Time To Come

Just the day before.. thought i could overcome.. yet just as i was going to, it overcame me. Trying to hard to be somebody that i wasn't.. and i wasn't that somebody. Said i would ignore.. yet i didn't as much.. it still doesn't cure me.

Another placebo another time.. but i've run out of time.. and pills.

Everyone could do as they please.. why can't i? Why should i shoulder any responsibility? It was, at one's will. So long as i ignore, it doesn't matter.. i don't care and i don't want to care. Say what, do what.. whatever.. who cares? Ungrateful? Definately!.. Just doen't want such a patch to spoil my life.. i still have much greater things to acomplish..i wondered what. Time to move on again.. i had enough stops.

UC - Maybe it was a mistake itself. Not a mistake in introducing.. but a mistake of being around. If you care, you will be affected. If you don't, you will not. Yet this to me seems minor.. for i don't really give a damn. If i could, i would. As long as i gain while others don't.

For a moment, i really thought of going part time.. seems to me to be a greener pasture. If i suddenly disappear from classes.. maybe that's where i go... haha.

I really began to understand.. so long as one doesn't care, nothing would affect that person.. not even if the sky is falling down.

I don't really have the mood to joke these days.