Evergreen 90s

Band (though it is still officially an orchestra) was rescheduled to Sunday from today onwards. From noon, it was shifted to morning. Just find it a bit tough to wake up early on sundays morning. It's been quite a while since the last MG.. and i've been slacking since the start of CFG.

Anyway, i didn't know that scc also got mg wor.. which means, i can do both on the same day. Save me the transport fare also.. and on the same day.. most likely won't slack that much... haha.. band prac is must go one wor (the same old story again).

Reached early today.. coz the sunday morning traffic was super light. Compared to saturday evening.. this is so much better. At least when i reached scc, the mood isn't that bad. Bad traffic will cause bad mood one lor.

Was so delighted to see so many of them around during prac today.. though we can still use a lot more brasses. One trumpet, one trombone, and one horn.. only. Super nice acoustics at hall of wisdom today.. and i kind of like my horn tone today. As usual, the more i didn't practice, the more i feel like playing it better. Played "evergreen" today.. and the whole prac was quite like evergreen 90s itself... aww.. the good old secondary school days.. just that i'm lacking a full horn section (or a full wind band for that matter).

Was even more happy to know of the new directive. So so much better le lor. Suddenly as if they really know.. and i'm so glad. And the best part is, to have an orchestra while not being an orchestra.

And while prac was nice, i almost cooked my thumb before prac today.. zzz.. and then got blister.. making the right hand tuning on the horn kind of dreadful after that. Actually the burn wasn't that bad.. just that i think my brain didn't function well early in the morning. Already it hurts, and i still try the same method again and again... till i was offered a solution.. a bit late i guess.. but better than nothing. Wondered what my brain was doing this morning.. haiz.

Went PS after prac to get my hp back.. coz it was on loan to a friend. Strange that some hp repair don't provide temp hp sets, and more weird was that the repair cost almost 200% of the selling price. So was on my previous 6260 for a week.. and couldn't really upload the pics which 1 took a week earlier. The old $88 cable cmi already.. sian.

So was going to post this since last week's pubbing at brewz.. we intend to order a normal pizza.. but got a super large "curry pok" instead.. whahaha.. is super large one lor... actually this is a calzone.. but don't know why they put it in the pizza section.. a bit don't know what to say. Just make sure not to order 'new stuffs' when you are bored with the usual. There is a reason why they are the usuals.. lol.


"Curry pok".. upsized. Compared with the knife on the right.. and see how big it really is.. kong bu lor..

Got a belated bday present today wor.. and really quite liked it. Thanks wor =).. (you know who you are)

Then while on the way home, i saw some hermie shells wor. And the important thing is.. they are of the right size for both my remaining hermies. LOL.. just take it as a belated bday present for them too.. Hahaha.. wanted to order from the US.. but the handling charges a bit expensive.. somemore the shell cost around 30 cents lor.. hahaa.. a bit bo hua.. In the end, i think buy at shopping mall also a bit tio cabbaged. It was $2.50 per shells lor.. and i bought 4! Hahaha.. think i got so delighted with finally finding the right sized shell that my brain go MIA again. $10 leh.. omg.. for 4 shells that i could have easily picked up from the beach.. FOC somemore! Maybe i'm too tired le.


Boiling to disinfect (the pot is a spare which my mum don't want le).


The $10 shells =|

And some hermies' pics:

Venti with Grande in the background..


Sharing the Saltwater dish..


Taken today.. still haven't put in the new shells yet..

Very tired today.. but wanted to stay awake to watch the finals of the F1 today. Hoped that the clowns won't win the championship wor.. i have nothing against the driver.. just that i don't like clowns.

Ji Ba Ban

Kind of a last minute decision to go pubbing or rather chilling since TGIF. Anyway it makes no difference whether it was TGIM or whatever.

Saw a lot of ugly sgreans lor.. and i wonder what impression we will leave for those coming for the YO, or even the coming GP. Especially so was the auntie on the bus blocking my exit and still want to niam.. eh i never force you to take bus lor.. li hai go get ji ba ban buy a car la. Expect crowd when you take a bus ok?

Anysways, walked quite a bit from timbre to brewerkz and finally choosing to settle in brewerkz. It didn't work this time round.. coz IPA was too bitter.. hahahaa.. wondered how come.. XIPA taste so much better. Luckily we didn't order a 4000ml tower.. sure can't finish de.

Halfway through, one guy sitting next to our table starts to be merlion (and very badly). 3x merlion lor.. and make the whole place super smelly.. the smell of puke makes me want to puke also.. and my friend claimed that the guy was drinking the fruit flavor de...! LOL.. i didn't even want to know lor.

So we quickly finish our jug and then move on to elsewhere.. really though the puke was cleared, the smell remains, and then hor, that guy that puked still want to papaya about it.. and start asking all his friends to tah. LOL.. one merlion is enough.. and so we quickly paid and go.

Back to timbre, it wasn't as crowded.. and the live band was still there. Really quite a nice place too.. and prices were right, food was nice. Just that the seats were too high.. hahahaa.. my legs couldn't reach the leg rest lor.. i not AM ok. Then the live band played the ji ba ban song! The moment i heard the "woo la la~" i knew they were going to sing this.. hahaha.. it was so nice, and to see the reaction of the others.. lol.. i couldn't stop laughing.

Too bad they try to close the area we were siting at around 1.30am, so after the pizza and heavy dinner at home, i couldn't finish the remaining erdinger dark.. aww.. what a waste.. But then again, it's the utility function, not the gian peng function.. so i'm ok with it as such.. Of coz if i have ji ba ban, thing would be different.

