On the 1st day of CNY..
The usual routine, and just like that, the parky dog went over to bai nian again. Supposed to leave him at home coz he was quite smelly.. but he was making that ke lian look again, so for the 1st time, the village chief decided to bathe him. I think parky will tio toto soon lor. After bathing, parky was so happy knowing that he won't be left at home.. he kept running about and jumping at us, as if to show his joy. That dog ar.. don't know what to say..
Played BINGO (that came with the abalone set) and won the last game - the only game with real cash rewards.. lol.. it was sponsored by aunt, and just so happened that game had 3 winners. Then parky also get angpao too.. haha.. if i had knew, i'd bring my hermit over too.
Went to jurong for the 2nd round of bai nian, and thought that the buffet food was quite nice.. so i ate 2 rounds.. lol.. work until lose weight, time to recover some back. Parky was home alone, so we went off quite early.
Still another round for tomorrow.. and then got an extended day of rest.. then it'll be back to CF to chiong all the way. The accumulated sewer pipes, water pipes and hydraulic hoses will be waiting lor.. really must rest well.. so i suppose no overnight mj for me this cny le.
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Friday, February 08, 2008
恭喜发财
恭喜发财~!
This time the new year came quite fast, and i haven't get into the festive mood.. and it's already 初二. Been busy running about in 'spaceship 5' to relatives' house to collect ang bao and also enjoy all the good food. And as usual, the little cousins all grew up rather quickly (coz i only see them once a year). Finally got to see my cousin's baby.. and i heard another of my cousin getting married soon (means i got more ang bao.. lol.. just kidding). Grandma's place getting crowed le.. coz more and more members. ^^
CNY food was very nice! Too bad i had to cut down on a lot of the heaty stuffs. Drank a lot of carbonated drinks.. and the only alcohol i touched was a glass of white wine. LOL.. i still have my 50% de vodka wor.. haha.. the carton of sprite kept tempting me to open bottle.. lol.
Year of the rat must keep hamsters meh? LOL.. the news that day report that pet shops are selling more hamsters. Think is mickey mouse meh? Buy liao no need to clean cage, no need to feed him meh? Then year of ox how? Buy a moo moo ar?
That day was at vivo doing some last minute of cny shopping.. and i saw michelle chia at zara wor. She looks so tall lor.. Strangely, all celebrities seems to look taller in real life.. maybe my tv too small le? And that day at amk hub saw hui ge also.. lol.
And on the train to somewhere, something funny happened... a couple about my age boarded the train and was standing near me. Then they start to behave rather er xin-ly.. i don't know leh.. i didn't want to eavesdrop, but they were speaking as if they want everybody to know like that. Then the girl starts asking the guy, "do you know my surname?" i was like.. !! ai seh leh... hahaha... got like that one ar? Partor le then only see the face only eh? No need to know name de hor? Hahahaa... then what's more funny is, the guy ask back, "then you know my chinese name?"................. i was trying very hard to control my laughter.. luckily my stop came.. haha.. if not i really buay tahan le lor.
Sounds like sour grapes orh? LOL.. v-day coming.. haha.. and a day to stay indoors (for me that is). Haha.. just kidding la.. I can't seems to find ms right these days.. maybe i tio freeze le.. or maybe all are ms wrong lor.. hahaa.. or maybe ms right in some other country? And this coming saturday at 7pm got show "the notebook" on channel 5. Really must watch leh.. same title as my blog.. ahaha.. ya, i copied them.
LOL.. a bit divert.. and so 初二, i went to my cousin's place for lunch.. Pakki wasn't allowed to go.. haha.. and he sort of knew where we went.. so he was making some very pitiful noise (as usual). Ke lian de pakki.. haha.. coz from my cousin's house, we went to senja kaikan to bai nian (he cannot go kaikan wor). Strangely.. i thought i haven't been to senja.. but maybe i had.. i'm still not too sure. Was really surprised wor.. the village chief actually volunteered to drive my grandparents and i there. My aunt and their family also went, but their new toyota wish had more than enough place lo. But he didn't want to join us.. haha.. just drive us there. That was enough for now.
