I am of coz, referring to my studies.
So much that i realised i didn't understand. Just that, making the 1st step always seems to be the hardest. After that, everything just became mundane. Which makes me wonder, why the initial distress. The 1st is always the most difficult.
Whatever, it doesn't make a much of a drive than knowing more in relation to applicatuions in the real world. I'm quite keen to quit the life of a student.
It seems that, from the point that i can remember things, i've spent most of my time schooling (school doesn't equate to studying). It's been around 15 years of learning. And after so much, i don't consider myself being smarter or dumber than others.. i'm just mediocre.. and sigh.. so much for being average.
Ignorance is a bliss sometimes. But not during exams.. ahaha.. being ignorant is quite fustrating. And when things seems alien, its time to walk out of the exams hall.. wahahaha.. and i'm (not) proud to say that i did it before! Whahahahaa... once in a lifetime wor.. and it's darn costly also.
Hahaaa.. and while studying, i've been coming up with ideas of what to do after i've graduated (or rather, after this exam).. there are so much things to do.. most which relates to securing income for the future. Haha.. of coz, not the equity market at the moment. And i've read somewhere about investment psychology.. the regret of not winning is so great that it makes people want to follow.
I want to be an investor someday. Reason being, i'm lazy, i like to stay at home, i don't mind facing the computer everyday, and of coz, i like money. Hahahaaa... but i lack the traits of being risk loving. Maybe i can only go around earning risk-free. Hahaha.. but while studying CF, it came to me that.. something else was possible. Hahhaaa... oo.. i just can't wait to try it out.
And my dog paki is 5 months old liao.. lol.. and he is still the same size. Now we can confirm that he is a miniature schnauzer le.. haha.. coz i've heard from a friend that, someone bought a mini breed and in the end, it was a standard breed when it grew up. Guess the seller must have mixed up.. or he was ignorant.
5 months old, and he's very very naughty! The usual stuffs they do.. chasing things that moves, barking at things they want but can't reach, and of coz, taking things like socks, newspapers and run around with them. LOL.. cute? Hahaha.. sometimes. But there are weirder things that i can't understand. He likes to eat newspapers.. while some other dogs eat their poops.. mine doesn't. Hahahaa.. but he sure have some weird taste.
Picture of Paki~
Looking forward to the end of exams. Hopefully i can get at least 3 of my desired grades. LOL.. but sometimes it seems much more difficult. I've already missed 3 chances. But nevertheless, i could always settle for something less. Ya.. after all, what's a degree but a backdoor? I mean, if it isn't from a place which they desire, and i couldn't care much more if i'm working in the related industry, why make things so much difficult for myself. Actually, dad once told me, it doesn't matter.. just study as much as i can, so that if there is a chance, i can use the knowledge aquired. It doesn't matter where or how.. just so. Of coz, i've gained much inspiration from the new knowledge.. hahaa.. well, at least i know what is a call/put warrent. I know what the floating and fixed rate is about, and i know how to price a equity given the historicl data.. (pardon me.. the overdose of CF made me want to blog all these)
Oh ya.. and much more.. the Hongkong trip at the end of june~ Hahaha.. wonder how the nightlife there is like. LOL.. Of coz, after the exams, i'll be going to zouk. LOL... but tmd.. all of them can celebrate at 6th june.. only the unprivileged few get to end thier last paper on 8th june. Pui~!
Watched spiderman 2 yesterday on channel 5.. but still i must say, spiderman 3 is still the best! LOL.. Really must go watch wor.
The weather is rather warm these few days.. how to concentrate on studying?
