Down on Luck

Not need to wait for a few days to get broker. I already did.

Can't imagine my luck was really so bad until that i lost $35 in a single mahjong game. Ya.. lost $5 on the table, the other $30 lost to the parking fine. Hah.. for a $2 coupon, i had to pay $30. WTH.. what on earth am i thinking?

Argh.. i really really no mood le.. so down on luck.. haiz.. nothing seems to be right. I think the best is to hide at home for the moment until my luck turns better.

No, after all, i didn't go zouk out, and i was $35 poorer on 9th of dec.

Suay until the 4D also don't want to open the car license plate.. haha.. and when it did, it was 1 number wrong. Sian.. how to cover? I need to cover $260 now lor..

But still had to move ba.. but for once, i felt that getting in a streak of bad luck is worse than the feeling of a breakup.. wahahahaaa... (ok la.. not really, but still as bad.)

Like that hor.. teach me how to choose to be happy? Haha... hei se you mo ar? But then again, had to recover fast.. festive season leh.. hahaaa.. "this the season to be "folly", la la la la la.. "

Darn.. even the birds also want to chap 1 leg.. as if luck not bad enough, still want to poo on the vios.. waaaah.. spare me la.

Actually just reached home not long ago. Eyes very dry coz was wearing contact lenses for a long long time le. Somemore had to play mj from 11pm till 5am. (the parking fine was clocked at 12am.. suay hor?) Strain on eyes.. haha.. and i don't like driving in the dark. Makes it really difficult to see. But still, sent both my collegues home.. as well as practice my driving. Now i understand why some of my friends offered to drive me back le.. out of sheer goodwill ^^

Was driving until we went "holland".. whahahaa... i don't really recognise the route.. hahaa.. so turned and u-turned.. spent a bit extra time, but still managed to reach destination.. whahaa.. i must admit.. i'm really lousy at these. But what shocked me was that i accidentally reached a placed which i said i didn't want to go... whahaa...already programmed le? No la.. i think is just plain "bad" luck..

I think i'm in a "trance" like state for the past few days.. can't really focus on whatever things i do... haiz.. ze me ban?

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

But these few days, i realised, relatives around me starts to treat me quite differently le. As in, they don't really fuss around when things happened.. Not that that didn't care, but i guess, i'm old enough to take care of things myself le. Had to be personally "liable". But i'm really glad they do provide some clues as in where to go next and what i should do. Really leh.. i'm at a lost if they left me there.

Like what i've learnt thomas said today, "when difficulty arises, it's an opportunity to grow and be stronger" LOL..yupz. But hor, strong also no use leh.. if suay feed bird also become chicken (direct translation).. haha.

Hair still wet.. so i blog a bit more..

Band was sianz again. Coz we did mononoke again! Argh.. then hor, i dread going band early leh.. coz they always want to chute pattern de.. this time got to sing song again! And i don't know how to sing with action.. ahaha.. sian leh.. so old le still got to do this kind of thing. - - And hor.. that wl very bad.. haha.. don't think i don't know ar.. kept laughing at me.. -_-

Concert coming soon, and the band still a bit weak leh.. as if burdened with a heavy load like that.. i don't know about the others, but i'm sure sian.. coz shit happens.

Ok la.. hoped that concert will be a successful one ba..

Haiz.. hoped that my bad luck will go away soon.. haiz...