Tah~ Tah~ Tah~

Heh. .finished beering with some new faces - xw, xy, gp and me gq. Lol.. plus a few of gp's friend.. and we had our hoegaarden at Alley Bar.. Eu says she had 20% from the management.. but it was 1 for 1.. so nevermind ba.. A magnum for $20 and it was 2 mug.

Still remembered the other time i went with sher to Rouge Outdoor (just beside.. anyway, they belonged to the same chain.. lol..) and ordered 2 magnum for $40.. lol.. now it's $10 for 1!

Very tired now.. met shini at Coffee toast (another version of ah kun roti.. haha..) and had a dialogue for 1 1/2 hours.. gained much insights into things.. and then i realised, we had all grown stronger. Not physically.. but had the courage to move. Came to realised a lot of things.. haha.. yupz.. some might say i blame it on the others.. but nope. All that has gone is gone. Though some things are permenant.. but what can i do? Thinking doesn't make me feel anything more or less.. neither do i blame myself. Shit happens and when it came, feeling guilty doesn't make anyone feel better.

Of coz, i do not have the heart of steel, neither am i devoid of emotions. Shit still stinks, and perhaps, getting used to is a better option. Of coz it involves the cleaning up as well. I've brought myself quite low, perhaps just to relish the moment things turned for the better. This isn't supposed to be the way though.

And each to its own. Different beliefs.. and of coz, different "interest". Used to questioned my sis why she likes to club so much.. wahaha.. and then now i realised.. coz i was unlocked.. and hence it's time to enjoy~ Sadly, i still can't find the key to lock back the alcohol crave.. or should i say, the addiction? Lol.. slowly things start, and slowly things changes.. it's unhealthy.. yet other people are also doing it.. so.. why should i stop?

Just don't let me unlock more things.

I'm still learning, hopefully leading a better life.. as now i always say, "one life.." this is the only opportunity.. the only one.

So a lot of "big reasons" i've learned.. and it shall serve me well.. haha.. after that, it was down do CP again! Haha.. i was free for a moment and i went to bedlinen department for "visiting" ... wahaaha.. so great to see them there.. especially as a customer.. No conflict = no misunderstanding. Of coz again.. some people just wants to crash their 8 characters.. what can i do? LOL! Cannot means cannot la..i don't want to try and i don't care.

Yupz.. after that met gp and then went alley bar to chill.. whaha.. tah tah tah~


1 magnum = 1 pint = about 500ml (500cc) or 0.5 liters

Thinking of learning how to ride bike.. but i'm a coward.. wahaha.. but i can't afford a car~ Argh.. so ma fan lor.. everytime go out till midnight also ma fan.. must have own transport.. haha.. but i'm afraid of getting hurt.. (i mean really serious that kind..).. aiyah.. don't know la.. still thinking.. maybe not.. coz my parents will definately object.. lol.. the helmet already no place to hide le.. haha.. how to learn?

Well.. as always, i'm open to suggestions!