Regrets?

4am plus.. i've been "awaken" to certain things. As from some time ago, i was still afraid.. i'm scared. Just because of the unknown.. i don't know.

And i thought, it wasn't real.. but i just don't want to.. for i fear.. what if, there isn't any tomorrow? Will there still be hope? Tomorrow is just an infinite.. yet today is always there. Why not today..? - because the assumption is that there is tomorrow.. but i don't know just how long can things last.

Certain thing just ain't measured by the duration.. but rather, the intensity of the events that happened.

I'm certainly not pessimisitic... i just don't wish to regret. Hopefully, everything turns out well from here on.

Actually, the entry is rather nonsensical.. as a result of crubbing session. Nevertheless, i still end up in zouk as a prelude to my bday "bash".. haha.. (actually i don't even know how many are aware that my bday is just 1 week away.. haha) So after tahing 3 jugs by 2 if us, it was down to opening of martell ^^ Haha.. of coz, there is a price to be paid. The record? $105 tab for the whole night.. the most i've racked up since my crubbing days.

Was rather fun to hear mambo music again.. haha.. but then again.. it seems a bit too much le.. till now, i'm still a bit seh.. haha.. but i need to "warm up" my engine again.. i've not been crubbing since school starts.. partly becoz i'm busy with school work, and also becoz i'm poor le.. haha.. so today was an exception..

But then, zouk was very very crowded today... and the age group seems different from us.. haha.. i don't know.. maybe i've "overgrown"? But don't know what happened.. while entering, saw 4 lambo going in as well.. .wah~~~~ all the ah sia all come le ah? Hahaha.. for me to drive 1 of those.. i think, i got to find a rich dad le.. haha.. kidding.

So don't know what happened also.. zouk was sooooooo crowded till we got no place to put the jugs.. = =.. somemore open bottle.. - -.... haha... well well.. too bad, i've got to pay for my share even though i got the "bday boy" immunity.. haha... sad.

Anyway.. i don't know.. my point is, to cherish whatever is presented.. yupz.. i rather not regret~ Or maybe.. should i seek for my bliss once more?