Something

Somehow, something spurred me to get to 'work'. It used to, and it still did. Anyway, it was by 'chance' when it happened.

I wondered what if, i wondered why not and i wondered why that's why.

And as if my dreams can work like the "on-demand" tv, it just gave me something more to ponder about right after. I guess there are always some point in time where i would like to have a vacation (if vacation is what that is).

Already i can sense some contradiction, and already it was different.

My STM only works in the short term, and in the long run, memory seems to based on what i thought it was. Certain things, i remembered wasn't really so, and perhaps, they never really occurred. Anyway, i don't want to forget anything anymore.

Doesn't make any sense i know.. and most probably i would once again forget what i was trying to convey some time in the future. In any case, i kept thinking about a particular path these days... and i quite missed it.