Xmas Eve

Rain = snow? It rains so much that the weather is cold.. kinda liked it. Just thankful that i didn't venture too far out.. Anyway, meeting JJSG for countdown party later.. haiz.. my poor liver.. haha..

Today the discovery channel showed the 'makings of a hangover' again.. haha.. scared i didn't catch the message is it?.. yep.. i got it. Even if i have the will, i won't have the way. My wallet is empty.. Think i've spent 2 months of my savings in just a week.. and i don't even see anything tangible. Haiz.. so when my manager called and asked me to work during new year's day, i agreed.. all the more better. I don't think i have any program on that day.

So i was actually not really keen to work.. $5.50 per hour seems too little to feed my liver.. haha.. so i asked.. and it became $6! ^^ hahaa.. now i seems to be the 'higher' paid on the selling floor.. and that excludes my incentive of a flat $100 per month! Muahahaa.. no wonder no body wants to study. If not for SRC, i would have worked since last june.. and maybe by now my pay would be $6.50 per hour. All for standing around.. haha.. selling my time only.

The only other worries.. my studies.. really can't catch up.. haiz.. i tried to hit to the notes during these few days but the things just won't sink in.. the only thing sinking was something else. And to make matters worst, i had a bad dream last night.. not a big deal, i'm already so old.. but it seems so real.. and it really frightens me. Must be the horror shows that i watched last night.. haiz..

And then having band practice on boxing day.. haiz... even holidays also must practice.. the instructor scared i didn't practice.. haha.. which i didn't.. until just now.. Wow.. no wonder they all seems so pro.. coz they did it for 3 months.. while i only saw it for 3 weeks. I can always go off and take it as nothing has happened.. i have no obligations.. just puzzeled why i kept going back over and over again.. must be my toopid character.

Listen to a lot more stories.. and i think i'm not a problem solver. And they just transfered their burden to me.. haiz.. maybe i should start collecting fees.. then i won't have so much burden. I guess it happens to all .. and a lot of things.. really.. is beyond our control and understanding. Thinking only makes one unhappy.. haha.. maybe smarter.. but its a waste of time. Too bad i had too much time to waste. Might as well go to the selling floor and think down there right? Got pay somemore.. haha.

A lot more surprises for this festive season.. as it always been.. a lot or warmth amist the cool weather and care within the cold blooded.. oops!.. haha.. I think my xmas wish is going to come true.. i can smell it.. haha.. and my wish is - to own a laptop. And then i can invite friends to come to my house to play LAN games.. my old comp is giving me lots of problems.. all because of the faulty aligment of the chassis.. from knowing nothing to now, i'm thankful for my NS buddy who taught me how to assemble a computer.. it is, actually very easy.. if only one knows how. As always the case. But now, i'm tired.. i don't want to do CPR on it everytime it gives way.. i'm really sick and tired of it.. 3 years plus since it 'developed' this .. and i think its not 'chio'.. i want a all black colour cpu.. if not i'll opt for a notebook instead.

Didn't get any gifts, cards chocolates or whatever.. coz no money.. haha.. so my friends.. i shall make up for it next christmas ba.. maybe double the present or what..