Well Done

Came back from liquid kitchen.. wasn't planning to spend that much.. yet, tomorrow was my off day.. so had to enjoy a bit. Think i had too much.. haha.. couldn't hold it well..

Can't work that much due to commitments.. might as well.. no grudges. Haha.. was my responsibility anyway.. think was too childish intitially.. anyway, hopefull i can meet the requirements of both side. Actuall there are more. Wss alumni, SWE, SRC, and the noob band.. plus work.. haha.. think i'm going to explode.

So sales were pretty good.. 5.8k of sales after less.. lol.. but my incentive had to be forfeited. No choice. Can't work full... so yesterday, they found a replacement to rotate.. sad.. haha.. but other promoters thought it was my last day there.. haha.. kind of aimless after working less... less income.. and more time to slack. But with FOD and FOC around, think i won't be lost.. haha.

Felt really bad leaving the rest of the excos to handle the tasks.. and i admit i do have attitude problem.. But it'll be unfair to them if this goes on. But this is a realist world.. haha.. i could quit if i want to.. lol .... not that i haven't tried before. Was the exco in my band during secondary school days as well.. haha.. and i also quit my post. But i wouldn't do that here... older and will be able to think better. Room for a win win stituation. But nix was right.. haha.. had to fight for oneself.

Yet, it had to be balanced.. the line is too vague.. and sometimes, over aggressive might jeapordize relations. Over passive will invite e-99 (eat gao gao).. haha.. the Achilles' heel. You might give to someone.. and yet be stabbed by the same person.. but, give it anyway. Trust is something that makes us different from the other animals.

I really don't know.. the route seems ambiguous. But i won't attempt just for the sake of doing. The intention must be there.. if not, theres no difference from poseurs.

I think i'll 'tio pok' soon. haha..