Additional Lecture

Was "late" for school on friday, but i didn't want to take cab to school.. perhaps it'll cost around $10 or so, but it'll only shorten the whole process by 15 minutes at the most. But no longer. No longer will it cost $10. Fares were raised, and my eyebrows too. It was rather interesting to see how a touting practice can evolved into a fare increase. However, i'm not against it, just that i might opt to be late more often. Inflation is at work here.

Went brewerkz on friday again, after thursday's XIPA. And then as always, i forgot my bag! Hahahaa.. this was the 3rd time lor.. and everytime was linked to LUI. Luckily yy reminded me lor.. haha.. if not i really left it there.. my precious crumpler, and my precious jacket.. and not so precious, yet important FR and IM lecture notes.. i wasn't even tispy lor.. only 1 pint leh.. i think i'm just blur at times la. Anyway, thanks to yy again.. haha.. if not saturday class i sure tio 1.

Saturday was a "full day", with additional FR lecture from 12pm - 5pm. The LT was without aircon, coz i think the change in schedule was not updated.. haha.. really can't fall asleep in that kind of condition. Anyway, i was paying attention.. and i actually can do the past year exam question.

Went scc for orch pract, and i was again, alone. Hahaa.. so no choice, soloed all the solo and then actually by the 2nd piece i already chwee le. Wahaha.. especially the 2nd was over the rainbow. It was all over le lor.

Then came the dance of yao.. hahaa.. and strangely, i anyhow play and yet it was said that i was right, just that a bit too soft. One against the many many many many strings players lor. I think the guest conductor really very nice lor.. lol.. but now i know why i kept playing wrong le la.. must be the past experience.. it does work against lor. Super tired lor.. but of coz, moving nearer to a better sounding orchestra. As in, the type of interpretation was really very well presented. LOL.. i really like it.

Then i really had a dream. I dreamt that i was dreaming. Hahaa.. sort of a reconciliation with some past events. Thoughts by day, dreams by night. LOL.. then i realised, i don't know how not to cycle.. i can't unlearn it afterall.

More than Tired

I've never imagined this... to think that i've actually went without sleep just for that piece of 5-page assignment. And i thought it was some imperial exam or what.. haha.. but no, just another piece of assignment.. one of rarity in my SIM days.

Well.. i had actually 4 weeks in advance.. whahaha.. i could have done it in anytime.. but the usual self, was at its usual. At least.. i've done it this time round. Was very encouraged by what lecturer said.. which is, "accountants have deadline..." and i guess, it really keeps me going. LOL.. more or less, i've got to zero in on my wants, my present goal, and my next.. yet, not yet, the one which entails everything.

As even in my semi-dazed state.. i attended lectures.. whahahaa.. and i almost fell asleep in front of the lecturer... whahaa.. i was seated at the 3rd row (scared cannot see the board).. lol.. but thankfully the z monster went away fast. Whacked loads of coffee but in the end was still tired.. guess the 7-hour assignment really kill much of my brain cells.. just like my other lecturer.. haha.. (i know, you know, we all know)

After school, went to meet up with my schoolmates.. and as usual, chilling again.. whahaaa.. and hor, really immune to beer liao le.. 2 pints and still alright leh... lol.. immune is not good wor.. haha.. coz of financial concern.

And so.. i present.. my vodka~

lol.. very cool bottle hor? I mean the bottle la..

But i didn't like vodka anyway.. hahaha..i just like the bottle wor.. but 1 litre of vodka leh.. i think if i drink finish, i'll drop 1 litre of tears.

Anyway, was without sleep for 30 over hours yesterday.. waahhaa.. almost half of the requirement of the Subaru Impreza Challenge.... just kidding la.. i'm not training for it.. and going without sleep for 70 over hours is just too much wor..

I think really must study hard le.. i want to have the choice to work where i want.. so, just another 6 months or so, and i shall, and i will (hopefully) get what i want.

What Werkz?

Brewerkz.

Was at brewerks for chilling and dinning today.. and it was great food and nice brew all the way.

Though it was nothing much of fine dinning, the food and drinks are really nice.. and i think it won't be my last time there.

Was actually there for a little oktoberfest celebration.. plus my own october celebration.. hahaa.. seems like i've declared the whole of october as an excuse to indulge myself in good food and beer.

In fact, oktoberfest is already over la.. hahaha.. i just need an excuse.

Thought i could indulge very much, but in the end, i proved to be more rational that i think i am... haha.. i think really must enjoy the housebrew.. Wow.. and then i'm not done with the praises.. their services are just too good.. lol..

And same with starhub... totally very satisfied with the after service.. coz today i called customer service troubleshoot the scv box, and there are just so much they can do for their customers.. (although what they really did was to replace the box..).. but they offered to send someone over to replace it.. wahhh.. totally impressed.. and it works! But tomorrow might be going down to change it anyways, haha.. coz i didn't want to wait.. LOL..

And i can't say the same for my mp3 player.. totally nothing.. and nothing that lasts.. pui~ Hahahaa.. That didn't work.

So since yesterday, i've been a bit 呆呆的.. don't know why, just want to 放空.. just wondering why about a lot, a lot which i had no control over.. and then i know there is nothing anymore, and so 就呆呆的..

Well being 呆 also works.. and it works better than 胡思乱想.. hahaha.. my recovery rate is so fast these days.. just can shake away a lot of things.. lol..

Of coz, there are things that just keeps coming.. especially the arthritic pain.. lol.. don't know if it's because of the weather.. lol.. if so, when i graduate, i can go work as a Meteorologist le.. haha.. that who can only forecast rainy days.

Somehow, the rain make things seems gloomy leh.. haha.. don't know why.. lol.. but then after the good food and beer, i think i'm happy somehow.. lol.. at least there are still great things in this world.

