Double Complain

Double was alright nia leh.. but then.. maybe the housepour was too diluted or maybe my alcohol meter spoilt le. In the end, 3 of us went.. sigh.. how come everytime like that 1? Maybe organiser cmi bah.. wahhaaa.. luckily i'm not the organiser. Tried to mobilise.. but then, haha.. i guess it was no better.

Double O was alright for 3.. because i ended up spending as much as when i was zouking.. = =.. the difference is, i drank more.. a lot a lot more.. in total: Shared - 3 jugs housepours, individual - 3 shots and 2 cocktails.. - -machiam i go there 10 weeks never drink water like that.. haha.. eh eh.. really have to cut my crubbing le lah.. everyday drink like that.. liver will spoil 1 lor..

Speaking of organising.. it isn't easy as it seems.. even with the own bday. Not to mention organising other's bday. People are weird. Invitation was sent.. yet they don't like to reply.. What the heck was happening? Handphone got water inside? Whatever i did was solely out of goodwill.. goodwill of helping the excos.. goodwill of letting those who felt left out to join in this extended family.. why treat me like da bian? Nah beh! As if i feel important like that.. i can't wait to fade off lor..

Of coz, some who replied.. thanks a million.. made my work so much easier.

SO NEXT TIME.. don't complain if people never asked. Some things just takes once to forfeit.

And i didn't message some.. coz.. i don't know.. maybe i forgot.. pardon me.. but note: this coming saturday (2nd of sept) will be welfare department BBQ.. all welfarians are "invited".. guests are welcomed as well.. so long as you all pay for the expenses.. anyway, i'm not the organiser, and i don't care about the attendence.. lol. for, it will benefit you all, not me.. haha.... come if you all want.. for all the stars in the universe i care.

Wahaha.. another time i need to vent my anger le.. coz something just pent up not long ago.. i don't like to organise.. i really don't. And i hate free loaders as much as i hated organising. Or should i say, some people are just being unappreciative. Not that i'll receive anything.. i don't even get a bday gift lor...

And then, my bday is nearing ^^ Whahaa.. i want.. i want.. i want lots of things. The problem is.. how to get them. = = I don't really feel like organising a "bash" lor.. coz i don't want to be hospitalised for overdose of alcohol.. the best is, not to dig it myself. But then i really want to get lots of presents lor.. if those who received from me got the heart.. hahaha.. but i won't be expecting.. haha.. expectations brings disappointment.. anything other is a bonus.

Expectations.. we all have.. and as i said.. it changes with the change of status... and i really got quite scared in the past.. sigh. Well.. i need to learn lor.. haha.. as if i was born flawless like that.. haiz.. give and take ba.. it takes time for mastery.

Enough of my nonsense.. haha.. i think my hair is dry enough for me to sleep.. and again.. poor pluto.. hahaa..