Ooo.. finally the events are all over.. finally to be free from SRC.. erm.. not quite it seems. Upcoming - Camp D! .. argh.. my time again. Haha.. UC wasn't that bad at all.. though it seems to have a lot of communications break down.. but it seems that we are not the only ones. Even the management of the sentosa also have this problem.. as the same as SIM. Well.. one more people, one more trouble.
More or less, i know what i should not do.. i don't know.. i don't know.. whatever i do or not do will give me the same undesired result. And i really find no point.. i mean.. i don't know... really don't know. And if not knowing is the answer, then i prefer not to know.
Don't even know what i'm blogging.. haha.. maybe just that i don't want people to know.
UC yesterday.. spent the whole day in the sun trying to be a 'dog'... haha.. had some fun.. coz i chose not to know.. and to ignore. If i can ignore my whole life, i guess i would be happier. Anyway.. got sunburned.. haha.. wondered if dogs will get sunburn.. haha..
Be afraid.. be very afraid.. no reason for me to go anymore. It's not longer with me.. or it hasn't been in the first place. I still don't understand.. why am i doing so much for. Maybe it was just another fantasy.. guess it shall take me some time to wake up.