Of coz, great things and great people too.. lol.. also great pets.. hahaa.... sometimes i just don't know what to say.. but this pakki really did a lot for this family le.. i'm so thankful that we didn't give him up.

Out Pubbing

Was out with friends from SIM.. as usual, the usual ones, and as usual, the usual activity.

Kind of glad that we opened one bottle instead of two.. for i think, its like already a lot.. haha.. i just want to chill.. that's all i want to do.

We were given a special room, to be away from the main hall.. just like singing ktv.. haha.. (its a ktv pub by the way..) The difference is, we get to sing all the songs that those in the hall picked, with our own seperate mic and sound system... haha.. which means, we sing every song. Yet.. this doesn't seems to be a very good idea lor.. hahha.. for one, we kept seeing repeats on a few particular song.

Oh ya.. quite liked the ktv room.. haha.. coz can try out lots of songs that others chose.. Yet, was already not really keen in singing.. haha.. didn't know why, but perhaps, it was just another passing phase for me.

And, soon, all might be off working le.. and me, continuing my studies.. was really glad that this group was there for company during the past 3 years of school life.. haha.. just that, it'll be quite difficult to coordinate another outing of this scale again.

Was super tired, coz woke up super early this morning (before 9am). And last night i slept rather late too.. think around the same time as now. Also, was using up energy practicing on my baobei horn.. hahah.. much effort was needed, especially when the horn was muted. Sadly, i wasn't ready for the practice tomorrow.. felt that a lot of parts was still kind of unreachable.. especially the high A.. plus, tone quality was rather bad.. ar.. felt like that time when i was in secondary one.. haha.. like very noob like that.

Yet, still must attend orchestra practice... coz, the original score is with me.. haha.. but due to insufficient sleep, was being bothered by the flu bug.. been sneezing for the whole day le..

Nothing to do.. so blogging some nonsense.. while waiting for my hair to dry before sleeping..

Impressed with a story that i encountered recently.. very impressive indeed. Anticipated the plot, but was caught too, coz of a minor twist. For one, it swang (is this the past tense of swing? hahaa..) me a full 180. Haha.. that is just me.. trying to act smart, but actually not quite smart myself. Like the recent investment also, thought it couldn't go lower, yet it just fell and fell..

So today CDP sent me a letter regarding my investment.. luckily told the village chief that i've entered.. if not, he might just tear it open and see my foolish mistake.. haha.. so he asked me what i've bought.. i just kept quiet. Wanted it to be my private trading, fund free from any influence.. (FST?) so the chief got a bit pissed.. hahaha.. coz as if i didn't trust him.. well.. not that i didn't trust.. i really want to be independent in this aspect as well.

I guess, its just like everything else.. past can't forcast the future, and being inside and outside of the stituation is a whole different story. And when it became historical, explanations were given.. lol.. But knowing was already too late.. for information are alreay priced in.. but it sure is better to know what is happening rather than investing without knowing. 长痛不如短痛 hor? Hahhaa.. yalor.. but people are really optimistic leh.. haha.. they "hold" when the market signals for them to "sell".. haha.. hold for xmas meh? But i'm being irrational here too.. i held too.. haha.. it was like, really difficult to let go just to cut lost.. in the end, it lost another 15%... ahahahaa... so sad lor... and 很痛.

A piece of good news.. those "investors" that refused to react to the 17 billion injections into the FI are trying to get the fed to cut their rates.. haha.. and they've succeeded.. yay.. finally after so many days.. the fed (with their stubborn strategy) give in by 0.5%.. not much.. but really telling people that credit will not be difficult to obtain after all... wondered are they fuelling another balloon or just trying to keep it from busting.. perhaps it was really an economy boom that is still booming waiting for a big boom? But IMO, i don't really care.. whahaa.. i just want to cash out. With the cut, dow and nasdaq is finally green again.. phew.
(above are just my personal opinion.. and nothing else)

5.50am now.. luckily the market is closed for weekends.. whaha.. if not, i'll wake up at 9 again.. wahaha.. what to do? I'm am unemployed.. no time to work coz schooling starts next month.. might as well be a retail investor.. whaha.. i'm noob i agree.. but i trust my studies of Financial intermediation, Corporated Finance and Economics to be of some help.. if not, i pay $1070 (inclusive of 7% GST) for what? Haha.. i might after all, be in the financial sector when i graduate.. see if it interests me or not. Right now as i've said.. its just a training ground.. haha.. even so, i need all the skills i have to minimise losses and generate positive returns.. haha.. perhaps, also need lady luck to shine on me ba.. haha.. just that day when i entered, the company decided to do a rights issue at a discount.. omg.. people buy at the discount price then sell in the market at the market price, thus with enough people doing it, the price falls.. plus the credit woes.. i think, this is a rather unlucky time to be at.

Got to rest "early".. still got a long day tomorrow..

Back from Pubbing

Back from pubbing, and as usual, found time to blog while waiting for my hair to dry.

Went with some of the freshie, and was at cq. Went to 2 new places today - dungeon and Shin bar. LOL.. both are KTV based, but sadly, song never came. One had 12 tables, and the other had 20 over. LOL.. 20 over.. must wait for 2 hour leh.

Anyway, it was nice to see friends again, and i like pubbing sometimes as it was a budget session. LOL.. unless we decided to open bottle. But also no use.. open liao also other people drink.. lol..

Nice place though, not too boring anyways.

Band today was rather alright.. haha.. can play, and finally, the feel is back. Not the band, but my touch for my instrument. I shall, if i want to.

Tomorrow morning band pract again, at 9am. Wahahaa.. now already 3.40am le.. which means i need to wake up at 7.30am... which leaves me less than 3 hours of sleep.. zzz.

