Chwee Kuey

Expected.. ok i really give up le. I don't know what to say, but i ate 14 chwee kuey at dinner today.. haha.. ate until so full lor.. think my stomach's going to explode.

But another thing exploded instead. My scale was tipped yet again.. so lousy lor.

First time i crub until i buay song 1.. which means, i'm don't think the utility is there anymore.. i'm not surprised that this was the last time i crubbed.. The coming bash? LOL.. i don't think i'd be going.. stay home eat chwee kuey better lor.

Was at OO today.. very fun for the 1st part, coz retro night, then a lot of songs came out before 1.30am.. except "can't take my eyes off you". So after that, i got nothing to look forward to. Crubbing became boring, tiring, and i'm hungry. Felt very pek chek coz very uncomfortable.. want to go home but nobody wants.. i'm not oblidge, yet walking away isn't an option. I admit, it was fun with the nice music and the toopid dance moves.. but.. not everything is nice forever de lor.. when its time to let go, it should be.

Finally understands that things should be done just nice, just like flying kite. Pull to tight, the string will break, let go too much, the kite will drop.. so, crub until too late will pek chek, but go off too early will sian.

Maybe i was wrong to let go just like that, but i couldn't stand "taunting" that was meant to be a joke. There are times when joking is inappropriate. "jian hao jiu shou" ba.. And the worst part is wasting 45 mins... things cannot be overdone.. Although certain things are hard to see, but they are easily felt. It was obvious.. and i don't like to be held responsible for things that are done on goodwill. I don't kiam anything to anyone lor. But still, having certain words out meant that i wasn't really that equipped.. but it was really better than all previous attempts to keep my temper under control.

But i think it shall no longer be of importance anymore.. coz i think i ban crubbing le. Maybe till end of exams. Really very waste time lor.. and money too.

When the show at 5.20pm finishes, i shall be staying in school for studying le.. though i still dare not venture too much.. haha.. but just a bit already very "suay" le.

Haiz.. lousy day.. very lousy.. next time i cook chwee kuay for people to eat le.