初二 and i already quite tired from the running about.. and the test after cny really kills all the festive mood lor.. lol.. plus, my papers are coming le.. aiyo.. sian.
This time the new year came quite fast, and i haven't get into the festive mood.. and it's already 初二. Been busy running about in 'spaceship 5' to relatives' house to collect ang bao and also enjoy all the good food. And as usual, the little cousins all grew up rather quickly (coz i only see them once a year). Finally got to see my cousin's baby.. and i heard another of my cousin getting married soon (means i got more ang bao.. lol.. just kidding). Grandma's place getting crowed le.. coz more and more members. ^^
CNY food was very nice! Too bad i had to cut down on a lot of the heaty stuffs. Drank a lot of carbonated drinks.. and the only alcohol i touched was a glass of white wine. LOL.. i still have my 50% de vodka wor.. haha.. the carton of sprite kept tempting me to open bottle.. lol.
Year of the rat must keep hamsters meh? LOL.. the news that day report that pet shops are selling more hamsters. Think is mickey mouse meh? Buy liao no need to clean cage, no need to feed him meh? Then year of ox how? Buy a moo moo ar?
That day was at vivo doing some last minute of cny shopping.. and i saw michelle chia at zara wor. She looks so tall lor.. Strangely, all celebrities seems to look taller in real life.. maybe my tv too small le? And that day at amk hub saw hui ge also.. lol.
And on the train to somewhere, something funny happened... a couple about my age boarded the train and was standing near me. Then they start to behave rather er xin-ly.. i don't know leh.. i didn't want to eavesdrop, but they were speaking as if they want everybody to know like that. Then the girl starts asking the guy, "do you know my surname?" i was like.. !! ai seh leh... hahaha... got like that one ar? Partor le then only see the face only eh? No need to know name de hor? Hahahaa... then what's more funny is, the guy ask back, "then you know my chinese name?"................. i was trying very hard to control my laughter.. luckily my stop came.. haha.. if not i really buay tahan le lor.
Sounds like sour grapes orh? LOL.. v-day coming.. haha.. and a day to stay indoors (for me that is). Haha.. just kidding la.. I can't seems to find ms right these days.. maybe i tio freeze le.. or maybe all are ms wrong lor.. hahaa.. or maybe ms right in some other country? And this coming saturday at 7pm got show "the notebook" on channel 5. Really must watch leh.. same title as my blog.. ahaha.. ya, i copied them.
LOL.. a bit divert.. and so 初二, i went to my cousin's place for lunch.. Pakki wasn't allowed to go.. haha.. and he sort of knew where we went.. so he was making some very pitiful noise (as usual). Ke lian de pakki.. haha.. coz from my cousin's house, we went to senja kaikan to bai nian (he cannot go kaikan wor). Strangely.. i thought i haven't been to senja.. but maybe i had.. i'm still not too sure. Was really surprised wor.. the village chief actually volunteered to drive my grandparents and i there. My aunt and their family also went, but their new toyota wish had more than enough place lo. But he didn't want to join us.. haha.. just drive us there. That was enough for now.
初二 and i already quite tired from the running about.. and the test after cny really kills all the festive mood lor.. lol.. plus, my papers are coming le.. aiyo.. sian.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
In Orchestra Today,
i sounded bad. Especially so during waltz of the flower. Maybe the flower waited for 2 weeks, and hence withered? And not only i think that i sounded quite bad... that is, quite bad le.
My tone was bad, counting was bad. The only excuse i could think of was maybe i haven't recovered.. lol.. actually i also don't have the strength to be disappointed too much. Also, the whole orchestra sounded weird too.. maybe coz there were less people around.. and as usual, the lowest brass was again, the horn. The we only had 1 cello and 1 bassoon.. no double bass, no tuba, no nothing.