Outing with JJSG

Got home from chill out, and while waiting for my hair to dry, took some time to blog.

Was out with JJSG, and went to watch spiderman 3.. whoa, it was super nice! Not much romance, but nice nevertheless. We were seated on the 4th and 5th row, so it was very near the screen. Just like sitting at the front row during lectures, the line of vision was rather narrow. Hahaha.. and so for most part of the movie, i was trying to catch what was happening at different sections of the screen. LOL.. but it was pretty near, and so can see very clearly even without my contact lenses.

Speaking of contact lense, i'm damn dl lor.. for much of what i've opened, there are cracks here and there.. darn.. next time don't choose that brand le.

LOL.. back to today's activity.. after the show, went dinner and chilling out. Went the Pump Room and we all shared 7 liters of beer! LOL.. that is, the equillivant of 14 large bottle of beer. LOL.. it was super cheap for a 3.5l tower. It cost $56, but the best was, from 11am-3pm.. it cost $22! Wahahahaa... darn cheap leh! If on budget, got time to spare, and having a preference for beer, you could try the pump room. However, the taste is somewhat unique for its brew.. but there are other beer such as hoegaardens.. and its finger food is very economical for its serving.. very generous indeed.

So today, it was and outing to pre-celebrate celine's bday.. and as usual, with live band, beer and such, it was time for bday "sabo". LOL.. don't know who made the request, bday girl ended up on stage singing for the patrons. She sang "ting hai", and the live band, being other ethnic, was very capable of filling in for our bday girl.. i was very impressed.

And when "creep" came, it was somehow back to my jamming days. Days of memories and all.. very nice indeed. The song was very nice too. Halfway, the band invited the patrons to sing, and whoa.. someone went up on the stage, and sang very well too. So well till he got an encore. LOL.. and as if he was there to "ti guang".

Haha.. overall, it was some very nice memory to have, the movie and the chill out place.. haha.. and it came just right to de-stress me during the exams period. I guess, one had to be the best one can be.. if not, it doesn't justify doing, and just like our band performance, if once could settle for a half f job, there wouldn't be improvement.. and so this time round, i'm seeking a "good progress award".. need to challenge myself once again.. i think i've been too laid back too much..

Overturned

On my way to class this afternoon, i heard a loud bang behind me. I turned round and saw a truck overturned.. wondered whether the driver was ok or not. Must be the slippery ground. I thought only bike will buang.. even truck also.

Rain was heavy today, just the same as yesterday. Hope that tomorrow won't be raining wor.. need to go out.. haha.. and won't be attending band.. again.

Yesterday heard something regarding this never ending maplestory.. sometimes i feel, it became a stage where virtuality and reality was no longer distinguished. I thought this whole thing was supposed be an extension of whatever we actually had.. but more than once i've heard that this wasn't the case. But i don't think i have the rights to comment.. coz whatever it is, it's one's on free will. For whatever that happened, i don't think i'll like it happen on myself, yet, i don't think i'll even let it happen in the 1st place.

Nowadays, chwee kuay are selling like hotcakes. Haha.. i think maybe very nice to eat ba.. but don't know why i like to look for trouble. Another failed outcome i forsee.. hahaa.. i don't want to organise le la.. wei se me everytime me do 1.. bu yao tui wo qu si lei.. haha.. nevermind.. see what's the outcome tomorrow.

Here are 2 pictures which i took yesterday..

Nice ambience, poor service. I like the mixer jugs, i like the ice container made of glass, i like the lights, i like the coldness, but i dislike the service of the staff. So be it.

Forgone band tomorrow for the chwee kuay dinner.. whahaa.. felt so bad coz been skipping band practices nowadays... so guilty leh.

Pics @ Eski

Pics taken at Eski, sc's camera -


Group pic at xy's work place - Eski bar


Me after 2 pints of Erdinger Dark...


SC .. and me.. haha..


Biker Joe and me..


Zack and me.. i'm holding the bubblegum.. erm.. the other "glass" i don't know le.. haha..

I'm 23~!

Yeah.. another year.. haha.. and i'm supposed to be older le.

Yupz.. the only 2 times of the year where i'll do some reflection and maybe "refraction". The other time is during new year where all the resolution comes in.

Referred to the entries a year ago.. and time really flies. And of coz, it was a year of the abundance.

Haha.. but hopefully.. this would be a nicer year. (Lol.. as if new year was coming.. )

Today was a very hazy day.. and i got very lazy. Do anything also no strength.. haha.. even sleep also will choke. So bo bian.. i soaked myself in the aircon.. haha.. soak until blur i think.. kept sleeping and sleeping.. yupz.. LBO was missed again.. haha.. the ram want us to prepare a coardboard with our names and place it in front of our seat.. wahahaaa... so funny.. like some conference like that.. whahaa... so till now.. i wondered.. who will go prepare..

I did a lot of otot "celebrations".. wahaha.. or rather.. just gathering and nothing else.. lol.. i'm too old for bday cake le wor.. but still, dearest sis still got me a tiramisu last sunday ^^ Too bad the village chief always not at home these days.. so i chute pattern for him to see.. whaha.. how can don't give mom face? Lol.. she ordered pizza, fried chicken wings and asked my sis's friend along for this mini "celebration".. and dad came home just to clear the pizza nia.. = =

Another was with the kuulas.. though only 4 of them... but most are drinkers.. ^^ and sad to say.. i can't deny anymore.. i do drink a lot more these days.. haha.. bad hor? But that day was fun too.. i got my 1st pair of martell glass ball-bearing from the bottle we opened as my bday present.. whaaha.. it cost $138. (By i contribute $70 wor.. ) Haha..

