Combined Practice

Went for band practice today.. although reluctant.. but had given my promise.. I want to get away from that place, a place that was never meant for me. Did what i could. Delivered all my best. Maybe because of my incompetence , the band sounded not as well.. But from what i heard, it was too full of individuals trying to overshadow others. Not a very good sign for a "band". A band of soloists? It is not for me to criticize.. An amateur horn player even after eight years of playing.. I have no rights. As usual, that place does give me an hostile feeling.. maybe i should leave for a while. Combined with a few other alumni band in the neighborhood. Quantity does not count.. another disappointment.

Went to study at J8 today. Spent a lot of time trying to understand the maths lecture.. coz i was doing my maths assignment for the 1st half of the lessons.. hahaa.. slacker! But completed anyway. But it came at a price.. altogether i missed 3/2 maths lecture. Also asked my buddy wm about some econs using differentiation.. So it was right.. minimum MC occurs at the point of inflexion of the TC curve.. hahaha.. finally cleared my doubts.. by a chem engine student who didn't take econs.. haha.

Still haven't recovered fully from yesterday's shock.. haha.. But felt better anyway.. should be glad that people are doing well.. but still feel a but weird.. don't know where those emotion came from.. maybe it was something else?? Then it might be another crisis.. haha.. Guess i think too much.. hoped that things will return to normal soon..