Zouk-ing

I just thought it sank.. and it did. As usual, back from some clubs or pubs.. seriously, i need to quit!.. Just watched "the makings of a hangover" from discovery channel.. and it scares me.. really.. But now, i don't feel it.. maybe in the future i shall regret.. i rather not.

Still the pillar of confidence for my future and i won't ruin it.. now older and should think better. Though not much experience.. yet, i shouldn't always compare.. i knew i did well in my own way and nobody shall.

Btw, i just dislike zouk very much.. its just so crowded.. and full of 'kids'.. actually i prefer a place to chill out.. like holland V or MIA.. equipped with K, pool and table soccer... all FOC, what more can i ask for? yet i really need to cut down.. don't really want to burden. but it seems.. i'll picked up a lot more.. just from the welfare chalet this aug, i've changed so much.. haiz.. i'm someone who dislike changes.. yet i've changed.. not for better but for worst.

Why can't i just stayed the way i was in the past? Was it because of things that changes or was it because my change that causes all these? I don't really.. it wasn't my kind of life..

4.30 am.. having Marketing lecture later.. the most: 3 hrs of sleep.. yet i will try.. yep.. if not people will nag again. haha.. thanks my friends!