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Haiz.. i'm so stress.. me and my fate huh? Or izzit my itchy hand again? Shouldn't have drawn that lot in the first place.. Since i already did, what is there to do? Ooo.. can't wait for the bazaar to be over.. have a feeling of being sandwiched all around. No one is at fault.. and i'm not using this to target anyone.. Guess everyone is anxious about the Bazaar. Management, vendors and all of us. Now having more and more pimples and grey hair.. haha. Still have not taken my school work and band into account. And there are other things too.. like family and friends.. I don't lack time. Just lacking in motivation. Should have taken the med to motivate me.. hahaa.. what nonsense..

Will be going to Tampines for band practice again. Hopefully i won't screw up anything.. I'm used to doing things by 'feel' rather then 'skill'. Which means i'm depending on luck most of the time.. how unprofessional.

The coming monday will be so special to me.. yet i think it was ruined before it came.. I'm still being childish.. Constantly reading the first chapter over and over again.. yet, so much have changed. Guess this is the process of growing up.. What is left are just memories and not feelings. It wouldn't surface again. And this is where the chapter concludes. Love shouldn't become hate. Even if it does, there are no longer any feelings towards. After so much, i began to wonder.. why it took me so much time and energy.. Actually, i've already started writting the next chapter.. and no matter how it turns out, it will still be my story. It is just a matter of choice.. to close or not to close.