Friday, November 19, 2004

Last Day

Last day of bazaar~!! Wahahahaha.. tired but glad. What is over doesn't matter anymore. But i really have to say, it really tipped my scales back when so many people were around to wrap up everything, even people not in the committee. Think i went too far somehow.. resorted to sacarsm instead of being firm.. haha.. i'm not born to lead, but to follow. Since everything is over, i want to forget this episode soon.. haha.. bad memories shouldn't stay.. I'm back! hahaha..

So happening today.. early in the morning, Karen, Jasmine and me went to get our free breakfast-Yogurt Ice Cream! Should have asked the vendor in the first day. The first cup i had was chocolate chips cookie with banana!? Thought it wouldn't taste nice coz i don't like to eat bananas.. =.=" But it turned out to be the opposite. I think it is because of professional help.. haha.. that stall owner help me to choose. Then i "kay kiang", .. afternoon went to mix one orange with kiwi.. and jiu mei kept making fun.. say what orange and green.. really that funny huh? Ya.. and jiu mei takes after my ah ma liao.. they always have the same taste, same temperament, and don't what think else.. can be scary wif 2 x ah ma or 2 x jiu mei.. hard to fight ... Now that the cold war is over, they can combine forces.. Better not offened them. And don't know why someone still want to fight with me on Friday.. Wrong day.. and i'm too tired to fight..

Spent a lot today at the bazaar.. maybe coz today is the last day.. maybe coz the business is poor for the vendors.. altogether i ate one chicken pie, one beef pie, three mini egg tarts and one saussage.. haha.. those are my breakfast, lunch and dinner.. Skipping lunch these few days.. so had to eat somehow or rather.. if not i'll be reduced to bones.. lol.

Went to watch talentime finals today.. wasn't as great as the semi-finals.. but actually was there to hear president of SRC to sing . But end up got stuck.. coz some of the contestants were really good.. all except.. opps.. bad karma.. haha.. but it was damn funny.. hahaha. I should say..he's very confident!

And when bazaar is over.. i'll think of my medicine.. saw someone during talentime today.. no wonder i stood back that time. He was still with her.. and he, is my college friend. And he knows about my intention too.. got me stalled and backed off.. i don't like competition.. and especially so with a friend. But, is it really true that once the feeling is lost, it couldn't be recovered anymore? i don't know.. but i saw her these 3 days during the bazaar.. coz i was too free.. kept walking around. Thought i was immune.. but i felt something.. seems like some glowing splint.. but i know it would get replaced soon by my placebo. It was meant to be this way.. Push, pull or whatever.. i'm lost.. can't the signal be clearer? I'm drifting... haiz..

So... everything is over! Want to thank my seniors, especially Karen, Jasmine, Grance and Ziming.. not forgetting.. the bazaar committee and welfarians from other department!