And then there was something difficult to say.. lol.. anyway, it wasn't my idea.. so i decided not to say. In the end, the one who wanted to say also didn't say, coz it was really difficult to say. LOL.. no idea what i'm talking about right? LOL.. it isn't anything bad.. just a minor change of certain order.
Bo form today i guess.
Actually was quite recovering from the flu + cough + fever + headache le.. but then i studied through the night on thurdays becoz i thought there was going to be a class test the following day. But then.. lecturer say no test wor. I thought 100% sure got test lor.. coz he said that cannot owe after cny... lol.. i guess the cny mood really affects a lot of people wor. And so after 1 whole night of midnight oil, my throat burns again.. and it got worst when it rained on friday. Weather really fierce these days lor.. how to recover like that? And i lost weight at quite a scary pace.. already almost 2kgs gone like that.. lol.. when will i reach my 'optimum' weight?
Then in class on friday, a group of int students sat beside me.. i usually had nothing against them, just that sometimes they talk a lot and make some weird noises that i haven't heard before... other than that, their enthu participation in class doesn't quite bother me, not to mention that they usually fill the front few rows. (now i guess i know why they sit so near le.. coz end of lessons must get lecturer to sign ma..) Anyway, this particular group was really very mei li mao. Lecturer was passing the notes around, and this bugger sitting beside me don't even bothered to pass it to me.. why, i transparent ar? Wa lao eh lor.. i was so damn angry.. even if not enough also didn't bother to let me know. AND, it wasn't 1 time.. it was 2 times lor. And i didn't know got 2 sets of notes until the lecturer ask us to change some of the figures.. then i found out i didn't have... KNS.. this group really no manners de. In the end i still got to go to the front to get.. and then hor, they swarm towards the front as if Jay came to our LT like that.. omg.. can't stand them. Next time i better find some seats far far away from these people.
And then this pakki is beginning to act as if he is king le.. ahahahaa.. he actually slept on my bed lor. Don't since when he discovered that my bed is nicer than his.. hahahaaa.. and that is a bad thing.. coz when he wakes up, he will come and 'disturb' me until i wake up.. if not he will bark until someone attends to him.. really king wor.
5 more days to cny, and i couldn't find any cny clothes i liked.. wahhaa.. but i don't want to wear 'old' clothes leh.. lol.. i really no flair in buying clothes lor.. hahaa.. but i got flair in eating, and at the same time not putting on weight.. lol.. so when i recover, i want to eat all the ba kua i can, and drink all the cold drinks i want.. hahaha... seriously, i had quite enough of the 2 daily cans of liang teh at room temperature le. Maybe like what they suggest.. fight poison with poison? lol.. then maybe i really no need to go get my angbaos le..
My tone was bad, counting was bad. The only excuse i could think of was maybe i haven't recovered.. lol.. actually i also don't have the strength to be disappointed too much. Also, the whole orchestra sounded weird too.. maybe coz there were less people around.. and as usual, the lowest brass was again, the horn. The we only had 1 cello and 1 bassoon.. no double bass, no tuba, no nothing.
And then there was something difficult to say.. lol.. anyway, it wasn't my idea.. so i decided not to say. In the end, the one who wanted to say also didn't say, coz it was really difficult to say. LOL.. no idea what i'm talking about right? LOL.. it isn't anything bad.. just a minor change of certain order.
Bo form today i guess.
Actually was quite recovering from the flu + cough + fever + headache le.. but then i studied through the night on thurdays becoz i thought there was going to be a class test the following day. But then.. lecturer say no test wor. I thought 100% sure got test lor.. coz he said that cannot owe after cny... lol.. i guess the cny mood really affects a lot of people wor. And so after 1 whole night of midnight oil, my throat burns again.. and it got worst when it rained on friday. Weather really fierce these days lor.. how to recover like that? And i lost weight at quite a scary pace.. already almost 2kgs gone like that.. lol.. when will i reach my 'optimum' weight?
