As Always

I think my stomach spoilt already. Kept having the runs every morning.. and my legs also spoilt. Everything also spoilt. Haiz. Still very tired as always. Didn't intend to go to school this morning because still not feeling well the day before.. but still did.. coz i panic. Soon i'll press the panic button. Mock exams just 2 months away and the finals a total of 4 months. Actually there is very very very little time left.. and then they bill me the examination fee.. Don't really know what to do with it.. Another 2 k drained. It seems weird.. when i paid the school fees myself, the more i won't want to study.. coz i don't need to answer to myself.. but when it was paid by the village chief, i had to answer to him.. so no choice really had to study... haiz.. why do they invent exams?

Finally the found the lost parcel.. heng arh.. if not the $500 worth of bed linen.. i won't know who will be responsible.. It shows something.. there are good people in this world! A big thanks to auntie kat for helping while i was away. So evil of me.. did a lot of 'shit' for people to pick.. Hahaa.. was very relieved.. next time i won't do that kind of sales again.. coz i put all my trust in my manager.. and then i got played out. And when customer comes, they look for me.. not my manager.. what's the point of staying then? I won't trust anymore.. But then.. haha.. as always.

And today had band practice all the way at tampines.. was too tired, so had a nap.. then was late, and it rained somemore.. what could be worse? So i took cab there again.. and again, it was $12.50.. haha.. but was caught in a jam.. haiz.. so boring. So today was so paiseh.. coz wasn't a good player.. kept playing wrong notes.. and the conductor like going to cry like that.. haha.. felt so guilty. Actually i don't want to play for them... but then they did not have enough players.. so asked me knowing that i couldn't attend practices.. and then now they sad coz i can't play well.. haha.. please.. And year after year.. i said that it'll be my last practice.. but in the end.. haha.. as always.

And then the other band tried to enforce.. hahaa.. hahaa.. to me.. i don't really care. If you want, please ask. Act as if i owe them.. i don't owe anyone. Don't make it such as my fault.. And of coz.. a lot more.. but i don't wish to say. Maybe just go back this saturday to see what pattern they going to 'chute'... where got people like that one.. practice from 8am to 6pm.. they think they superman lor.. haha.. crap. Anyway, i just dislike when they start all this rubbish... as always.