Seh le~!

As with all crubbing sessions, i'll update..

For once, this is the most seh session i'll gotten myself into.. i lost count of how many drinks/shot/jug i've cleared.. and i don't think i've kept track of how much i've spent... perhaps in the 80s..

Nevertheless, i refused to puke.. for i think it's very wasteful.. food alcohol and all. Till now, i'm still controlling my "will" for puking.. haha.. very very seh.. and i think i'll have a very jia lat hangover tomorrow.. (try not to sms me before 4pm..)..

But still, i need to clear some things.. - the fact that i didn't want to publish my results is that i didn't want anyone to intervene.. of coz i know friends are concerned.. and i'm really grateful.. but, i don't think i want to be asked why.. coz certain things happened and my personality couldn't cope during that period... and hence things are the way they are. So please.. feel no pity, feel nothing.. i'm ok the way i am.. and perhaps, this is the best learning experience i've ever been through.

But of coz, i blame no one.. for i wasn't equipped well enough at that point..

1 year is not small feat.. and i know time is precious - time = money.. and money is "almost" everything.. but i really couldn't cope during then.. so spare me from those questioning please?

For 1 thing for sure, i'll extend my studies to the 4th year.. hopefully part time. (which means, i won't graduate for sure in 2007).. but i still have my best wishes to my friends of the same batch.

*too seh to continue* (hopefully i still remember what to blog tomorrow)..