Cow

Work manifested itself so badly that i wondered what i am doing.

Could be better, could be worse.

Clocked a 78 hour work week for the previous week, and my backlog keeps adding. And the choice-less situation was that all uninterested employees already had their job scope defined.. either by a very generous vader or that the defined it by themselves.

That leaves all the rest of the job to the cow and friends. All other jobs = infinite. So long as the situation calls for, the cow will have to obey. Ironically, i am the one typing my own appointment letter.. lol.. Well.. at least it is a very interesting work, with a tremendous amount of free work-out provided for. And the most wonderful part is that the cow will get paid.. so that someday it will get to have enough money to buy the 1.2k fish at rws. I'm being sarcastic.

I wonder whether being hopeful makes things much difficult. To accept what there is to accept, and perhaps nothing else matters. Things won't last forever.. becoz a lifetime is not forever.

Well.. regardless of the outcome, i will have no choice. That is, if i want to remain status quo.

At least with this, every other thing else will be considered a luxury (Including the 1.2k fish).

LOL.. i guess the fish really is very huat hor..

Actually i know what is causing all these issues at work. Lousy teamwork, bo system and papaya syndrome. The papaya syndrome will cause people to over-rate themselves, and therefore ignore team play and create their own system. Essentially, they all mean the same thing. Seriously, it can work in the past, where information isn't that readily available. To Think that they can win with that little bit of knowledge will be so wrong. And to not have any sense of danger thinking that the job position itself is woon woon jiat been hoon would be so wrong too. Please lah.. this is the age of the internet (and iphone) (and BB too =) ).. what is there to not know? But sadly, the cow is not easily replaceable. But then again, all is not lost.. at least there are cheaper ones out there (and some are better too).

It was 18 months on.. and looking back, i've changed a lot.. and perhaps this is not who i want to be, it was nevertheless more relevant to my work. I could have asked for less of myself.. simply bo chup.. but i still remember that i have a dream. A dream slightly further now.. so that i can see the whole picture.