If It Were That Simple

If things were just simple.. then there wouldn't be a mess, and no one needs to pay attention. But things unfortunately are not simple.. Too bad i'm so stubborn.

Suddenly my blog is against me.. and soon.. maybe next year, this will no longer be 'the notebook'.. maybe change it to 'textbook' or whatever book. Maybe .. i don't know. Trying to act serious but i know i can't.. because i tried so hard.. i end up trying harder to be myself.

Anyway, my blog is no weapon to inflict damage.. not even to myself. I think i know.. i always knew.. yet just too stubborn to. As always. Sometimes it is just way beyond.. coz i'm stubborn. It is me and my characteristic.. and i've been given.

If not thinking means it doesn't exists.. then all the more better.. maybe thats the first miracle i wish to see on the xmas.. haha..

On the 6th day of December:
I thought the chapter says 'Tragedy'.. haha.. how sad huh.. somethings just need to be spoken.

And then i went back to school after 2 weeks of holiday.. because the only lecturer i fear in SIM is my accounts lecturer.. haha.. i don't want to dream of him in the night again.. lol. Still pondering whether to get ipod or zen. . i have no income pratically.. and all i know is to play TS (table soccer) in school.. now better still .. they have a dart board in SRC room!.. haha.. though with only 1 dart.. stayed in school after lessons and rot inside the room.. i will miss it when i step down.. muahahaa.. SIM seems a bit more 'quiet' without uncle tat..

i guess i'm back.. hahaaa.. with better jokes i guess..