Then in class on friday, a group of int students sat beside me.. i usually had nothing against them, just that sometimes they talk a lot and make some weird noises that i haven't heard before... other than that, their enthu participation in class doesn't quite bother me, not to mention that they usually fill the front few rows. (now i guess i know why they sit so near le.. coz end of lessons must get lecturer to sign ma..) Anyway, this particular group was really very mei li mao. Lecturer was passing the notes around, and this bugger sitting beside me don't even bothered to pass it to me.. why, i transparent ar? Wa lao eh lor.. i was so damn angry.. even if not enough also didn't bother to let me know. AND, it wasn't 1 time.. it was 2 times lor. And i didn't know got 2 sets of notes until the lecturer ask us to change some of the figures.. then i found out i didn't have... KNS.. this group really no manners de. In the end i still got to go to the front to get.. and then hor, they swarm towards the front as if Jay came to our LT like that.. omg.. can't stand them. Next time i better find some seats far far away from these people.
And then this pakki is beginning to act as if he is king le.. ahahahaa.. he actually slept on my bed lor. Don't since when he discovered that my bed is nicer than his.. hahahaaa.. and that is a bad thing.. coz when he wakes up, he will come and 'disturb' me until i wake up.. if not he will bark until someone attends to him.. really king wor.
5 more days to cny, and i couldn't find any cny clothes i liked.. wahhaa.. but i don't want to wear 'old' clothes leh.. lol.. i really no flair in buying clothes lor.. hahaa.. but i got flair in eating, and at the same time not putting on weight.. lol.. so when i recover, i want to eat all the ba kua i can, and drink all the cold drinks i want.. hahaha... seriously, i had quite enough of the 2 daily cans of liang teh at room temperature le. Maybe like what they suggest.. fight poison with poison? lol.. then maybe i really no need to go get my angbaos le..
Monday, January 30, 2006
CNY 2006
3rd day of CNY tomorrow.. and i've got to go work again.. sianz.. and think i muz have eaten too much bah kua.. now having a sore throat.. plus fever.. slept through the whole day without doing much.. didn't eat much also.. it's an agony to be ill.
Not really looking forward to the month of february coz having a full working schedule.. plus the coming mocks.. so my schedule for the coming week might be, work on tuesday, work plus clubbing on wednesday, full day in school and jamming after that.. and welfare gathering at bt's place on friday, then working on saturday and then to SRC ex president's place and then work on sunday again. Where is the time to study? My february is full.... well, maybe except on 14th? Hahaa.. coz nobody date me.
But then its ok.. right now i just want my sore throat to get better .. if not i won't be able to sell a thing tomorrow.. haha.. and then looking forward to my february incentive.. waah.. confirm rice bucket!
It seems CNY getting boring year after year, but only almost once a year where i get to meet my relatives.. and especially the kids, they seems to grow extremely fast.. And for this year, it seems special. The ban on gambling was lifted for the first time.. and for that, we could play mahjong. Dad uses my 'name' to get approval from her mom.. and it was as if only me who wanted to play.. but in the end i played with my grandpa and uncle plus my cousin.. they are so li hai! They can tell the tiles we are waiting.. so in the end i lost $1.60, and my cousin lost $6.10.. haha.. our generation are still not ready to take them on.
So it was to my mom's side.. and there turned from a wine drinking to alcohol tah-ing.. And me always seems to be out of place.. haha.. i was with the elder generation again.. haha.. like a bit mismatch.. but we all, my mom, dad, 2 uncles and 2 aunts finished the whole bottle of jw.. 43%.. waah.. haha.. so fierce ah they all.. but all are great drinkers.. haha.. no wonder.. no wonder.. ah.. and then my throat starts to hurt.. dad says coz my whiskey neat goes down too quickly.. haha.. and i refuse to believe.. youngsters are like that.. they don't listen until it happens to them..
Thinking of going back to work on a PH makes me more ill.. haiz.. imagine all the people that are free to go shopping.. it shall be a busy day tomorrow.