Thanks to witizens for thier presents as well ^^ .. haha.. though is still under safekeep.

Thanks to SRC Excos 05/06 and seniors also.. i know some of them shared the present.. haha.. but i haven't receive it ^^ .. so don't really know what it was.. lol..

Thanks to my maple buddy straw for the cash item gift.. lol.. was so touched lor.. haha.. virtual friend also friend.. just that we don't know each other in real life.. haha.. thanks for the gift again!

LOL.. it's strange. Bday without any elaborate celebrations.. but i'm so happy~

Now i'm so awake.. haha.. just gluped down a can of coke and a cup of noodles.. lol.. my own bday "chang shou mian".. haha.. now lacking is a bday song.. lol... too bad 93.3 off bo lang at home le..

Btw, tomorrow's zouk outing is shelved for the moment.. lol.. and maybe going halloween?? Wahahaa... that day monday was actually quite keen le.. kept thinking what to dress as.. whahaa.. but maybe i don't dare.. lol.. see hows lor.. see if got idea and costume or not.. haha.. maybe get a few more of my friends go as well. lol. However.. might still be at zouk tomorrow.. whaha.. party party~

Sis's gg overseas this sat le.. so i get to drive her Vios ^^ For 1 whole week.. which means i no need to squeeze bus le.. yay~ But petrol prices is going up.. OPEC has cut their production a week ago.. sad... - -

Argh.. 1am le.. still awake.. haha..

Ok.. late le.. time to go play game.. haha.. what to do? Can't get to sleep wor.. lol..

Long Session...

7 am.. guess what? I just got home.. as usual, i began my story telling.. 0.0

Saturday was supposed to be chilling... and then don't know why i ended up reaching home so "early" More worse.. mom saw me just got home. Of coz, going to 23, i guess she'll be tired of nagging me le..

Went 3 places altogether, and spent another $100 or so.. sad. No inflow and lots and lots of outflow. 1st thing 1st.. i was kena tua... i hate it when people make use of my trust.. and the reason i got so pissed is because i didn't foresee it.. and was almost dragged to join some direct sales scheme. I've said before.. i've nothing against them.. BUT FNB.. DON'T make use of me. My sis did that scheme and failed.. and as time goes by, this kind of scheme is like nothing to me. But on the outset, if something is planned to get me.. i seriously dislike. Simi i didn't see before? What can be more complicated than the selling floor? Even within there, people are going this scheme this and that. Thankfully, there are really friends that enlighten me.. Nevetheless, i do not wish to see a repeat.. i'll let go. Realised this was one way to get filthy rich, but i just don't want.. can or not har?

Ok.. enough of complain.. so was at eski.. whacked 2 pints (1 liters) of erdinger dark plus bubblegum (cocktail i think..) and spent around $30 plus.. - - But eski was alright la.. actually the night job in the previous entry was actually the eski.. so i now wait for opportunity to get employed lor..

After eski went eating prata.. curry was very very nice~ But bday boy treat.. - -

Changed location to neil road.. my friend's dad's pub.. whoa.. uncle was very nice~ Lowered price and unlimited mixer plus opportunity to test drink some... of all, the best was hennessy vintage - personal collection of the boss.. ^^And of coz.. when it comes to open bottle.. it was martell vsop again.. whahahaa... although i was shown cordon bleu.. wahaha.. too bad i leong la.. but was still the major shareholder of the vsop. So kena whacked again.. omg.. but still alright.. till i left that place.

They said go lor 18 to have supper.. omg.. already want to puke le still eat?? On the way, i was regulating my breathing.. hahaa.. i think the cabby got the scare.. coz i was really breathing deep.. and for a long long time, my tap was leaking again.. was reminded of some past incident. Yet time wasn't allowed for inverse. And so i left it where it was.

Reached lor 18 and went "yong he" for dou jiang you tiao.. haha.. but i opt of taiwan mee sua instead.. super nice~! And i liked it very much. However.. if not for the complexity of that place.. i think i'll go there often. While walking halfway, lol.. this is so funny lor.. my friend kena "pulled" away.. almost into the sea le.. haha.. so i tried to save him.. but also kena dragged.. whahaa.. so i faster run.. i mean.. 1 kena drownded is better than 2 mah.. haha.. but even though i was seh.. i still know what was considered "morally incorrect". I abide to my rules of this downward spiral game. A few days ago.. someone asked me, "why you like that?".. but frankly.. i wasn't bringing myself down.. but rather.. i took this opportunity to see the "ugly" side of society. But thankfully, i am what my parents are (almost).. so was rather glad that this kind of vicious cycle wasn't in our bloodline.

The complex place.. saw and heard a lot of complex story.. and of coz, i don't know la.. another of my friend don't know go seal simi deal.. made 1 uncle treat us 2 bottle tiger.. - - i was like cmi le lor.. especially after VSOP.. haha... and yet comes this.. haha... so it was storytelling by uncle.. and as some of the people there.. (or actually... everybody got their own sad story..).. but i can't help but felt touched.. but then again.. to shield myself.. i didn't want to care too much.. if i wanna go help everybody.. might as well go join some faith organisation or the lord of this land.

So the story goes on and on and on.. until i buay tahan liao.. was already 6 plus when we wanted to go.. - -.. kns... it was like.. i was drinking for 10 hours... (from 8pm till 6am).. and i hope that nothing of this sort was going to happen again.. especially after i've cleared my 23. Definately.

Amist all the intoxication, i seems to have gotten my answer.. but sad was, there isn't any solution.. haiz..

Yupz.. too bad it was my bday.. so bo bian lor.. ying chou lor.. after UI for 3 days... i can say i'm really sick of this kind of lifestyle..

