Destiny

History repeats? LOL.. i hoped not.

Addicted to studying.. or rather, taking short notes.. but my lousy memory fails to remember anything.. haha.. good huh?

GE coming on 6th May.. *yawn.. i got nothing to do! Hahaa.. well, i can't possibily take part too.. especially on the opposite camp.. i got too many "dark" secrets.. like that time i gek sai gek until i almost fanited in the middle of the road near VCH.. wahaaa... if they publish then i die. And that time where i got slapped by my P6 teacher for not submitting 5 workbooks for MOE to check? Hahaa.. i'm the only one.. And that time where i got caught in the staff toilet in school dying hair? Hahaa.. well.. if i go, i must prepare 13.5k.. lol.. and get ready to be whacked by people. (not forgetting the number of times i copied for spelling?.. lol)

Days like this.. don't ask me. I don't like to discuss.. coz if u tell them, they say you think too much.. and they can't help.. might as well.. leave it to myself. Not saying doesn't mean i've forgotten.. doesn't mean i don't care.. maybe just that i can't. But i've been through this pile.. what's another pile to me? Intensity increases.. yet duration shortens. It might have meant nothing at all in the end.. nothing to anyone. But then again.. something obvious.. am i digging again?.. i don't know.. but now it feels like a cold sauna to me. I also can't identify.. what do you think? Sometimes i really dig too much.. i guess its just personality.

Watched a show on Channel 56 the day before at 3am.. don't know the title.. but it was such a great show.. till i took 2 hours to finish the shortest chapter of marketing. It begins as a coincident... and then to believing in destiny. "each taking a lift.. and choose a floor.. see if we meet".. and then .. writting names and phone numbers on the dollar bill, book.. and see if destiny comes around.. lol.. innovative huh.. haha.. but might end up in the claws of the dinosaurs.. hahaa... and having no signs is a sign? lol.. sometimes i believe in destiny.. but when it comes, i don't think there is.

And by the way.. i don't think the term dinosaur suits them.. haha.. coz they are supposed to be extincted! But look at the streets.. lol.. you get what i mean.. well.. i'm not better myself.. the weight gaining plan fails as exams approaches.. nevermind.. i'll chiong after that..