Not really looking forward to the month of february coz having a full working schedule.. plus the coming mocks.. so my schedule for the coming week might be, work on tuesday, work plus clubbing on wednesday, full day in school and jamming after that.. and welfare gathering at bt's place on friday, then working on saturday and then to SRC ex president's place and then work on sunday again. Where is the time to study? My february is full.... well, maybe except on 14th? Hahaa.. coz nobody date me.
But then its ok.. right now i just want my sore throat to get better .. if not i won't be able to sell a thing tomorrow.. haha.. and then looking forward to my february incentive.. waah.. confirm rice bucket!
It seems CNY getting boring year after year, but only almost once a year where i get to meet my relatives.. and especially the kids, they seems to grow extremely fast.. And for this year, it seems special. The ban on gambling was lifted for the first time.. and for that, we could play mahjong. Dad uses my 'name' to get approval from her mom.. and it was as if only me who wanted to play.. but in the end i played with my grandpa and uncle plus my cousin.. they are so li hai! They can tell the tiles we are waiting.. so in the end i lost $1.60, and my cousin lost $6.10.. haha.. our generation are still not ready to take them on.
So it was to my mom's side.. and there turned from a wine drinking to alcohol tah-ing.. And me always seems to be out of place.. haha.. i was with the elder generation again.. haha.. like a bit mismatch.. but we all, my mom, dad, 2 uncles and 2 aunts finished the whole bottle of jw.. 43%.. waah.. haha.. so fierce ah they all.. but all are great drinkers.. haha.. no wonder.. no wonder.. ah.. and then my throat starts to hurt.. dad says coz my whiskey neat goes down too quickly.. haha.. and i refuse to believe.. youngsters are like that.. they don't listen until it happens to them..
Thinking of going back to work on a PH makes me more ill.. haiz.. imagine all the people that are free to go shopping.. it shall be a busy day tomorrow.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
CNY Celebration
As usual, just got home not long ago... haha.. went to "bai nian" yesterday.. And it's morning now.. haven't had my breakfast and couldn't sleep yet coz my hair is still wet. Took the opportunity to update blog and upload some photo.
Went Qiang ge's house yesterday for steamboat no. 4.. the same 9 people of JJSG.. lol.. all my primary school classmates.. When i reached, it was steamboat time.. erm.. actually not really.. haha.. they were playing mahjong.. i didn't know how to play.. so just sit and watch tv lor.. haha.. as usual.. till it was time to eat.. but this time round, they've got the metal plate there, just like seoul garden. ^^.. so ate and ate.. the steamboat got a bit "dirty".. = = .. in the end we couldn't finish the food (as usual with all steamboats).. i guess more food is better than less.. haha.. Actually wanted to rush off early to BT's house at Punggol, but can't just run away after eating.. haha.. so i helped to wash up part of the dishes while the others helped to clear to place.. was almost 9 pm when i left after taking a group photo.. finally a complete JJSG photo with no one missing.. haha..
Rushed for the second round.. was just in time just to eat desserts.. haha.. but i ate too full and the bus journey took so long.. almost puked lor.. i have motion sickness.. haiz.. haha.. but heard that some of the Welfarians left already, including my gan ma grace. Nothing there left for me to do, so i walk around.. haha.. the rest were either playing cards or mahjong.. didn't gamble much, so just sit and watched.. haha.. towards 2300, more people left, all trying to catch the last bus/ train. I've been there for only an hour.. seat not warm enough.. so i stayed for a while.. didn't intend to stay on coz i'm wearing contacts and jeans.. haha.. quite uncomfortable.. then they don't have enough "leg" for the mahjong ... and i want to "chap" 1 leg.. wanna learn.. if not i'll be bored to *****.. so it was Karen, ah ma and Kat.. and just in time, ah gong ziming came and volunteered to teach and guide me... Won quite a few rounds with his help.. one moment he's not around.. haha.. and i have 15 tiles instead of the actual 13 .. wahhaa.. and the best part is, no one discovers until ah gong came to take a look... hahaa.. so i couldn't game that round.. hahaa.. i mean.. having 1 EXTRA tile is bad enough.. and to think that i have TWO! hahahaa.. But before ah gong left for another session, he had helped me won quite a bit.. hesay it'll be enough to last me for sometime.. and it was an Ang Bao for me... whahaa.. Thanks ar ah gong.. ^^ But in the end, i still lost 40 cents.. lol.. And was already 4 plus in the morning.. then we played "heart attack", with the person next to the winner drinking 3/4 cup of water.. haha.. guess the number of times i need to rush for toilet after that.. haha.. was really fun yesterday.. but hmm.. was rather disappointed coz 1 of my friend couldn't go.. then i was missing all this while..
