Another Bad Day

Was really trying to find a space at work just to sit down and study.. coz i really wanted to improve on my product knowledge. Today seems to be quite a quiet day, so i thought i could disapper somewhere and continue my studies till i was called upon. Choosen an empty space above the shelves, which i always refer as the "2nd floor" and placed my netbook there. From there, i could see the whole CF.. from the front till the workbench. The only thing bad was that it was very warm.

The only bad thing.. or so i thought. Halfway, the outside worker came in. The van was damaged in an accident and so we had to take over some of the production. So i went to the "1st floor" to help out. Then i heard something being knocked over.. and it was my netbook. The netbook survived the fall, coz it landed on its side, but the usb network card was damaged. Already i tried to place it out of the way, out people, less it get stolen.. yet it just couldn't avoid mishap.

Very sian, coz it seems that there isn't a place for me in the whole CF. I don't even have a permanent place to sit. To think i'm the son of the vader.. how ironic. Now i really looked like a foreign worker.

A kid at the canteen asked my why my clothes were covered in grease.. and i wanted to tell him that it was becoz i didn't study. I didn't, coz i knew i did.

These are just some of the other things that keep accumulating. Just as i had tweeted, 冰冻三尺,非一日之寒. It didn't just occur overnight, and it wasn't just a single event that made it so.

There is a limit to endurance, and to lower it even more is to be reminded how indifferent i should be.

Things are the same, it is easy to quit, yet, if it were so, i would have cleared my sundays. Now that it was further extended to 3 pm..

Sigh.