All that Happened (pondering..)

Pondering pondering.. lol. Changes are so prevalent. My hair grew to almost my pre-botak days.. and i've gained weight yet again! Now my face looks a bit puffed.. haha.. no wonder my collegues asked me not to gain any more weight.

Since the beginning of the holidays, i think i've gained 2 - 3 kgs.. don't know should be glad or not.. ahaha.. it's expensive to maintain a constantly hungry me. Perhaps, i'll lose weight when school reopens.

Got a call from DY.. said welfare no people join.. lol.. so sad wor. Coz all want to organise chiongster event mah.. hah.. all the leaders there.. lead what? No matter.. SRC doesn't bother me much. Of coz i do hope that there will be more people.. as it goes, "single and available, and ready to mingle!" LOL.

So much freedom on hand.. that i've abused it much last week. Been off from home a few days, and tah-ing non-stop. And still.. might be going zouk this thurs and/or sat.. lol.. scary. Really need a pull off these clubs.. perhaps after this week.

Still got to check out Jac's dad's pub.. haha.. affordable bottles.. cheaper than dbl o. Got such good lobangs.. will the chiongsters of kuula miss? Before i know it.. they already plan to make me tah until i doh on my bday. Scared-ed. We got 1 train on neat 1.. (scary), 1 who can take 2 pints beer and still ok 1.. (frightening..) and another who gets high but will not puke.. (!!).. lastly.. another who specialised on cocktails.. (omg).. plus a lot more who can drink but never declare. So i said, i lock myself at home.. haha.. but it's still early.. 2 more months away.. Heh.. maybe i should get ready my wishlish le.. so people can start saving for my presents.. muahahaa!

Been wondering.. how come only people come and collect money for present.. and how come i don't receive 1? Isn't this also supposed to be a vicious cycle?.. LOL.. maybe must open bottle and invite then can collect presents ba.. lol.. but then again.. if i go open.. then i must be inviting people to tah me.. lol.. let me think 1st ba.

Enough of day dreaming.. time to face what is coming... and the next thing is, the release of results.. whaha.. i listening for 3 "bai ban". I know.. failing is stupid.. but i know it won't happen ever again.

Hopefully, the path will finally lead me somewhere.

Yet all these are nothing.. there are lots more shit on the way.. lol.. just keep reminding myself.. not to get too emotional. LOL.. things shall be accepted the way they are. (and i suddenly find myself nothing to blog.. lol.. not much emotional thoughts..) just like it the way it is now.. of coz, i'm open to more joyous things. It's either up or down.. turning upside down is not recommended. Sadly, my antenna still works pretty well.. haha..

Yet.. i do get pissed when people don't have integrity.. lol.. and that day someone act seh.. and then declared he was actually sober in the end.. i flared up.. whahaa.. don't know why.. i'm not trying to make him tah until he toh.. (i'm not the one who challenges him anyway..) but something like being deceived.. especially when you really thought he was going to CMI le.. and you tried to make the stituation better.. in the end.. to discover that SOMEONE WAS ACTUALLY ACTING! NB.. hahaa... but i got no bad blood la.. i just blog.. to make it a point, i dislike people without integrity. Sort of misplaced trust. And i actually told that person i really damn buay song.. haha.. in the end, it was quite bad la.. on his part that is. For me.. i say liao i ok. If i don't say.. i'm not ok.. haha..

Integrity people.. Integrity. However Honesty is also an issue here.. One was without integrity by being honest?? Simi sai..

Perhaps i was being harsh.. but made it a point that, E-99 is not acceptable at all.

Super long entry coz i'm super bored. (and hungry too..)