I Don't Know

Had been real busy trying to change my lifestyle these days. Finally got my computer fixed.. but spent quite a bit buying the hardware. No longer interested in going for band practices.. Nothing worth going. Seems to have no bond there.. and i still can't see the direction. Of course, there's something which i don't wish to stir. Lies and more.. i had enough. And the more i realise, the more i don't wish to go. I've lost my commitments there. Might as well. Things were dragging for too long..

Went to NDC a few days back.. and got rather disappointed. Still couldn't take down my braces. My teeth are as stubborn as me. Almost three years.. it is taking much longer than i've expected. But it no longer bothers me as much. I've learnt to play the horn with it.. and the ulcers that come with it after every practice. Now my orthodontist is gettiing impatient too. Made me wear the rubber bands.. and double the quantity too.. haha.. having difficulties trying to open my mouth.. not to mention the pain the comes with every bite. No wonder i couldn't gain any weight.

Received an email from SWE.. now they've change the venue of band practices from Tampines to.. Jurong.. =.=" Does it make any difference.. From extreme east to extreme west.. haha.. and for 2 years, i've been to that almost everyday. Now i'm going back there again. Fortunate thing is that won't be that lost there.. Still have to make 3 transfers.. with my instrument somemore.. how am i going to manage..west side is always packed with people..

Thought of something that made me very happy.. wonder how long it will last before the next plunge. But that is just part of the cycle. And.. i've run out of titles!.. haha..

Xin yao coming soon.. wish them all the best!