Yet being solo wasn't what i dread.. its having people asking you, "you alone ar?". Like that like very ke lian like that lor.. no, i'm ok so long as nobody notices me. LOL.. sometimes i just like to disappear.. especially now is the warm up period for the exams. Time to go hibernate or something like that. Need to forgo a lot and i think the best is to be paranoid.
LOL.. yet i wasn't. Too 'free' i was, i managed to get the carom board up to a carom table.. whahahahahahaa.. with a $20 leg set from ikea. LOL.. i think i must patent this idea le lor.. whahaha.. all that was left was the drawers and the table top. And suddenly i realised it triples as a study/dinner table as well! Waahaa.. the only thing i worried is the structural integrity of the board.. i don't know.. the wood seem very cheapo like that.
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The partial finished table.
And yet again, i can see many giving that kind of 'wth' look... LOL.. DIY for fun, for leisure, for what ever. So long as i keep within budget (minimise cost), maximise utility, i can't see why it won't worth the time and effort. Of coz, dad again, disapprove of me doing this kind of thing. I think whatever i do he also don't approve de. I want to set up account for trading stock he also don't approve, i want to go help out at the chocolate factory he also don't want, i drive he also must comment.. now i know what 'wah lao eh' means. It means everything also my father. LOL.. not that i don't like him or what.. afterall, he had provided me till i was old enough.. i can't thank him enough, yet, i supposed, i don't need buckets after buckets of cold water. Hahaa.. and that was perhaps the strongest driver for my bo liao handycraft.
I think when i graduate, i can go work for bao shua bao hai job le.. Coz these few days at home, i've been doing revamping. Took off paint from my kitchen celling and repainted them, created 2 lamp shades for the living room side lamps, and planing for repainting the doors. What to do? No money to move into new unit, no money to rennovate, then everything got to DIY lor.. whaha.. sian leh. Some of the pioneer batch of installations still refuses to spoil.. for example, the very ugly celling lamp in my room..
Coz of the coming spring and of coz to welcome the pig year, i've been packing my room over and over again.. and sadly, it seems more like a pig sty.
Nowadays tend to sleep late.. i don't know, but my heart races now and then.. argh.. i don't know.. i don't know.. i don't want to know. I don't want to know why it matter so much, but it really did. I hoped i still remember the lesson learnt. But things happened so differently, contary to what i wanted it to be. Haiz.. may i be well for the coming exams ba.. i can't afford to fail again.
I guess the stress had been building up so quickly, like that of the bullish stock market. I had so much to do, though i always 'pretend' to nua.. Other than housekeeping, making some bo liao table, i still got to catch up with my school work and of coz, the coming band concert.
I can't say how much the band concert had stressed me. And i still got parts i need to practice until perfect.. and then, they shoot the concert manager arrow to me.. sigh.. i also don't know what to do lor.. haha.. count chairs and stands? EXCUSE ME.. but i'm not supposed to know who the fish is coming to perform lor. And not that i didn't asked.. but i get all kinds of unsatisfactory replies. As IF i want to do like that.. sigh.
Luckily this coming week is concert day, tickets are availble through me.. hahaha.. free de lor. Lets hoped all be over soon, i don't want to be simi stupid concert manager, neither do i want to stay after that. Just let me fulfill my promise.
We shall see.