But a few people that saw me says i've gained weight.. whaha... so happy lor ^^

Time to sleep le.. almost 8am after such a long entry.. my hair drying and again.. level was upped.. hahaha.. wedesday? I think should be alright.. unless "by their power combine".. arr.. now matter how steady also no use.. 1 against many.. what's the odd? Hhahaa..

Oh yah.. if anybody knows what happened to tag board.. do leave a comment...

Holland V~

Back from holland v.. and it took me.. 12 minutes the most by bus.. whaha.. save money on transport leh.. so good.

But then, wasted on the drink.. coz order to much le.. then cannot finish. Drink up and i'll merlion lor. Perhaps coz we ate too much le.. western at clementi, followed by 2 servings of finger food at baydens.. eat until i want to pok zha (explode). .and somemore the beer keep forcing the food up.. i don't want to waste food lor (thru puking).. so for the 1st time.. i never finish my 2 pints.. and from here onwards.. i think.. i don't like beer le.. haha... maybe quit beering?

It was fun going chill out with dy.. as with other buddies. Under "influence".. can really talk about everything under the sun.. and of coz, integrity counts.. haha.. whatever said on the beering table must not be conveyed to others.. lol..

Sigh.. i'm getting a headache now.. so sian.. haha.. maybe bathe le.. then go start a "new" blog.. called my journal.. transferring some of my stories online.. whaha.. then i can destroy my books le.. but then, it shall be "hidden".. lol.

The Coming 6 Modules

Heh.. changed the template for a "new" look.. it shall have a major revamp soon.. (after my last paper that is..)

Suprising, i still have the mood to go drinking and clubbing today.. hahaa.. maybe it was just another way to de-stress.. Yesterday.. i really could understand what was meant by blackout.. haha.. suddenly cannot recall anything.. and however hard i tried, i just couldn't summon the strength and motivation to carry on. Anyway, it's all over.. yet this isn't the end. Hopefully, revenge shall be sweet.. hhahaa.. i mean as in retake.

Went to Tattoo Bar at Far East for beer.. whahaa... and the first sip was nice! Haha.. having alcohol in my blood stream.. nice! Sounds like an alcoholic? Erm.. i do agree that i'm one.. sometimes need alcohol to de-stress.. if not very pek chek. I never felt happy failing.. but then again.. it's already a past consideration.. nothing more i can do.. yet nothing less i shall not do.

Nevermind.. i'm very hopeful of the "final" year in school.. 6 mods.. lai la! Not scared.. the most is.. find some place to hide and study lor.. haha..

Although still a bit shocked and sian over LBO.. but was sort of "compensated" by the beer.. haha.. after "beering", went Zouk with ex-vp Geoff.. hahaa.. long long time never go.. suddenly like very happening.. but just that today was a Friday.. the crowd was a bit weird.. especially the guys.. = =

i really need to de-stress.. it was an all time "low" for me this time.. feels like everything going wrong.. so i needed the "artificial high"..

Just another thing that came to my mind.. and then i got more stressed.. haiyo.. but then.. the coming holidays shall be fun! I have no burden from SRC anymore.. nb.. if next semester cmi.. then i don't know what to say le.. haha.. 6 mods.. lai lor~! (just don't let it be 7 mods.. haha.. if not i confirm peng san 1.. coz got to extend 1 more year in SIM.. who wants?)

Off Day Also Long Day..

Oh where oh where can my baby be.. haha.. my current nick, chosen this because i like the song very much.. though the lyrics a bit erm.. haha..

trying not to have too much in fluctuations in things i do.. anyway there won't be much changes too.. having a busy month coming.. already tried out 1 week of such schedule.. didn't like it at all. Work 6 days, 'rest' 1 day.. which was my full school day.. Not having enough sleep these days too.. but it don't really matter, to anyone, anymore. (lyrics lai de la..) Because sometimes sleep just ain't enough. Trying hard to earn back my $1.8k of exams fee.. and in the process neglected my studies. I don't know.. hearing from my friends at SMU and NTU.. they seems to graduate with a merit. 2nd upper is impossible.. i don't really get it.. what is the motive behind all these studying? I mean... i'm not very smart, and i don't like to study.. Just a few months more before the actual exams.. i'm really panic.. and nothing much i can do. Not now.. till i finished my assignments.

Thanks to all who kept asked my to study.. all the helping hand pulling me.. especially my 'seniors' in SIM.. guess they really saw and knew the importance of our existence in SIM. Had to push myself.. i want to take the mock exams this year.. but i only had 3 free days before the start of mocks. And i can see it mocking at me again. Making a mockery of the mocks.. haha..

Skipped FI again after SRC current welfare Excos meeting.. and stayed in SRC room to play RISK with JJ, ML and Alan. Haha.. we were playing 'base' misson .. so had to get rid of the opponents' base and he'll be out of the game.. so on my 1st turn, i guessed the base.. and won.. the game left 3 active players.. didn't want anyone to be left out.. so switched to non-mission based.. and all our strategy are so wrong.. haha.. so we played diplomats.. i guess using mouth is easier to using luck and dice.. haha. Won't be taking my RISK set home anymore.. give it to SRC.. coz no one at home to play with me.. If they want, i still have the 'game of life', 'hotel' and so on..

Anyway, went 'shopping' yesterday with ismond and yuying after their lessons.. think i'm so familiar with the job scope of promoters.. haha.. i almost can know what they are going to say. Went so many places to learn what they 'usually' says.. don't get me wrong.. i don't intend to stay cp for long.. as in.. maybe not long.. haaha.. i don't know.. maybe really after exams start to work at the villagers'. Saw what was like a food fair at taka square.. but then not much samples. Haha.. i think i like the food fair at Expo more.. in the end i still couldn't find the clothes i want.. haiz.. wear old clothes to bai nian i guess.. haha..

