不能说的秘密

不能说﹐所以用 type..

Been rather happy for the past 1 month, with all the outings and the people around. Was the nicest vacation i ever had.. though it was nothing much really. Nothing much but, somehow, a change in perception made it all happen.

It wasn't easy.. for i used to over-compensate for those that i wanted to hide.. in the end, it created something that was too overwhelming for me. It just turned vicious.

Wasn't learning fast enough, and it just occur so many times.. and can't find the approach that same many time. Regretted the way things were done.. regretted that hatred was used as an escape tool.. regretted that i might have hurt someone..

Perhaps found the reason why i couldn't get out of.. till suddenly things just fall into place. Seen much more and read a lot a lot more.. i think i still need much knowledge and wisdom.. but, this is nice for a start.

It made so much sense now.. till sometimes i can't feel my heart. I don't know where it lies. Perhaps time will tell again. It still beats.. so i know i'm alright.