So, i've enjoyed myself this CNY.. guess now is the time to really start studying.. Tomorrow's vday - won't be celebrating... coz no 1 to celebrate with.. haha... lol... so time to go school to use the "smelly" library again.. hahaa.
JJSG~!!
Went Qiang ge's house yesterday for steamboat no. 4.. the same 9 people of JJSG.. lol.. all my primary school classmates.. When i reached, it was steamboat time.. erm.. actually not really.. haha.. they were playing mahjong.. i didn't know how to play.. so just sit and watch tv lor.. haha.. as usual.. till it was time to eat.. but this time round, they've got the metal plate there, just like seoul garden. ^^.. so ate and ate.. the steamboat got a bit "dirty".. = = .. in the end we couldn't finish the food (as usual with all steamboats).. i guess more food is better than less.. haha.. Actually wanted to rush off early to BT's house at Punggol, but can't just run away after eating.. haha.. so i helped to wash up part of the dishes while the others helped to clear to place.. was almost 9 pm when i left after taking a group photo.. finally a complete JJSG photo with no one missing.. haha..
Rushed for the second round.. was just in time just to eat desserts.. haha.. but i ate too full and the bus journey took so long.. almost puked lor.. i have motion sickness.. haiz.. haha.. but heard that some of the Welfarians left already, including my gan ma grace. Nothing there left for me to do, so i walk around.. haha.. the rest were either playing cards or mahjong.. didn't gamble much, so just sit and watched.. haha.. towards 2300, more people left, all trying to catch the last bus/ train. I've been there for only an hour.. seat not warm enough.. so i stayed for a while.. didn't intend to stay on coz i'm wearing contacts and jeans.. haha.. quite uncomfortable.. then they don't have enough "leg" for the mahjong ... and i want to "chap" 1 leg.. wanna learn.. if not i'll be bored to *****.. so it was Karen, ah ma and Kat.. and just in time, ah gong ziming came and volunteered to teach and guide me... Won quite a few rounds with his help.. one moment he's not around.. haha.. and i have 15 tiles instead of the actual 13 .. wahhaa.. and the best part is, no one discovers until ah gong came to take a look... hahaa.. so i couldn't game that round.. hahaa.. i mean.. having 1 EXTRA tile is bad enough.. and to think that i have TWO! hahahaa.. But before ah gong left for another session, he had helped me won quite a bit.. hesay it'll be enough to last me for sometime.. and it was an Ang Bao for me... whahaa.. Thanks ar ah gong.. ^^ But in the end, i still lost 40 cents.. lol.. And was already 4 plus in the morning.. then we played "heart attack", with the person next to the winner drinking 3/4 cup of water.. haha.. guess the number of times i need to rush for toilet after that.. haha.. was really fun yesterday.. but hmm.. was rather disappointed coz 1 of my friend couldn't go.. then i was missing all this while..
So, i've enjoyed myself this CNY.. guess now is the time to really start studying.. Tomorrow's vday - won't be celebrating... coz no 1 to celebrate with.. haha... lol... so time to go school to use the "smelly" library again.. hahaa.
JJSG~!!
Monday, January 31, 2005
How Should I Put It?