Met up with wm after that for jamming.. he also couldn't find.. so we spent some time searching.. and was late for jamming.. tried to contact anni that we'll be late.. but no one answered... reached there and she said she lost her phone.. so we didn't jam after all.. coz i think with that kind of mood.. nothing can be done. Went on a search.. from kopitiam to SMU.. and then.. and then.. the phone was in her locker! Argh~!!! hahaa.. i almost went crazy.. haha.. but i can understand the feeling of losing something that wasn't lost.

With some much 'spare' time left after finding the phone, was brought to paulaner's at cityhall there.. saw some familiar faces.. but i don't know who.. haha.. just reciprocate the 'hi' back. Had beer again.. this time just took 1 pint.. it was a chilling out session.. not chionging session.. and had the sausages there.. it was very nice! and very expensive too.. haha.. $22 for a pan.. ah.. haha.. in the end we each spent about $25.. ahh.. it was so expensive. But a nice place to bring the special someone if there is any.. haha.. got 'live' band somemore.. though they played type one.. haha..

After that went Thomson.. which is home to me la.. haha.. had supper and left for home. I think my karma must be very bad.. coz i forgot to take my bag when we left. Haha.. i mean, i could always walk back from home when i discover.. haha.. but the feeling of losing something that wasn't lost.. haha.. luckily it too me around 3 minutes to realised that something was amiss.. haha.. it was the 2nd time already.. i think i'm getting blur by the day.. how can people forget to take bags home 1..

It was afterall, another long day for me. Finally an 'off' day for me.. and i think it is better this way.. haha.. if not nuaing at home really waste a lot of time.. used to like it.. but then.. time to see the world! haha.. working later at Taka today.. come visit me! lol.. just kidding.. haha.. work.. haiz..... muahaaa~

It Wasn't My Day

After such a long holiday, i was finally back in school again... kind of missed school and TS of coz..

Yesterday after school stayed back to get notes from Erica.. coz the toopid Admin don't want to answer my call.. and so in the end photocopied the whole stack of notes.. then stayed back to study a bit..

Met Erica at the Atrium, and saw Geoff and Gupta as well... now i know how come i didn't see the year ones in school.. they were having holidays! Argh.. and i don't have.. so i declared my own. Haaa.. And then geoff told me he was going thomson for prata after school.. and suddenly i !!.. haha.. it was so near my place! Wanted to join them but i though i was going down MIA again..

After geoff went off for class, stayed and chatted with gupta about the difference between zen and ipod.. though he asked a lot about camp D, i don't want to tell him.. wahaha.. want to pek him.. lol. But i think he made a very good salesman.. in the end he got me so tempted that i wanted to go and buy an ipod straightaway.. haha.. but coz it was still raining, i didn't.

Was in SRC room after that and soon the whole welfare seniors were there.. classes were over and we played TS for two games.. cheat code didn't work. Out of luck. After the welfarians left, geoff came and we played darts.. wahaha.. it was spectacular.. i mean not the way we threw it, but the stunts we did.. haha.. and so i joined them for prata after all..

After prata, went home for dinner.. and waah.. that vp very good.. haha.. gave me a ride home at first, now gave me a ride to UE square.. wahh..

Reached MIA about 8.30pm and there were a lot of guests.. someone's having a birthday celebration.. and they are also having promotions. Took out our 2/3 bottle of martell and start 'chilling'.. in the end, still fell for their trick.. coz they are very good at making one finish their bottle.. either they make u tah or they take ur bottle and tah.. either way, u lose. Haaha.. i thought i very zai one.. five - ten still ok.. and then they bring all the experts out.. sian. All level higher than me in any aspect. Didn't puke but was almost going to.. and that toopid waitress still wants me to order a jug of housepour.. haha.. i know when to stop one lor..

After that went supper with my friends and then took cab home.. thinking that we didn't spend too much on the 'outing', and that it was the most economical one that i ever had.. but then, i forgot to bring my bag home! It was still at the coffee shop.. hahahaa.. and the time when i discovered it was when i was about to alight.. so in the end made a detour back to MS to retrieve.. and my cab fare amounts to $30 even though i shared with my friends on the initial trip.. haha.. but luckily i still found my bag, and they were about to close.. haaha.. the auntie even joked about it.. saying it was a 'suspicious' item.. haha.. they don't dare to keep.. but inside was my beloved V2.. haha.. an antique. So $30 for $700? I think its worth it.

Never felt so happy in my life for being so stupid.

Santa Is Coming To Town~!

Blogging more and reading more blogs.. hmm.. my blog lacks of content, of direction.. just like myself. Maybe not really. It really does have a theme.. haha.. not from the novel of course.. though i haven't seen it yet.

Went blog tracking these days since the 'zhng my car' from mr brown.. haha.. and really found some 'treasures' within.. suprisingly, they even had a sort of 'community'.. just like the good old days of IRC. Though compared, my blog is nothing.. nothing at all.. not even winning 4D numbers.

Kept blogging all day.. something is very wrong. Because santa is coming to town. Just now went 'shopping' with my buddy coz he wanted to buy a xmas gift for his gf.. wondered why he cannot do things alone.. kept dragging me out from my home.. haha.. i want to save money..

Luckily he went to meet his gf after that.. if not we sure end up in MIA to finish up our martell.. and that shall be my 3rd time drinking in 5 days.. phew. Wonder how my liver is going to take all the alcohol i've driven into..

