was still having a slight fever.. but saw xiao pok pok on the bus at around nine.. haha.. thought i was the lastest late comer at SIM.. but someone could actually par me on this.. Halfway through, ask the wiwis if they wanna Mac for breakfast.. so i reached school around break time just to realise that we are going through tutorial.. as usual, i don't go for tutorial.. so my mission was to somewhat deliver breakfast.. so finding myself rather 'useless', went to SRC room to do some packing up.. Especially the CV stuffs.. coz ml helped in packing the bazaar stuffs.. so i must at least 'repay' some of my debts.. haha.. anyway, i just stuff everything in the welfare cupboard..=X

Went home and felt very tired for not doing anything.. had a "great" dinner coz mom says it is for my birthday.. a "san lao hor fun".. another food to add onto my banned list. Ate and went to bed coz wasn't feeling right..

Halfway through, woke up coz felt uneasy.. till it was morning.. very excited coz it was my birthday.. but was rather worried coz i've developed a fever of 38.5 degrees.. in the end had no choice but to stay at home.. a right choice.. coz i vomitted very heavily.. till it hurts my lungs.. i thought i was pregnant! haha.. kidding.. so when jj asked me how, i told him that it was a girl.. and he says can matchmake his boy.. whahaa..

It was a truly unforgettable birthday.. totally without celebration.. but felt very touched from the smses and msges friends have sent.. haha.. or else i'll be really really sad.. of coz, the best of all.. i got my one and only birthday song that day. ^^

I'm 21!

Wondered why i like to prepare for the worst outcome for everything.. I'm pessimistic? Nah.. i don't think so. I'm an optimist with pessimistic views... haha.. what nonsense. Hmm.. felt something and mind began to wander again. So imaginative.. But.. hmm.. forget it.

Almost forgot it was my 21st birthday today.. haha.. had a major celebration a week ago, and it seems so long ago. Was so touched.. so many of my friends send me sms today ^^ But end up didn't pay attention in class.

So.. the day passed without me realizing it.. maybe just a bit older. Have to learn to control my emotions better. Though some things happened these few days, i'm glad that there are still my friends, peers and seniors around to lend a helping hand. I'm older liao.. should have no problem bah.. No worries ^^

Thank you Warlords~!!

Just had my birthday celebration yesterday!! yay~!! Finally i'm 21.. haha.. huh? oh ya.. not my actual birthday yet.. haha.. anyway, i had a great time! ^^ Was so happy that the Warlords (My OG) celebrated it for me~ aww. Must thank all of them for the dinner, cake and present(s).. especially those who made it happen. (You know who you are ;)) Wasn't able to blog this coz my comp kept breaking down.. hmm.. maybe i get myself a 256 DDR ram for my birthday? Or maybe a keyboard .. i miss my piano.. haha.. But was really happy... ^^ Went to pizza hut .. but.. but.. just went to NDC to tighten my braces.. and the crust was so hard.. so only had a few slices of pizza.. actually it was 2 or 3. haha.. but i ate a lot of pasta, baked rice and lasagne.. hehe. But too bad didn't finish it.. coz.. hai.. what to do? It was my birthday mah.. although jiu mei saved me from being smashed by the cake.. (or was she saving the cake from me? haha.. kidding) but she could do nothing to the mixture. Looking back at the pictures and from its taste, i could more or less figure out what went into the mixture. But mountain dew doesn't go well with pasta leh.. haha. Then a lot of cheese went in too.. for the first time, think i had an overdose of cheese. But the chocolate cake can cover up for it ^^ Next came the present! Haha.. looking at it, i feel like laughing lor.. the main one was a pencil case. Big one somemore.. haha.. coz my pencil box was too "loc" le.. lol.. i knew it would happen.. was going to change liao.. haha.. but just couldn't find. But don't think i'll use this new one in school.. or else it'll have scratches liao.. Now for the contents inside.. whaaha.. 1st level.. a highlighter and mechanical pencil. Looks familiar.. haha.. vey familiar lor.. lol.. is it in trend these days? or it is reserved for the bookshop ambassadors? hahaha.. ROTFLOL.. next floor.. 4 pilot pens! The same one i'm using! haha.. + ruler (coz i broke my ruler in order to fit it in my current pencil case) + liquid paper.. wah.. a whole set of stantionary.. lol.. everything was soo.. how do i describe it? haha.. Just want to say.. Thanks again~!! Oh.. haha.. not to mention, Serene's present from Bangkok.. haha.. shall not say what it was.. haha.. Thank you Warlords~!!