Lunar New Year coming ! Looking forward.. especially the special steamboat, with the aww in it.. haha.. a lot of steamboats coming my way.. lol.. i love steamboats~! Ate a lot of new year goodies until i got a bit sick.. having sore throat but kept singing in front of my comp.. haha.. no wonder i couldn't recover. And of coz.. couldn't have anymore chocolates.. didn't know where's the link... but tend to get pimples after eating .. haiz.. so.. trying to resist the temptation.. haha.. but just had a mini mango..wahaha.. real mini..
Anyway.. today is the last lesson of my year 1 course in SIM.. how sad.. haiz.. i miss my tuesdays in school..especially my maths/stats.. anyway.. was rather bothered today.. i didn't know why.. but had too much to think about.. or thinking too much? In the end didn't have mood to study.. don't know why.. i'm not being indecisive.. just not really comfortable at the way i'm being treated.. and of coz.. i'm seen the other spectrum.. the one closer to me.. but then again.. can two people of the same spectrum be comfortable with each other? Quiet and reserve.. intelligent and diligent.. but all these created to ice that i couldn't break.. so here i am.. waiting for it to melt.. i know i have a lifetime.. but sometimes it seems i don't have endurance.. the coldness.. haiz.. kind of dishearten me.. anyway.. so near yet so far.. being on the same spectrum.. i also didn't have to courage to move.. at the first sign of trouble.. and i'll back off.. and it happens way too many times.. from secondary till now.. and my fear is.. it'll happen again.. I have the urge to tell, but i can't.. too much is at stake.. and the newly forged friendship is what i didn't want to break.. just that i miss my tuesdays in school.. all the way till after mock exams.. and till then, i still don't know what i want.. or rather, what people want.. the placebo wasn't a placebo after all.. i knew it all along..
Didn't have lessons.. so could find time to blog all i want.. haha.. intending to buy a new phone.. coz the t-610 really sux.. though i liked its design.. but the OS really can't make it.. Nope. i'm not going to study for my mock exams.. i need motivation.. being in the library doesn't mean i'm studying.. it just mean that the weather is getting a bit too warm.. haha.. anyway, paid 4k for the school fees.. might as well use its facilities... haha.. Might be going to school tomorrow to sleep in the library again.. wahahaa..
Anyway.. today is the last lesson of my year 1 course in SIM.. how sad.. haiz.. i miss my tuesdays in school..especially my maths/stats.. anyway.. was rather bothered today.. i didn't know why.. but had too much to think about.. or thinking too much? In the end didn't have mood to study.. don't know why.. i'm not being indecisive.. just not really comfortable at the way i'm being treated.. and of coz.. i'm seen the other spectrum.. the one closer to me.. but then again.. can two people of the same spectrum be comfortable with each other? Quiet and reserve.. intelligent and diligent.. but all these created to ice that i couldn't break.. so here i am.. waiting for it to melt.. i know i have a lifetime.. but sometimes it seems i don't have endurance.. the coldness.. haiz.. kind of dishearten me.. anyway.. so near yet so far.. being on the same spectrum.. i also didn't have to courage to move.. at the first sign of trouble.. and i'll back off.. and it happens way too many times.. from secondary till now.. and my fear is.. it'll happen again.. I have the urge to tell, but i can't.. too much is at stake.. and the newly forged friendship is what i didn't want to break.. just that i miss my tuesdays in school.. all the way till after mock exams.. and till then, i still don't know what i want.. or rather, what people want.. the placebo wasn't a placebo after all.. i knew it all along..
Didn't have lessons.. so could find time to blog all i want.. haha.. intending to buy a new phone.. coz the t-610 really sux.. though i liked its design.. but the OS really can't make it.. Nope. i'm not going to study for my mock exams.. i need motivation.. being in the library doesn't mean i'm studying.. it just mean that the weather is getting a bit too warm.. haha.. anyway, paid 4k for the school fees.. might as well use its facilities... haha.. Might be going to school tomorrow to sleep in the library again.. wahahaa..
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