Once Again..

So long never update, i think i see cobwebs le. But then again, i don't want to turn this to a journal of mundane tasks.

Mundane it might seems, but i'm rather busy, especially with the comings of mock exams and SNCO band concert.

Paranoid i seems, and paranoid i am, i feel that i've run out of time and money to keep things going. Of coz, the state of focus seems missing.. maybe focus too much in band le.. then everyday also seh seh.. like zombie like that.

I just need to deliver this time round.. perhaps it might be a long long time before i decide to take up music on this scale again. Of coz, the reason for this is that, it wasn't what it used to be, and never will it be the same. As such, who could ask for anything more? Even if there is a greater goal to be achieve, i really couldn't see it at the moment.

Yet being the 1st time performing under mr jacomo, i think there is a duty to deliver.. which means practice and practice.. with only less than a month to go.. i really don't feel comfortable.

KIVed a lot of things.. and a lot of things need to be done. Hindered by the freak weather these days, it's hard to find a fine day on my free day. The others are all lectures and band and maybe a tinge of studies.

And.. DOTA entered my list of mundanities (there is such word ok.. lol), which means that i'm having less time for everything else. Just yesterday, was with my schoolmates for a 5 hour DOTA at bugis.. lol... i think we all really play until siao le.. and at a $2/hr rate.. well, it's cheaper than weekend movies. Of coz, with 'pride of success' and the 'humiliation of failure'.. (lol.. ok i'm exaggerating) But DOTA is fun! haha.. though i know i'm like a few years behind le?? Hahaha.. slow la..

Ya.. very paranoid about spending too much these days.. and i can't imagine myself not crubbing le.. haha.. not only that, i also stopped drinking le.. lol.. save a lot of money, and taking care of my health at the same time. The only thing not cleared is sleeping late. No, i don't like to sleep early, but been so busy for tasks weekly, i think it won't be a good time to fall ill.

LOL.. and i discovered that things are what they will be.. so que sera - whatever will be. Or not really whatever.. but accepting how things are supposed to be.. i never want to make any mountain le.

Due to financial constraint (just tio sucked blood of $2525), i think staying home is very economical.. haha.. and 'sadly', i'm someone who can nua at home the whole day (maybe even whole week) and don't feel bored leh.. hahaha.. and for this 2 weeks of january, i've spent less than $75.. lol.. and i really don't like going out, especially in this range of weather.

And another packet of blood is getting ready.. coz eRevision is coming.. which means.... ya.. the mocks are coming. Sooner than you can say 'gong xi fa cai'. $200 plus i suppose, and there goes my savings for a LCD monitor.. Need to do up my cpu and then my house can play LAN game le.. haha.. just bring laptop along and aiseh!

CNY coming, and need to buy new clothes again.. strangly, i don't feel the festive season anymore.. perhaps really not very fun le hor? Hahaha.. count down? i rather stay in my bed and count sheeps. But but but.. CNY.. of coz must go bai nian la.. haha.. if not waste angpow leh.

Of coz, i need to polish my mj luck for the coming CNY.. haha..