So the plan for tomorrow.. go dbl O for xmas countdown.. = = with my primary school friends.. haha.. i think i really had too much crubbings.. maybe i better stay at home.. maybe only. Arr.. need to get this habbit off.. haiz. Waste money and somemore bad for health.. haiz..

So wm told me.. he went zouk alone last xmas eve.. and i !! .. haha.. alone?!! that was very 'ke lian' lor.. see lar.. laugh at people too much.. now is my turn.. haha.. must be my bad karma again.. Give me the same situation.. i'll never ever go crubbing alone.. especially during xmas eve.. i rather stay at home nua.. Told him that i'll blog it.. and i did! Hahaa.. i'm evil!

Aiyo.. it seems so messy now.. very messy. And the best part is, i'm the only one in this mess!

And just, people want to go k on sunday.. argh.. at ktv pub somemore! Spare me the liquor please!!.. (spare me as in keep it away.. not give me.. haha.. ).. Talking about K.. just went to collect my k box card from cine.. haha. .and it was lost during last year's D & D.. to think they took 1 whole year to find it!.. all my points were.. i don't know.. didn't bothered to check also.. haha.. And now i got 2 k box cards.. supplementary card ar? But i don't go k box anymore.. too 'kiddy' for me.. ktv pub is the 'in' thing.. unless going with a crowd of none drinkers.. so party world or k box.. no difference.

Anyway.. now is already xmas eve.. don't know how to celebrate.. haha.. maybe for now.. merry xmas eve!

Another Depressing Entry

Felt a tremendous pain at my joints.. it seems to be another of those arthritic flare ups. Finding difficulity getting around in the house.. not to mention getting to school. As it happens.. was missing from POA again.. guess i should be having nightmares of Mr Balwant soon.. haha.. With the pain, tonight will be another sleepness night.

If the flare up doesn't subside, i won't be able to make it to Bash.. If it really does happen, might as well. Have been drinking way too much.. It wasn't like that in the past. I guess the chalet that time have opened the path.. Sometimes i just wondered, what had really happened to me. I should be happy.. if not happier. But the more was said, the greater the distance was laid. I'm already trying... trying to bring back the balance. If things were to change overnight, it might just frighten me. Not that i'm glad at the way things were, but maybe relieved that even if it were, and no matter what i do, it just continues. At least i won't have to worry about what to do. It just gets attracted to the ending intended.

Reality bites.. so yesterday just met up with my senior for a drink. Someone that i lost touch over my years after Secondary. Heard a lot of stories.. and was actually quite worried. After the passing of another senior just last year, it got me worried about some of the people that were once closed to me. And we talked about a lot.. from our secondary days till now.. it seems so much have changed. No longer were we just kids.. After going through, people will change. And i dislike change... yet it is all inveitable.. especially at this age. Still schooling.. after that still have to work.. and that will change us too.. Used to have things my way.. but the dust isn't settled.. wait till i'm older.. maybe i could just find the stability i'm looking for then. And so i chatted with my senior.. a lot of things really caught me by surprise. Never could i imagine it then. And not even now i can feel it.. just because it doesn't occur to me personally. No amount of words i say could change anything, because i as an SLE won't understand.. not with my personality even if the same occurs to me. I just wish that everyone is well.. especially when the festive season is just round the corner.

Just werid that we usually don't follow what we preached.. it is always too easy to say than to put it into action. And the worst part is.. it seems very hypocritical. Everyone is the same.

Now it seems that problems either make or break you.. as it goes, it is either double or nothing.

What a depressing entry.. just couldn't help it. The shock is really building up.. had to find ways to discharge... So now for a more 'serious' entry.. my stupid phone is giving me problems.. The LED has finally decided to take a break.. hahaa.. that means its time to change the phone.

Lol.. think the entries these days are really depressing.. will get depression if overdosed. Sometimes i don't even understand what i'm typing.. it all goes with the way my feelings go. And then i have a conclusion. (or such that i suppose) Logical and emotional at the wrong time. And so i know... i might just change.. okok.. i'm trying.. just give me some more time.

Well Done

Came back from liquid kitchen.. wasn't planning to spend that much.. yet, tomorrow was my off day.. so had to enjoy a bit. Think i had too much.. haha.. couldn't hold it well..

Can't work that much due to commitments.. might as well.. no grudges. Haha.. was my responsibility anyway.. think was too childish intitially.. anyway, hopefull i can meet the requirements of both side. Actuall there are more. Wss alumni, SWE, SRC, and the noob band.. plus work.. haha.. think i'm going to explode.

So sales were pretty good.. 5.8k of sales after less.. lol.. but my incentive had to be forfeited. No choice. Can't work full... so yesterday, they found a replacement to rotate.. sad.. haha.. but other promoters thought it was my last day there.. haha.. kind of aimless after working less... less income.. and more time to slack. But with FOD and FOC around, think i won't be lost.. haha.

Felt really bad leaving the rest of the excos to handle the tasks.. and i admit i do have attitude problem.. But it'll be unfair to them if this goes on. But this is a realist world.. haha.. i could quit if i want to.. lol .... not that i haven't tried before. Was the exco in my band during secondary school days as well.. haha.. and i also quit my post. But i wouldn't do that here... older and will be able to think better. Room for a win win stituation. But nix was right.. haha.. had to fight for oneself.

Yet, it had to be balanced.. the line is too vague.. and sometimes, over aggressive might jeapordize relations. Over passive will invite e-99 (eat gao gao).. haha.. the Achilles' heel. You might give to someone.. and yet be stabbed by the same person.. but, give it anyway. Trust is something that makes us different from the other animals.

I really don't know.. the route seems ambiguous. But i won't attempt just for the sake of doing. The intention must be there.. if not, theres no difference from poseurs.

I think i'll 'tio pok' soon. haha..